This morning in my dream I was yelling at my mom. After I woke up, I looked up the meaning. It seems to be a good dream. The dream of yelling at mom means that the dreamer will have somebody who will listen to them and support their healing. In my case, maybe it will be my husband. In order to completely heal my shingle that was caused by too much stress, I will need to talk with my husband about the cause of stress, which is about his brother.

I am not asking my husband to change the situation or change his brother, but all I want him to do is just to know how I felt during our visit of last month.

Last night I went to bed earlier than usual for this morning’s group session. I woke up at 3:30 a.m. and joined the group lesson that started from 4 a.m. It is physically tough for me to wake up such an unusual time, but I wanted to join this group session in person. This was my second attendance of this group session. 

It was my second attendance and I enjoyed getting to know more about the fellow students.

Today we learned about the energy reading of names. According to the teacher, my nicknames of “Micchin” and “Michan” have good luck and “Michiko-san” is not good. My teacher offers to think of our new name based on our energy. Maybe I will ask him to give me a new name to match to my current energy. I wonder what kind of name he will give me. I am looking forward to our next private lesson.

In the morning I woke up without getting bothered by the pain and itches from shingle. I was delighted about it. I thought the TFT session really worked for me. However, after I ate lunch, the pain and shingle came back. Still, I could tell it had a huge improvement. I feel it is in the healing process.

In the evening at 6 p.m., I attended the private session with my palmist teacher. Today I wanted to receive some advice from him.

My first concern was about the current house. I didn’t know if I should purchase it or keep renting it. He clearly mentioned that it is not the right timing for us to purchase it. Currently the stock market is going down and the experts are predicting that the housing market will go down next two years. He also mentioned that it is not a good idea to purchase a house to live in. The golden rule for rich people is to purchase a housing as a tool to make money. The rich buy a house at the lowest price and sell it at the highest price. During they own the house, they will rent it out to secure the monthly income. Our current situation doesn’t fit to this condition, and that is why he recommends us to keep renting the house. Also, as for the energy matter, once we buy a house and live in, our energy will be attached to the land and that makes us difficult to stay being light in energy. It was great to hear his advice. As a matter of fact, when I heard his advice, I felt relieved that I would not need to go through the time-consuming process in purchasing a house.

My second concern was about the timing to move to Navajoland. Because he is a fortune teller, he checked 九星気学 based on the birthday. According to that, from our current location to Navajoland it is located to north. My husband has the north as the lucky direction next year. Except for the following year of 2023, neither of us has north as our lucky direction up until the year of 2025. I took this as a sign that we should not concern about moving back to Navajoland right away, rather, we should enjoy our life on this southern part of Arizona for now. When the right time has come or come closer, we should have obvious messages and signs about it.

My last concern was about my stress. I have been suffering from shingle that I got on August 23^rd. It was one day after we came back from Navajoland. Our last visit was too much stress for me. There were my brother-in-law and his family. I encountered many events that they made me feel uncomfortable and stressful. My teacher listened to me carefully and acknowledged my feeling. Just only having him to acknowledge me was helpful. Then he taught me to the Tapping method to release the negative emotions.

I enjoyed our private lesson and appreciate his support and wisdom for today’s session.        

In the evening I took my daughter to the library to attend the coding club. At the last week of the first club, she was the only one student, but today, she had one more fellow student who is a small boy. I am glad that my daughter fully enjoyed participating the club activity with the nice teacher and the nice fellow student.

A couple of weeks ago I received an email from a recruiter. They offered an orientation seminar today, so I attended the online orientation of the job opportunity.

It was an insurance agent company that deals with the health insurance. They have recruited the insurance agents who are licensed. They contacted me through the state official site of the licensed agents. They are hiring people for the seasonal positions. Specifically, the job stars from November 1^st and ends on December 7^th. They will perform the severe background check on the candidates. Once the candidates pass their security screening procedure, then they will offer the training for one month. They guarantee the minimum rate for this job and the minimum rate will be increased if you are a bilingual speaker.

I liked the meeting host and the company worker. The two people were polite and constantly showed their respects to the participants. And whatever questions and concerns that the candidates had, they honestly answered the questions.

They require the workers to have a cabled internet and they don’t allow a WIFI internet. The worker is required to attend all the training for one month starting from September 27^th and the training hour is 9 a.m. to 5:30 p.m. EST, which is from my 6 a.m. to 2:30 p.m. during the training you have to be always available with the web camera on all the time.  

Even though I am not qualified for this job position. I thought this company is honest and they offer a good opportunity for the people who want to work from home for a limited time frame.

Attending this job orientation seminar gave me good feeling. It was a nice confirmation that I am free to work for any companies with my insurance license. I am not trapped with the current insurance agency. I am free and I have the right to say yes and no, based on my gut feeling.

I attended the insurance agent’s regular meeting. I am still debating if I should completely be out from this insurance sales broker’s team meeting or not. I decided to attend today’s one to check on my feeling.

Today’s MC was one of my two uplines. I respect her because she is calm and objective. She never lost her temper based on the emotion. Today she shared her sales technique with other team members. She says the most important talent we should have when it comes to sales is the ability to chat. It is not a big deal if we don’t know much about the products or we are not good at explaining about the products. But it is a big deal if we cannot continue a small talk with a customer to open up their mind to us. I agree with her and appreciate her for a good reminder. In order to have a nice small talk with a customer, we have to take the first step to like the customer and be interested in them. Personally I need to first outcome my shyness and have my heart open to people.  

Today’s dream: I was with my late mom. I don’t remember the details, but I woke up feeling happy and calm. Maybe it was just a casual visit without any serious messages or anything.

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My husband showed me one of the voice messages on his cell phone. For some reasons, one message popped up today, even though the message was left 10 days ago on August 31^st. It was an unknown number from some city in Utah. The caller introduced her full name and her children own the house where we live in. She wants to know if we are still interested in buying this house or not.

Once I heard her voice message, part of me wanted to call her back right away, but the other part of me told me to wait. I tried to listen to my gut feeling and found out my gut feeling was loudly telling me not to call back to her right away. I shared what I felt with my husband. We both agreed to take our time to call her back.

Part of me wants to buy this house right away, and the other part of me is reluctant to buy this house at this moment. I hope I will be guided the right decision about this house. We will definitely sleep on it and ask our family spirits’ advice and opinion.

My family and I went to the bowling array again. Today all of us didn’t do well. Our best scores stay the same as the last ones. This was our fourth visit of bowling array. I don’t like wearing the rental shoes. It makes me feel uncomfortable and sometimes itchy around the sole. Maybe I should buy our own bowling shoes by now.

It was a quiet Thursday. I engaged my time on exercising. I also devoted my time on studying homeopathy and palm line reading methods. I really love learning and studying.