This morning in my dream, I was searching for a key and finally found it. I was delighted that I could find it, because the key was very important for me. Then I woke up.

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My homeopathy school asked me to send them a set of 4 pictures of me in the Japanese profile size (3 cm x 4 cm). I had been searching around a place that I can print out the size, but I could not find anywhere. At night around 8 p.m., which was almost our bed time, I was pondering how I could get the Japanese sized picture. All of a sudden, like a bell rang in my head, I remembered that I had 4 profile pictures that I took in Japan. I know my family spirits sent me this image to my head. I saw a vision in my head that the 4 profile pictures tucked in my old schedule book that I brought from Japan in 2008.

I took the schedule book out from the closet. When I tried to open, the first page that firstly opened by itself, my eyes got stuck to one spot. It was the name of my old friend that I had wanted to reconnect with. I could not remember her new family name after she got married, and I didn’t have her recent contact information. My notebook had her new family name and address, but it didn’t have her phone number.

I searched her with the name and easily found her. Her name was listed as a chairman of a kindergarten. I hoped I could find a contact page so that I can send an email, but there was no contact information except for the phone number of the kindergarten. I pondered for a while as I didn’t want to call the kindergarten directly, but in this case, this was the only opportunity to find out if I can reconnect with my old friend. I decided to took my courage and called the number. Somebody picked up the phone right away and I asked for my friend’s name. Then, she transferred my phone to my old friend. When my friend answered the phone, I recognized her voice right away. I roughly explained the situation. I had been wishing to reconnect with her but I could not find her contact information until today. My old friend remembered me very well and she too told me she had wanted to reconnect with me.

We exchanged our email address and planned to chat in zoom on this Friday evening. I am so excited for this miracle being reconnected with my dear friend. Then I realized my dream was an actually meaningful one. She was my important key and I found her. Amazing. Thank you to my guide spirits for bringing this miracle to me.

Last night before I went to bed last night, I took several homeopathy remedies that are related to releasing concerns of what other people think. Then I had an interesting dream this morning. I fell in love to a man that I met first time. I really enjoyed the exciting feeling of the process of newly meeting a man and taking small steps to get to know each other, and gradually grow the love in me.

Then I woke up. I was a bit surprised that my conscious desires to experience the adventurous life that I had in my single days. In the reality I cannot go travel alone and meet somebody to fall in love. I guess I enjoy it at least in my dream, which does not hurt anybody.  

I dyed my hair with organic henna powder. It has been 3 months since I dyed my hair last time of July 11^th.  For the past couple of years I have had my hair very short. My hair has been growing and reached to the length to cover all my neck. This is the longest length in the past three years. I decided to let it grow at least until the end of this year. I missed my hair to be long. Just a small thing, but my long hair makes me feel good and being young.

Today we went to the bowling alley again. From our last experience, we asked the worker to let us use our favorite lane which is well-leveled. From the first throw, we did well. My score reached to 176. My best score while I was in Japan was over 180, so I am getting closer to my best score of my younger days. I believe my own bowling shoes helped me to boost up my scores. I used to hate to wear the rental shoes and now I feel comfortable with my own brand-new shoes.

I had a medical checkup appointment. In the early morning at 7 a.m., a paramedic man visited our house. It was the same man who came for my husband’s checkup last month. He is polite and cheerful and both of my husband and I like him. My blood pressure tended to be high at the clinic, but every time I check it at home, it is not bad at all. Today’s my blood pressure too, was not bad at all. It was 116/76. The paramedic man smiled and told us his clients always have a good result in their blood pressure, because of his charming smile. I agreed with him and thanked him for being wonderful.

Now I will need to pray for the good results of my lab test. But at the same time, I thought I should let it be. I have been making daily efforts by jogging at the treadmill and having a sauna to release lots of sweat. I feel healthy and happy. I feel light about my body. I decided not to worry.

For the past one month we purchased bowling shoes online but we needed to exchange the size twice for all of us. Now that we finally could get the right sized shoes for all of us, we went to the bowling alley. It was our first bowling with our own bowling shoes, rather than the rental shoes. We expected our own shoes would help us to boost up the scores, but it didn’t go like that. I believe the lane was not well leveled. At the certain point, the bowling ball always made a sudden turn to the gutter. Our scores were not good at all. We will definitely avoid this lane from the next time.

I needed to print out one document to sign and send to the Japanese pension office. I tried to print it out but my printer, did not work properly. I cleaned up the ink, filled up the ink, calibrated it, and reinstalled the printer driver, but none of the efforts did not work. My printer is still new that is less than 2 years old.

Luckily the local library has the printing service for public and they only charge 10 cents per page. I went to the library and printed the document out. Then I went to the post office and sent it to the Japanese pension office and the Japanese attorney office.

I never expected to receive the pension from the Japanese government but I might qualify to receive some amount of pension every month from the age of 65. Even though it will be a very small amount, I appreciate whatever I can receive. I hope the process will go smoothly.

I received an email from the accountant who works for my dad. He let me know that the inquiry process from the Japanese tax office regarding my late mom’s inheritance was finally closed. So it took them more than two and half years to complete the process. I feel my late mom finally can relax in the spirit world.

During the mediation, my late mom visited me in my conscious dimension. She departed to her original homeland in spirit in March 2020. Since then, she often visited me in my dream or during my meditation and told me that she volunteered to play a role of a bad guy. It was an agreement before I was born. I asked her in spirit to do all kinds of mean things to me so that I could find my soul purpose. For some reason, now I can fully understand what she meant. I should say I now remember that I did ask her to play the bad guy’s role.

Without her support, I would not be here. I love my current situation. I love my family and being with them here in Arizona. My current life is peaceful and I am full of appreciation. I owe my strength to my late mom by her acting very mean while she was alive. I bet it was tough for her because she is originally a very nice and kind soul.

Last night I had a small argument with my husband about the recent grade for my daughter’s assignment that my husband helped. I didn’t like the way my husband talked back to me. Most likely he was affected by negative energy that he brought back from the workplace. It seemed he snaped out of the anger to me. I suggested my husband to stop arguing and let this go, because it was originally not a big deal. Then I went to my room and had alone time for a while. I focused on the negative energy that I received from my husband and did TFT method to release the negative energy. I did the process twice. Then, my feeling really calmed down. I was glad that I was so peaceful right before I went to bed and had a sound sleep without any disturbances.

This morning when I woke up, I don’t know why but I was filled with appreciation to my husband. My heart was filled with love to my husband. I went to my husband and expressed my appreciation feeling to him, and wished him to have a great day before he took off to work.

Even though I don’t remember my dream, I am sure that I had a good talk with my family spirits. They encouraged me to keep using whatever I do for releasing any types of negative energies and feeling instead of keeping it for a long time.

I had a vivid dream this morning that I woke up with the clear memory of it. It was a dream of my dad. In my dream I was walking on the isle in the local grocery store in Japan. I happened to run into my dad. My dad told me that he had been in bed due to the very bad situation of sickness. He also told me he was at the very close line to depart this physical world. I felt sorry for my dad. I apologized my dad for not visiting him in Japan and not even calling him for the past three months. Then I woke up. I thought about the possibility to visit my dad in Japan within this month. On my second thought however, the idea was quickly wiped off. I have decided to follow my gut feeling on everything. My gut feeling obviously is reluctant the idea to get on an international flight, to have a long hour flight, to deal with the security check, and to go through all the transportation in Japan. But these are just one of the excuses for avowing the visit. The most reluctant factor for me to visit my dad is crystal clear. I don’t want to spend any time with my dad because I know he keeps touching my nerves constantly with whatever he does. I don’t want to argue with him. I don’t want to create any more bad memories about him. I want to keep the sacred distance from him. My dream probably came from my guilt feeling to my dad.

Now that I have started learning about the technique to heal my inner child, I understand everything happens for reasons. Recent events that touched my nerves are all related to my dad. I had a big argument with one of the insurance agent team members because her attitudes and wordings reminded me of my dad that I could not accept. Most recent event that annoys me constantly is my neighbor. He constantly opens his garage and sits there watching our house. He is a chain smoker and constantly smokes, which I hate to smell the cigarette smell. And he constantly coughs intensively, which I hate to hear his cough all the time. I know this man shows up to inform me of my inner child related to my dad.

Now what should I do about it? I meditated and asked my family spirits for advice. Soon, I received advices to clatter the old and unnecessary items and clothes. They told me once I organize the house and get rid of the unnecessary items, my energy field will be cleansed too, so that I will not get easily disturbed by outer conditions and other people.