After I dropped my daughter off at school in the morning, I started enjoying my alone time. I started off my 30-minute meditation. While I was enjoying visiting my family spirits in the spirit world, my conscious was pulled back to the physical world. I heard the bell’s tinkling sound at the entrance door. I hang some small bells at the entrance door so that I can be alert if somebody tries to open the entrance door.
My conscious came back to my physical body. I found my husband at the entrance door. He said he needed to come back home to finish up the orientation procedure for his new company. I was glad to know that he didn’t bring back any bad news. I kind of scared for the reason why he came back unexpectedly early from work.
Today was his first day for a new company. He had worked for the previous 6 months for the agency under the restricted conditions. It was like a trial term for the company to trust him. Under the bad working conditions from this agency, they don’t pay for the federal holidays and they don’t offer any health related insurances for the employees. Now that he has earned his trust in his job, he was transferred to a good company. I am happy for him to be able to move to a better conditioned company.
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Today’s mediation: I went to see one of my past lives. I saw myself in a buckskin dress. I was slender with long beautiful straight hair. I didn’t decorate my dress or hair. I lived very simple life. I often spent my time sitting down on the ground and communicating with nature and holy people. In my adulthood, I fell in love with a man, but he was in a different tribe. My parents didn’t allow us to marry. My parents and relatives arranged one man in the same tribe as my husband. My husband and I were blessed with our children and I had a simple and happy life with my family.
In the past life I didn’t live my life as I wished. Everything, even my husband, was provided. From the experience from this past life of living a life in which I always received, I chose this life to be different from the past. In this lifetime, I can choose to get what I want. I can choose to speak up my opinion. I choose to change the same pattern as my past lives.
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