At night my family and I had a hard time sleeping. It was too hot to sleep even we turned on the fan and cooler. I went to bed at 8:30 p.m. and finally fell asleep after 12 a.m.
I had only 2 hours sleep, because I had the Past life reading workshop started at 3:00 a.m. This workshop is newly proposed at the school. They set only seven students at the maximum, and class lengths was only one hour. I liked this small sized class.
The instructor did a past life reading for all the seven students. I think she set the time of 7 minutes each. She did an excellent job as always. It was interesting to hear the reading for other person. Every person has a different spiritual history and preference in their way of living and same patterns in their actions.
Before this workshop, I asked my family spirts to show my past life as a Native American. I wanted to know any advice and messages on how I can overcome people phobia.
When it came to my turn, I was so happy that the instructor read my past life figure as a Native American woman.
Her reading was like this.
Being born as a Native American is my spirit’s pattern to be born in the planet Earth. My spirit has deep connections and roots on the Native American land. The Native American woman had black long straight hair. She divided into two and braded them in front of the body.
She saw a vision of two huge rocks. In between the rocks, sun was shining through. Also, a vision of rainbow.
I had lived a life during the time White people came to our land. Even though they had the religion and worshiped God, their actions and behaviors were far away from good people. They lied, stole, and killed our tribal people. Even though I was born as a woman, I was leading people in fighting. I didn’t forgive those bad people. I never erased the rebellious spirit. I brought the memory back to this life time so that I can rewrite the bad experiences and memories to a better version. It will be good not only for me but also for my family spirits.
Going back to the Native’s sacred land is my inevitable destiny. Behind me, there were a whole bunch of spirits who shared the same experience with me in the past life. They were supporting me by dancing and drumming through our ceremonial rituals. In this moment I felt their collective energy that was warm and supportive, I shed tears. When I go back to my spirit’s homeland on this Earth, I should spend the rest of my life with many things that I could not do in the past life. That includes spending time with my family. Also it includes sharing the wisdom from our elders on how to protect our sacred land and how to live peacefully with fellow humans as well as other living creatures on Earth.
My family spirits also wanted me to be careful on how to use my energy. I am very energy sensitive because I have been working as a shaman for many past lives. I’ve always worked something dealing with God. My spiritual ability is very strong and powerful, so that I need to be careful for not getting disturbed by lower vibrations. They wanted me to focus on communicating with higher dimensioned beings only and convey the important messages to fellow humans.
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