I decided to have a counselling with a professional homeopath. I feel it is the right time for me to work on completely reverse my diabetes.
I contacted one homeopath. I had watched her lectures couple of times. I feel she is the right one for me.
I contacted her and she sent me three documents: the instruction of the counselling, the signed agreements, and the questionnaire. I signed the agreement and submitted it to the homeopath. Then I took a look of the questionnaire. It contains lots of personal questions about my life. I thought the need to take some homeopathy remedies. There were 2 remedies that were shining to me. Hyoscyamus niger and Mercurius solubilis.
Then these remedies guided me to read through the old emails from my mom. So I followed the guidance. I started reading the oldest one that was sent from my mom in 2008 that was right after I moved to America. After I read all of my mom’s email, I fully realized how much she loved me but she was not good at expressing her love to me. While I was reading her email one by one, all the memories vividly came back to me. I started shedding tears quietly at first. Gradually, the sadness overwhelmed me and I could not hold my crying voice. I could not stop crying out loud. I just let my tears out. My daughter came to check on me. She quietly and gently hugged me. Then we went to the backyard. We sat down on the chair and enjoyed getting the gentle sun light. My daughter quietly listened to me talking about my late mom with rubbing my back gently. It was very nice cleansing. I thought I already got over the traumatic feeling about my mom, but it was still in me. My both eyes are swollen right now, but it is okay. I needed to let my leftover feeling out for healing.
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