I received a birthday card with gift money from my mom-in-law. I never called her mom after our marriage. I know I have to call her mom, but since I had known her 10 years before our marriage, I felt kind of awkward to call her mom. In the birthday card, she wrote “lots of love and good vibes from mom.” I was happy to read her message.
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I did the guided meditation of past life regression. I asked my family spirits to show me my past life that I need to see right now. I saw a little girl around 10 years old. She was wearing a buckskin dress. She was a member of Native American tribe, somewhere in the east area. I was with other children playing with a ball. We were in a wide meadow. The sun was out and bright. Even though I was not the oldest of the children, I was the leader of the children. I decided what to do and led my friends. I always paid my attentions to younger children for their safety. I made sure everybody was fully enjoying safely and happily. When we finished playing, I went back to my tipi. I had my grandparents and parents. I had several younger brothers and sisters. I was the oldest of the children. My parents adopted two children from their siblings. We all were treated equally in a loving way. We always shared whatever we had. I was totally healthy. I played hard but I also worked hard for the household chores. My body was well-built-up with good muscles. I was never afraid to speak up whenever I needed to. People who were much older than me would come to me asking for advice. Since I could hear spirits clearly, I always shared what I heard from them. I loved myself being open. I didn’t have anything to hide physically and mentally. The little girl gave me a talking stick that was nicely decorated with feathers and carvings. She asked me to come out in public and speak up whatever I receive from spirits. She asked me to remember that I am a great leader and public speaker. People out there are waiting for me. Once I come out, they will easily notice me by my aura and charismatic energy. She said it is the time for me to come out in public. When I came back from the meditation state, I was fully energized feeling so much confident.
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