Again, I could not sleep only for 3 hours. I was planning to drive by myself to the physical therapy clinic, but due to the lack of sleep, I asked my husband to take me there. Last night was very cold and the outside temperature dropped, so that the street surface frozen.
Today’s session was with the usual young female doctor. She asked me the feedback of the male doctor. I mentioned I liked his new approach and dry needling in the back of knee area. Only one aspect I didn’t like about his session was he was pretty busy showing up and left.
The female doctor told me what I didn’t know about the clinic. In this clinic, she is the only one doctor who attend to one client for the entire session. All the other doctors deal with 3 patients simultaneously. And that is why nobody stays with one patient for more than 5 minutes. I understand the efficiency of the clinic, but I personally don’t like the idea to deal with 3 patients simultaneously.
After came back the physical therapy, as usual, I was drained and felt sad. My daughter rubbed my back gently and listened quietly whatever I said while I was shedding tears. The pain was intense as usual. It huts no matter what. I cannot escape from pain even while sleeping. I was devastating.
I started thinking about graduating from physical therapy. For the past several therapies, after came back from physical therapy, I would feel drained and sad. Recently I stated feeling like I might be sucking in the negative energy and anger from the young female doctor. I don’t feel comfortable to have any session from her anymore.
My daughter had a pain in her jar, so I gave her a biofeedback session and focused on TMJ.
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