I attended the Life Purpose workshop at 10 p.m. There were 13 attendees.
We started off from the instructor’s guided meditation. We were guided to climb up the stairs. The stars had some landings to stop.
At the first landing, I was attracted to the right door. When I entered, I was in the Marina Del Ray beach where I often spent time in my late 20s. I enjoyed Rollerblading and meeting new people at the beach. There, I learned good aspects of America and Americans. During that time, I was mentally devastating from stressful work and divorce. The fun time at the beach gave me strength to live. It made me feel that I could still keep living my life.
At the second landing, I was attracted to the left door. Interestingly it was again the beach. Not the same one though. It was my local beach where I used to go in my younger days almost every day. There, I saw myself in my younger days running around on the beach and swimming with my friends in the ocean. I loved to go to the beach because the beach made me feel that I could go to foreign countries. I vaguely knew I would go to foreign countries in my future.
The instructor told us to tell some messages from our adult self to our child self. I send messages like this.
“Dear my child self. You are doing very well. Whatever you feel and know in your heart is all correct. No matter what others especially my mom says, believe in what you believe. My adult self can guarantee everything about what you felt and knew was right. Enjoy every moment while you can. And know that everything will turn out well in the future.”
At the third landing, it was the room of my subconscious. Here, I didn’t do anything. I just received the shower of healing light energy to completely heal all the broken parts.
At the fourth landing, I saw my past life self. I was standing in the meadow on the red dirt. It was the sunset. The sky was beautiful covered with pink light. I was born as a female Native American. I served to holy people and nature spirits to convey messages to my fellow humans. My main job was to ask for rain. I asked my past life self what is my life purpose on this life. She told me my life missions are to convey messages from spirits through writing and speaking through blogs, videos, and books.
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The instructor proceeded to the next session. She played 6 different types of music and let us feel if we feel nostalgic feeling to any of the music.
The first music was Japanese music with drum sound. It was a mix of feeling. It was like I was listening to the music of my past life even though I was born and grew up in Japan. Japan has become one of my memories. I live in America and now America has become my hometown. I felt little bit sad about the fact, and simultaneously I feel good about my securely rooting in the land of America.
The second music was Om Mantra of India. I felt neutral. I felt comfortable listening to it, but no specific emotion attached to it.
The third music was Gregorian and Christian music. I felt uncomfortable and all the bad memories rushed into me. I didn’t like this music and the memories attached to this kind of music.
The fourth music was Koran of Islam. Same as Om Mantra of India. I felt neutral. I enjoyed listening to it, but no specific emotion attached to it.
The fifth music was Buddhism music. I enjoyed listening to the music and liked the memories attached to the music.
The sixth music was Argentina dance music. I enjoyed listening to the music very much and liked the memories attached to the music.
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From here we did four practices with a reading partner assigned by the instructor.
The first reading practice was to read each other’s past life. My reading partner read my past life like this.
It was before French Revolution. I was a young woman born to a rich noble family in France. I had long and curly blond hair, wearing a white lace dress. She felt I could enjoy any moments even during a boring tea party. I am gifted to enjoy every moment in any circusstances. Her reading resonated with me.
I felt one of her past lives as a Japanese woman born in a southern ocean area. She served as a Miko. Also I felt her another past life as a female Native tribe in central Africa in the ancient times. She said they resonated with her.
The second reading practice was to read the guide spirit. My reading partner read my guide spirit like this.
My guide spirit appeared in a young female figure. She had dark brown, long hair. Her body was built up with good muscle. She was a dancer. She loves dancing and is good at expressing through dancing. She is cheerful and positive, and never get depressed. This reading resonated with me very much. I like dancing very much and I am positive thinking. The message from my guide spirit to me was to go ahead and do it without thinking and to feel with my intuition. She also mentioned to prepare my tools. She felt the tools were the metaphor for my mental health and readiness. This message too resonated with me. It actually was the same message that I received from my grandma-in-law in my dream. She advised me to do it without thinking and trust spirits will take good care of us once it happens.
On my turn, I felt my reading partner’s guide spirit as a female figure. She had lived in the midst of Sengoku-Era, Japanese civil war era around 1500 AD. Even though she was a woman, she was a well-known war strategist, just like Shokatsu Koumei also known as Zhuge Liang. People got jealous to her and even tried to kill her, but she was always saved by some people who admired her gifts. On this lifetime she hesitates to be in public to avoid being a target to be jealous, but her guide spirit encouraged her to be proud of her gifts and let others to feel jealousy to her. She said that my reading resonated with her and that other people read the same way about her past life. I was glad to hear that.
The third reading practice was to read the life purpose. I felt the life purpose for my reading partner as to express what she sees and feels in writing and pictures. I felt she is gifted in expressing in speaking and writing. I also felt she is gifted in knowing the golden ratio in regards to space between objects.
My reading partner felt my life purpose as raising children and cooking at this moment and later on, to start my own business. Also I will deal with some animals. Her reading resonated with me. I am in the midst of raising my daughter and I love cooking foods for my family. Once I move to Navajoland, I will start my own business. I am planning to have three dogs as our new family members.
The last section of the class was Omikuji. The instructor told us to intuitively decide one number from 1 to 5. I chose number 3. She picked up a certain message from the book Opening Doors Within: 365 Daily Meditations from Findhorn written by Eileen Caddy. The message was like this. I totally love this message.
Please don’t be hard on yourself; rather, always stay inside your inner peace. Please stop trying hard to understand everything; rather, fully trust your family spirits for their support. Whenever you need to know, you are able to know it naturally without any efforts. No matter what happens outside, please stay in your inner peace. When you are in your inner peace and surrounded by peaceful energy, it reflects to outer world and others too. Please always know that you are fully supported and protected and that you don’t need to worry or make efforts. Just keep staying in your inner peace and surround yourself with appreciation and love, and spend every moment with peaceful mind.
I had suffered from a small incident for these past two weeks, so this message really resonated with me.
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