All the process of First training from the company has completed. Today I watched all the archived training videos created by my team leader. It was helpful to watch the video on my pace. I watched them as 1.5 faster speed and whenever I wanted to take a memo, I could pause to take memo or re-listen the part.
At 7 p.m. in the night I attended the CEO’s team meeting. My immediate supervisor was promoted to the upper rank and she made a speech.
After the meeting, I was suffered from the emerging emotion to the immediate supervisor. I am not going to write about the details, but my emotion was negative such as anger, jealous, and sadness. After I took some homeopathy remedies, I meditated.
My family spirits shared their block of thoughts like this.
Dear our child,
Please know that the truth is not only what you see in your physical eyes. There are lots of facts that I cannot see. The person might have helped me in our past life, and now on this lifetime, it is my turn to repay her. Or, this person might have paid lots of energy in her past life, so that she is deserved to receive the rewards back to her. Or, it might be all in this lifetime only, meaning that she already had put lots of efforts so that now she deserves to receive rewards.
In any way, you don’t need to compare with anybody. It is not a win-lose race. You can proceed in your comfortable pace. We want you to enjoy the process. Enjoy every moment. If you can fully be happy for her achievement, then next is your turn. You will soon have your success moment. All is good. Keep smiling and keep moving forward. We all love you all the time.
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