The other day I made an appointment for an annual physical checkup at the local clinic. Right after that, I heard a clear message from my family spirits that I should cancel the appointment and take a lab test at the lab center instead. I instantly understood the meaning of the message. My A1C would be bad and if I go to the clinic, the doctor would threat me really badly. So I canceled the appointment of the clinic and made an appointment at the lab center. Interestingly the only opening for both of the centers was this morning June 9^th.  

In the morning at 10 a.m., I went to the local lab office and they took the sample blood. The test result came back in one day. The result was much worse than I expected. My A1C was 8.2. I started a 24-hour fasting since June 2^nd, and my glucose level has been dropping as well as my weight. Instead of getting depressed easily, l will keep being positive and continue what I can do. I apologized my body for torturing with consuming lots of sugar. I made a promise to take good care of my body from now on.

I want to share the advice from my family spirits. If you want to change your life, you have to change your old pattern or habit. If you encounter many angry people, you have to change your attitude to them by greeting them with a loving and smiling face. They are a mirror of yourself. Once you show your happy energy, they return to you in the same positive energy. If you haven’t lost your weight as you desire, you have to change your eating habit. Changing your old pattern is actually easy. Everything starts from your mind and thinking. Once you decide, the next is to take an appropriate action. That’s it. You can do it. You can create your reality as you like. It is just a thought away.

My daughter just had a new wire on her bottom teeth last Friday. The next day she cried from the pain in her inner cheek. The edge of the wire came out from the metal part and kept on poking my daughter’s inner cheek. My husband took her to the office and the nurse fixed it. Now this morning my daughter told me that the edge of the wire of her bottom teeth got off from the metal part. I took her to the orthodontist’s office again. Today’s nurse seemed to have done a good job. I hope we won’t need to take her to the office until her next appointment in August.

It is June 7^th in japan as they go 16 hours advance than American time. June 7^th is my dad’s birthday, and so, I called my dad. When we greeted each other, my dad’s first word was “today is my birthday.” I said to him I know and that was why I called him. He sounded like really happy to hear that. I was glad I could call him today. As always, he asked me when I would visit him in Japan. I honestly don’t have any plan yet. My gut feeling still hasn’t said when I would like to go back to Japan.

In my dream somebody gave me a brown puppy in my arms. It was Bucky; my mom-in-law’s Chihuahua dog. Bucky was all wet with his own pee and my both arms got wet from his pee. I knew it was a good dream.

In the morning at 8 a.m., I attended the insurance agent’s regular meeting. I was asked to do a presentation of “Rule of 72.” For the past 5 days I prepared the presentation material and practiced it. it was helpful that my husband and daughter volunteered to become my audience and they gave me their honest feedbacks.

The three minute went by so quickly. It was my second opportunity to show my short presentation to this members. I appreciate my team member to provide me this presentation opportunity. My next presentation will be about Medicare. I will need to create a presentation material from a scratch.

I am still working on getting my glucose level back to normal. It still stays high especially in the early morning. I get on the treadmill twice a day in the morning and evening. Today my husband suggested me to change the habit and do something new. So I decided to run for 2 miles. It took me close to 30 minutes. My husband was right. Running 2 miles worked great for my body as I sweat much more than my previous habit.   

In the morning at 10 a.m., I went to see the massage therapist. She wanted to offer me a free consulting session on how to lose weight because she successfully lost her weight and she didn’t rebound the weight for some years. She told me she used to weigh 205 lbs. She showed me some pictures of her. Now she weighs 130 lbs. She did a 24-hour fasting as many as she could. She kept on talking about the diet and a various fasting methods for one hour straight. Even though I already knew all the information that she introduced me, and I don’t agree with some of her opinions, I appreciate her kindness.

Toward the end of our conversation, I casually mentioned about my business and asked her if she was interested in signing up the membership. She said she would think about it, but I knew she would never be interested in.  

Recently I have been feeling sick. I noticed my glucose level got spiked up and stayed really high even before I checked it. I know the reason. I have been eating a lot recently. I used to skip breakfast and it was an intermittent fasting. I don’t remember exactly when I stopped my good habit of 16/8 fasting. Maybe after I got well from omicron in this February. My appetite completely got back to normal and resumed the habit of eating breakfast.

I needed to change my habit. Today I did 24-hour fasting. It was not that tough for me at all. My glucose level started showing some improvements. It was not preferable number yet. I will need to re-build my old and good eating habit.

I had two different dreams. In the first scene, I was given a huge piece of land. The land was already well taken care of. There was no buildings yet. The soil was dark brown color, moderately moistened, rich in minerals, and well-plowed. It was soft enough that I could run around on barefoot. In the second scene, I was walking somewhere in a big city with my friend. All of a sudden a group of bad people appeared and tried to attack us. My friend got caught by them. I promised her that I would come get help and come back for her and kept running away from the bad people. Even in my dream I could run through in an amazingly high speed and run through to a safe area, where I was about to ask for help. Then my conscious came back to my physical body.

After I woke up I looked up the meaning of these dreams. The first dream tells me that I have limitless possibilities. It also means I will meet somebody critical in my life and I will have a long-term relationship with the person. The second dream means that any of my concerns or troubles will be solved.

I sincerely appreciate my family spirits that my family and I have been well-protected and well-guided all the time. I have been cherishing every moment with them on this lifetime. I am willing to improve my life in every moment.

Last weekend I asked one of the potential candidates to join our zoom meeting for signing up the membership of our company. At our last meeting she said she would join our next meeting. Normally she is a quick responder to any form of communications, but not this time. I haven’t received the confirmation from her for the past 3 days. I felt she has been thinking about to make a decision. I didn’t want to push her to make a decision, so I patiently waited for her reply.

This morning she visited me in my dream. She asked me if I have checked the reviews of this company. When I woke up, I was planning to check it, but I forgot about it while I was doing my morning routine. Before 8 a.m., my business mentor asked me if I received her confirmation to join our meeting or not. I asked her to wait until 9 a.m., because I really hesitated to disturb the person. After 9 a.m., I finally received the confirmation from her that she would join our meeting to sign up.

About 10 minutes before our meeting at 5 p.m., I received a text message from her. She asked me the exact same question that she asked me in the dream. Even before I checked the company’s reviews I already knew there would be many bad reviews about this company because of this company’s traits.

I made a phone call to her and told her she didn’t need to sign up for the membership today, if she doesn’t feel like it. She felt better about what I said. Then we both joined our meeting. She asked the same question to my business mentor, and of course my business mentor did her best to persuade her to sign up the membership. She could have joined, if I had her to give a small push…, but I didn’t feel like doing so. So, I offered her to sleep on it instead of rushing to sign it up. I also offered her that we would offer one training seminar to her as a trial, then if she likes it, she can join. She was happy to hear that and our meeting ended.

Later I pondered. I felt good that I didn’t push her to sign up the membership. As a matter of fact I felt awkward to make a sales talk to anybody. I need to find out my best way to recruit without being an aggressive salesperson. The company people suggested me to practice and learn a lot until I feel comfortable to talk about my new business.