No time to kill 9/27/2022

I watched the homeopathy lecture and the instructor had a great reminder. She shared “時間は命、雑用などない”. It means “Time is life itself. Thus, there is no unnecessary tasks.” I agree with her. It is true especially for the people who are around my age or older. We don’t have any time to waste. There is an English term saying “to kill time.” I used to use this term when I was young, but I cannot use it anymore.  

It was a great reminder for me because this term and the concept of this term are the answer to my concern from my family spirits. It was also a confirmation from my family spirits that I made the right decision. I decided to wisely choose the people whom I want to spend time with. I decided to prioritize my gut feeling and emotion rather than what other people would think of me.

Medical checkup 9/26/2022

In the early morning at 6:30 a.m., a male paramedic came to our house and offered a medical checkup for my husband. He checked thoroughly and the checkup included a lab test, a medical history interview, a urine test, and scaling the weight, height, and taping the chest and waist. Even though it was only one hour visit and it was not a medical checkup for me, it was kind of overwhelming to me. After the checkup, my husband went for work.

Reiki gathering-Shikataganai 9/24/2022

I stayed up until late at night to attend the reiki gathering started from midnight. There were 41 attendees. most of them are Europeans.

Today our Reiki teacher shared the Japanese term 仕方がない Shikata-ga-nai. This term contains Japanese philosophy to accept things as they are.

仕方がない means “No way means. It is translated as “It cannot be helped.” It may sound as negative and giving up, but the direct translation does not include the real meaning. For Japanese people we don’t take this as negative. It is more like positive. The similar concept is “que sera sera” and “Go with the flow.”

Sometimes things don’t turn out as we expected or as we wished. When we keep cringing on to a certain thing, it makes us to be narrow minded, stressed out, and our vibration gets heavy. So, instead of cringing on to it, sometimes it is a good idea to let it go and let the great spirt take care of it. Once we let it go, we will release ourselves from the heavy stress and that will make us to see things in a wider vision.

仕方がない is to fully understand that there is something invisible exist, which we can call great spirit or something great or god. Once we fully understand that we are well taken care of, we can let our obsession go and let them take care of it. It is really comfortable to live every day without any obsession or stress. We don’t need to tie up ourselves with the thinking like it should be this and that, or I must be this and that.    

I think it comes from Japanese ancestor’s way of life. Traditionally we have fully depended on farming. Even though farmers take care of farming, the crops grow with the help of nature such as sun light and rain.

It may appear as a bad thing or a disaster, but eventually it might turn out to be beneficial for us. Because things are constantly changing and as a matter of fact, everything is evolving, changing into a better way, we can just let things go as they are and accept    

It is up to an individual to consider this as negative and pessimistic or positive and optimistic.

In the situation where there is nothing you can do about it, we should let it go and let the invisible beings take care of it and believe it is in the good hand of Universe.

Draw a line at a certain point, and from there let it go and move on, and let go and no attachment. Even though this term is nothing special to me, it was a great reminder to remind the deep concept.

Credit card Points seminar 9/23/2022

In the evening I attended the credit card and its points seminar. There were two seminar hosts and they both were Japanese men. The main host is probably around my age. They both are from the same areas of my hometown in Japan. I feel I have met the main host somewhere while I was in Japan.

They shared lots of helpful tip and information about the credit card and its points to save. It helps especially for the people like us who want to visit our family and friends in Japan in an economy way. I am still not planning to go back to Japan at this moment, but maybe I should start creating one or two credit card accounts and save points for an international airplane ticket.

Fully Autumn 9/22/2022

It was a busy day. I attended 2 one-hour online seminar. One was about the applying to the American university. I learned about the application process and timeline and the founding such as scholarship and grant. The other seminar was the technical information about the life insurance sales.

We had some cool days in the beginning of this month, but for the past couple of days it has been back to very hot. Regardless of the up and down in the temperature, I have been enjoying the nice autumn weather. One thing I miss about Japan is enjoying the changing color in leaves in this season. In my current area, most of the leaves are still green.

Reiki gathering 9/20/2022

It was a busy day. in the early evening I took my daughter to coding club (3). Right after we came back home, I attended the online Reiki gathering at 5 p.m. There were 36 attendees.

Today my Reiki teacher shared the brief history of Reiki. The Reiki originator Usui sensei created 21 Shihans (teachers) while he was alive. Some of the new Reiki teachers are the military personnel of Navy and they were one of the top and elite people. I think it amazing that we had many male teachers who had devoted their efforts to spread Reiki because they can prove that Reiki energy is real.

Therapist course – First homework 9/19/2022

I registered two online courses from the Japanese homeopathy school. One is Family Homeopathy course and the other is Inner Child therapist course. The family homeopathy course has started at the middle of this June, and Inner Child therapist course has just started at the middle of this month.

This inner child therapist course has 20 lectures and each lecture is accompanied with a homework. The homework is for the student to work on their private life experience and find their inner child who needs to be healed. The first homework was about our parents. We are asked to write down about my parents and the things what they did to us that we didn’t like.

I wrote down about my parents. Even though I thought I had enough healing works to heal my inner child, I could not stop shedding tears while writing it. I have to admit that I have more healing works to do in order to completely finish the healing works for me. I hope this course will be beneficial for me so that I can release lots of unnecessary wounds imprinted in my soul from my parents.

Decision made 9/18/2022

It was Sunday. I have attended the insurance broker’s team meeting on every Sunday morning since last March. I decided to stop attending it anymore.

I am responsible on my energy level and vibration level. I need to make the best or better option that I can make on every single event. I have limited time for the remainder of my life. I choose to stay peaceful rather than getting hypnotized to make a big amount of money. I know my family spirits are constantly supporting me. I know I will be provided everything I need.