Recently for these past two weeks, I went through a series of communication with a newly acknowledged person. I enjoyed getting to know the person in the beginning, but later on I noticed I had some type of annoying feeling in communicating with this person. I felt hurt in the midst of communication. I noticed this person appeared to me in order to show me my inner child that I needed to heal. I am not good at participating in SNS. I feel isolated and hurt whenever I am with other people. I want to heal the inner child.
I did the guided meditation of hypnotherapy. I asked my family spirits to show me my past life that I was hurt.
The first scene that I saw was somewhere indoor. It was cold and the air was humid. Winter. Morning. I saw myself as a young woman of around 20 years old. The girl was wearing a kimono. The kimono was old and worn out. The girl was not wearing any shoes, just barefoot. I felt the cold and wet ground on my feet. The place was a cattle barn, but there were no cattle. The girl was all alone. The cattle barn was used as a jail or something.
The girl used to live in a small log house in the woods. She was spiritually gifted to be able to convey messages from spirits. She was originally beautiful with a long straight black hair. People started visited her and asked for advice. She became famous by word of mouth. Some people got jealous and entrapped the girl. She was arrested and put into jail even though she didn’t do anything wrong. She just helped people from her kindness.
The current-I went to the girl. I hugged the girl and talked to her. I know she got hurt by people.
My family spirits came for me and told me like this. They completely understand why I am people phobia. They told me it is totally up to me if I want to step forward and do something great or not. They honor my free will and my decision on everything. If I get ready for proceed, they will support me. If I want to end this life without going forward, it is fine. The right timing will come for me and I will intuitively know what to do. They want me to enjoy every single moment on this life. And I agree with them to do so.
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