This morning my dad visited me in my dream. Right after I woke up, I felt my dad has 3-4 months left on this lifetime. I looked up the meaning of the dream. The online dream interpretation sites say that my dad misses me. I feel guilty that I haven’t called him for more than 3 months. Last time I spoke to him over the phone was in last July. I would have called him every week if I had stayed the same as before. But I have evolved now. I decided to follow my gut feeling and inspiration on everything I do. I don’t feel comfortable to talk to my dad yet, at this moment. I don’t know exact reasons why but I decided to wait for the right timing for me to talk to him.
It is good at least that I think of my parents almost every day, because of the assignments from the homeopathy online course. For the assignments I need to bring back all the old memories of my parents. For the first assignments I wrote down all bad memories about my parents. After I finished and re-read it through, I felt sorry for them to write down all the bad memories only. So I worked on writing down all the good memories about them, which is not required for the assignments but I wanted to do so. I wrote down lots of good things about my parents. They were very, very kind and nice people. I’ve now fully realized that how lucky I was to be able to become their daughter. Thank you to my parents for your unconditional love to me.
