My family and I had muscle soreness and tiredness from the horseback riding of yesterday. But we all had a good time with horses. In the evening we spent some time doing yard work in the backyard. For the past one month I have been working on cleaning up the backyard and getting rid of unnecessary items inside the house. Every time we clean the backyard and house, I feel lighter.
In order to organize my mind, I did meditation and sorted out my monkey mind. I had suffered from irritations and anger in the past two months of last June and July regarding my new career and the people whom I met there.
Now I am peaceful and calm. From where I am right now, I can see things much clearly than before. I was irritated because we had completely opposite opinions about certain things. Now I know we don’t get along with because of the differences. Instead of arguing and disagreeing, I want to have peace. I acknowledge their wishes and dreams that are totally different from mine, but I respect their decisions. All I can do is to let it go and keep moving forward to my desires and dreams. The uncomfortable experiences happed to make me realize what I really want and what I need to let go. In that sense, I thank them and the uncomfortable experiences and say good bye to them.
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