Love myself with many different aspects 7/19/2021

Today’s meditation: My guide spirit appeared in a female figure. She was wearing a white simple dress. She gave me a gift of a mirror. This mirror symbolized to know myself. My guide spirit wants me to look into me frequently and find new findings in me. She doesn’t want me to look myself only appearance such as my skin condition or wrinkles. Rather she wants me to look me into deep inside as a soul level. She says I should look different every day and every minute. Because I have been evolving in a soul level, I should look better and better. And she wants me to love me and appreciate me for making efforts every day to improve my soul. She always feels proud of me staying positive and keep learning new things. I appreciate her encouragement and support to me.   

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At night we talked with my mom-in-law. She had a Covid-19 test at the hospital but the test result would come in tomorrow. Her voice sounded strong. She said she was feeling just fine, so we all believe her test result will come back as negative. My dad-in-law is doing fine. His appetite came back and he could enjoy eating food now. His doctor decided to keep him because his oxygen level is low. He might be able to be released from the hospital within a couple of more days.

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I read a book Red Cloud: A Lakota Story of War and Surrender and Sitting Bull: Lakota Warrior and Defender of His People. The both books were written by S.D. Nelson. They are a picture book for children but contain lots of pages to read. The author is a Lakota man. I could feel his respect and love to his own people through his books.