I woke up in my own bed. I slept well last night.
It was a busy day after the trip. I washed all the clothes including all the sheets and blankets that we used during the trip. I washed shoes and sandals. I wiped off all the suitcase and cooler boxes with Clorox wipes. I also wiped off my car at the door knobs, steering wheel, and interior along with the trunk.
I noticed I had grown white hairs in these several days. My last hair dye was on May 10th. I didn’t have outstanding white hair for the past three months. I recall my mom told me once that when she dealt with somebody’s funeral, she grew many white hair from stress. It happened to me. It has been really stressful days. My daughter helped me for henna hair dye. I appreciate her kind support.
In the evening my husband and I got a big argument.
At night I did a free flow mediation with the help of HemiSync CD. During the mediation, I talked to my dad-in-law in spirit. I shed lots of tears. I thanked him a lot for everything what he had done to me. He helped me a lot for bringing me in to Navajo culture. We started off our relationship from friendship and it changed into a family of dad-in-law and daughter-in-law. My dad-in-law often talked about starting a business together. We wanted to invite Japanese customers to our home site and share Navajo culture and teaching with them. I apologized him that we could not make it happen while he was alive. He told me he would support from spirit world by sending me the right people for making our dream happen.
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