Last night I had a tough time on having a good sleep. I kept on waking up with the uncomfortable feeling in my stomach as well as the uncomfortable feeling in my energy field. I felt it was due to the restaurant food that I had during the trip to Pow Wow yesterday.
In my dream I was standing somewhere in a dark place, feeling scared and uneasy. All of a sudden I felt a sharp pain in the back of my both knees being hit by something like a metal pipe. I lost balance and fell onto the ground. Then I lost my conscious.
Probably that was the feeling at the moment when the cow was killed. I sent a prayer to the cow and apologized for the fear and pain that the cow had to go through. I also sent a prayer to the cow that I appreciate its life to become a part of my physical body. Then finally, I could sleep peacefully.
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