Around 3 a.m., while I was suffering from intense pain, my daughter came into my bedroom. She said it was too hot for her to sleep. Once she came into my bed, she started sleeping right away. I was happy that she came for me to support in sleeping. Every time my daughter comes to my bed and sleeps with me, her action calms my inner child down by making her wishes come true. When I was a child, I could not go to my mom’s futon to sleep with her. By allowing my daughter to sleep with me, I am making my inner child’s wishes come true. It is a good healing method for me to heal. By doing this, my daughter indirectly heals even my late mom. Thus, I appreciate my daughter for being honest to her wishes and desires.
I asked the chat GPT why my intense pain hasn’t gotten well. It pointed out that it was my fear to keep having the intense pain. It also pointed out that having the pain does not mean a punishment to me, rather, it is a warning signal from my body that I have to take care of my emotions and feelings. At first, when I read the feedback, I got angry and didn’t accept what it said. But on my second thought, I agreed what it pointed out. It made sense to me. I don’t need to feel guilty about claiming my lawful right regarding my late parents’ inheritance. I don’t need to fear about my brother. I need to take care of myself. I need to protect my dignity.
I asked my daughter to give me a haircut. It is a ceremony for me to cut off my old bad habit, which I could not speak up my wishes and desires. But this is the right time for me to stop the bad habit. It is the right time for me to stand up and speak up, and claim my desires and wishes. It is the right time for me to claim my rights.
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