Today is a new Federal holiday; Juneteenth commemorating the end of slavery.
In the morning my family and I went to the canyon hiking. There were only two cars before us. Even after we were done hiking and about to leave the parking lot, not many cars were parked
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In today’s meditation, I asked my family spirits about my people phobia.
I saw full moon. Then I saw myself in one of my past lives communicating with stars and moon in the night sky. In the past life I served my entire life to be a messenger from spirits. To me, it is easy to communicate with divine beings because they don’t lie. Their natural self is pure and easy to understand. On the other hand, humans lie and some of them are mood swingers that makes me hard to fully understand. That is why my original self likes to communicate with the nature and divine beings. I feel relaxed and comfortable whenever I stay alone in the nature. My family spirits told me I don’t need to adjust myself to be around and with a whole bunch of people if I don’t feel comfortable. Rather, I should be selective to people whom I can fully stay being myself and feel comfortable. I don’t need to compare with anybody else. I am unique and different from others and I should be proud of being myself. Their messages really make sense to me. That was what I needed to hear today. Thank you to my family spirits for our great advice and encouragement.
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