Several days ago, I saw one video clip. There a Japanese woman spoke about the danger of shot for her children and other children. The video clip got viral for a while. Many people praised her courage in the comment. Today I saw her newest video clip. She apologized her wrong information in the previous video. I felt sorry for her. Some of the information might be wrong because she is not a professional politician or scientist. As she admitted in the begging of her video, she is just a mom trying to protect her children. Don’t we have all the human rights of freedom in speech? Some terms she used in her presentation may be wrong, but we all know her pure intention. Why some people judge her and attack her with her tiny unintentional mistakes? Why don’t we stop becoming a mean civilian police? Why don’t all of us do our best to know the truth and fact that the government and media try to hide? It is not difficult to find out the truth. All we need to do is to listen to our inner self and gut feeling.
It is hard to stay being in Fudoushin on no matter what happens in the outer world, but we have to practice it anyway.
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Today’s meditation: I did the guided meditation to see a past life. Beforehand, I asked my family spirits to show me my last life; right before this life.
When I went to the deep meditation state, I saw a little boy. The very first image, which was very clear, was his eyes. I instantly knew he had the exactly same eyes that I have. I knew he was me. Then the focus was zoomed down to the face. He had well-tanned skin. His hair was short with curly hair. He was probably around 5 years old or so. He didn’t wear the normal clothes that are available in the modern day. He didn’t wear anything on top. He had something tied around his waist area to hide the private area. He didn’t have any shoes. He was walking barefoot even on the rough dirt ground. Even though he was very young, he already had a built–up muscle. That means he had worked hard outside to survive.
I noticed it was not my last life, but maybe my oldest life on this Earth. I didn’t see any civilization. I felt it was the beginning of the human history on the Earth. There was no modern buildings. Everything was made by mud or stones, or trees.
At night he went back to the house. The house looked very simple. It just had a simply made wall and roof. The floor was made by hard mud. I felt the coldness in my feet. He lived with his mom and other siblings. I didn’t see his dad in the house. Maybe it was somewhere in Africa.
He was a great leader even though he was a very young child. The tribal people came to him for advice. He was born as a shaman and able to listen to spirits. He died young before he turned to be 10 years old. He died from accident. Maybe he was killed by a wild animal or something. I didn’t feel any resistance when his soul left his physical body. Maybe he had known about this accident beforehand through spirits so that he was ready to leave.
He left some messages to me like this.
He is happy as long as I live my daily life happily. He could not live long in his life, so he wants me to live long in this life.
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