Recently I am always up before 6 a.m. I appreciate I can wake up naturally so that I can start my day with chanting Japanese mantra.
The pain is intense at the moment when I get out from bed and stand up. I feel like somebody puts fire on my right foot. The pain has a burning hot sensation that is unbearable.
I spend lots of time with my daughter. I appreciate her kindness and support. When I cry about the pain, she sat down next to me and rubs my back gently. When I walk, she points out I walk in a weird posture and encourages me to stand tall and walk normally. She listens to me whenever I am depressed and desperate due to intense pain.
My husband also supports me. He really hates see me crying for pain. He told me he feels himself useless when it comes to my pain, that he cannot do anything.
My late dad visited me in my dream. He asked me to take him to a vacation trip so I made his wish come true and took him to a short vacation trip. We spent a good time together. Right before my conscious was about to come back to my physical body, my dad apologized about my brother being stubborn and mean. My late dad promised me that he would go and talk to my brother to peacefully divide his inheritance with me. Then I woke up. I felt happy for being able to spend some valuable time with my late dad and knowing that my late dad has been watching over me and offered me support in his inheritance division.
three wisdom 