In the night at 9 p.m., I attended the inner child therapists’ course gathering. The majority of the current students except for only one student mentioned they are having a tough life and could not finish watching the lectures before the deadlines and could not submit the homework by the deadlines.
For the last two nights, even though I chanted the Japanese mantra and sent out a positive prayer before went to bed, I woke up after midnight and could not go back to sleep right away. I thought of the reasons why I woke up in the middle of the night. One reason could be the bad thoughts coming from my brother that he wants to take our late parents’ inheritance all to himself and cannot do so. The other reason might be the influence from the inner child therapists’ gathering that I heard all their tough life situation. All in all, I need to have stronger shield for my energy so that I won’t get influenced negatively no matter what happened outside of myself.
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