In the morning, I had a good time in my meditation. I meditated during taking care of garden weeds in the backyard. I was still confused and stressed out in the morning, but after my alone time having a deep conversation with my higher self, I started having the clear mind. Now I know what I should do and what I want.
Around 3 p.m. which is 7 a.m. in Japanese time, I sent 2 voice messages to my brother.
The first message contained my appreciation to my brother that he sent me the detailed information on how our late dad departed his physical body. I also explained how our late dad paid off his negative karma by suffering for the last 2 weeks before his departure. I shared three links of my presentation videos that I presented at the Japanese homeopathy school. I hope my presentation videos will touch his soul in a good way.
The second message contained my honest feeling about the inheritance division. I mentioned that I am going to pursue my lawful portion on this time with 2 reasons. The first reason was because both of parents wanted my brother and me to receive their inheritance equally. Both of my parents told me so clearly, before I moved to America in 2008. The second reason was because I regrated that I didn’t fight for my lawful portion at the time of dividing my mom’s inheritance. I don’t want to regret this time anymore. Also, I don’t want to create any unnecessary negative karma to my brother, if my brother divides it in an unfair way. I don’t want to create any grudge to my brother.
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In the evening, my cousin called me on the phone. It was always nice to talk to him. Even though he is not biologically related cousin, he is thoughtful and kind. He told me he is now 72 years old and started feeling his aging. He fell down twice recently. The conversation with him made me realized that we have to cherish our time and use it wisely and responsively, because our time on this physical world is limited.
