Last night I slept for 3 hours from 8 p.m. until 11 p.m. when my daughter came to my bed. Since then, I tried hard to get back to sleep but my efforts were in vain, resulting in waking up and dosed off until 5:55 a.m., when I finally gave up to sleep and got out from bed. Even though I slept only 2-3 hours, when I was up, I didn’t feel tired at all. It was my first waking up without feeling tired.
Recently in these past 2 weeks, I started experiencing “my first xxx since the injury day.” I feel like, in a way, being a baby who enjoys “my firsts” every day. I should enjoy this happiness feeling like a baby.
In the night at 9 p.m., my friend sent me a biofeedback remote session until 11 p.m. for the 2 hours, I had been asleep, having a dream. In the dream, the bad people were trying to attack me, but I was surrounded by my husband and daughter, protecting me, so that the bad people couldn’t affect me. Then, my family spirits came in and conveyed the message that not only my husband and daughter, but also there are other humans who have been praying for my happiness and safety. Not to mention, my family spirits are always with me, encouraging and supporting me. They told me not to worry. Their last message cracked me up. They told me that in order to make myself invisible from bad people, I should shave my hair. I knew it was a metaphor. I think what they really meant was to enhance my spiritual level. By putting myself into the upper dimension or upper spiritual level.
Speaking of spiritual level, my spiritual class teacher mentioned that each person will receive the information of spiritual level by November 24th, but I haven’t received the email yet. I wanted to know if my spiritual level has improved from the last homeopathic counseling day of October 24th.
My spiritual mentor visited me in my dream. He handed me a piece of paper. The paper was folded once. He urged me to open the paper, so I did. The paper had a handwriting and it says 240,000. I looked at the spiritual mentor’s face and asked if this is my spiritual level or not. He smiled at me and nodded, and said Yes. I complained that I was told it was only 5,000 on my last homeopathic counseling day. He explained that on that day, my spiritual level was pretty low because I was negatively impacted by curse of my brother. But now, I have regained my original strength back and I am well protected from any negative energies. He also told me that I should not worry or concern about the spiritual level that much, because it easily fluctuates based on many factors such as the health conditions and the environmental conditions. He wants me to know it is just a number represents what level people are at that moment. His advice reminded me of my Reiki teacher. My Reiki teacher always reminds us his favorite teaching, that is 褒められても、けなされても、進め、進め. It means that we should keep proceeding and keep evolving. Don’t mind what others praise us or speak ill of us. We should keep going in our own comfortable pace. We don’t need to compare with anybody else, but ourselves. We can compare “us in the current” with the “us in the past.” As long as we proceed than yesterday, it is good. As long as we have learned from mistakes and got smarter than yesterday, it is good.
three wisdom 