Started since November 2nd, I have been taking several homeopathic remedies. I have been observing any symptoms appeared in my physical and mental health. Today I noticed two events that made me feeling uncomfortable.
The first event happened in my dream. I watched myself in the junior high school days just like watching a movie or something. It was one of my traumatic life event that I was picked by my fellow swimming club members at school. I noticed my inner child feeling sad that the club coach asked me to leave the club. I was picked because I spoke up to my friends that what we did, bullying other members, was not nice and that we should stop doing that. Since that day, my friends turned to be my enemies. They started bullying me. But I was not alone. Other club members were aware what happened and took my side. The club members separated into two groups. The bullies group and my group. The club coach didn’t see the truth. He didn’t even try to see the truth. He asked me to leave the club so that the trouble would be end. I wanted him to understand the truth, but he didn’t. Now my conscious went back to those days. I hugged the small-me and told her that she did the right thing. I also told her this experience would make her strong mentally so that she would have been able to tackle any kinds of challenging that would come in the near future. I noticed it was one of the kouten-hannnou from homeopathic remedies. Maybe it happened to heal my inner child and rewrite the bad memory into the one with positive meaning.
The second event happened in the phone conversation with my friend. There were many times that my friend’s comment annoyed me and made me feel uncomfortable. After hanged up the phone I regretted having a conversation with her.
At night I happened to start one spiritual message book. I was delighted that I found the right message in the book. The book talked about jealousy. It says having jealousy is a good thing. Feeling jealous to somebody who has made their dreams come true means I still have dreams that I want to make it happen. The feeling jealousy can be a great motivation to keep me going forward. The book warns one thing. Never send the jealousy energy to the person in a wrong way, but use it to myself. Be happy for the person who has succeed and for their happiness. The right way to use our energy is simple. It is feeling happy for others and wishing other’s happiness. Positive energy attracts another positive energy.
I am glad that I met this book at the right timing. I appreciate every events that made me realize these lessons. Thank you to all.
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