In the evening I had another follow up meeting with one insurance agent. It was our third meeting. At today’s meeting, we spent our time more chatted than the topic of insurance itself. For this annuity purchase, I want to patiently keep looking for my right agent even though it might take longer than I think. Because it will be a big shopping, I want to find the best suited person for me.

This month has been hectic. My husband got sick for two days. He got sick for his weekends, so he didn’t need to take a day-off from his work. I was amazed that he had a high fever during the night and recovered from flu symptom. Then my daughter got flu. She had been the same way as my husband. For her it took 4 nights to detox. She could move around during the day time even though she had body ache. She was recovered from the flu.

During my family got flu, I had been fine. I was hoping I would be able to stay healthy this winter. But today, I felt chill in my spine. My body ached. It seemed to be my turn to get flu.

Today I prepared homemade rice koji for my second trial. This time I used white rice instead of brown rice. Other ingredients and the procedure were the same as the last one. I hope this one would turn out well.

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In the evening I had a follow up meeting with one insurance agent.

I had a meeting with two new insurance agents. One was at 10 a.m., and the other one was at 1 p.m. I still don’t know if I can fully trust either one or not.

I have had a meeting with one insurance agent four times so far. I decided to purchase 4 different annuity insurance packages from this agent. Since February 17 is a good day in Japanese calendar, I was planning to apply all the four applications on the day.

However, something kept on telling me to wait. I don’t have any complaints about this agent. Just my gut feeling told me to wait. My gut feeling equals to my family spirits. I wanted to know the reason why my family spirits want me to postpone for the purchase.  

All of a sudden I realized one thing. I fully trusted the agent and never did some research of the insurance companies by myself. After I searched the company reviews, I know why my family spirits want me to postpone/cancel this cases. One company had bad reviews from customers and the bad reviews were made recently even in this month. The customers’ complaints were almost the same. Their customer support was really bad and not helpful at all.

I contacted the insurance agent and told what I learned from my research. She seemed to be mad and replied back with some attitude saying she cannot be any of more help.

I got relieved for some reasons. Even though it ended with a not fun ending, maybe I was not supposed to work with her. My insurance purchase procedure has gotten back to the starting point. I know I will eventually meet the right person.

For these past 2 weeks, I have been aware of one plant growing in the backyard. Since these plants were not what I planted seeds, I didn’t know what these plants were. But for some reasons, these plants were shining to me and emitting brilliant energy to me. I thought I should look these plants up. I did some research on the Internet. I sent a picture to my friend who knows more about plants than me. I found out these plants are called mallow. My friend agrees with me.

My friend recommended me to use the flowers for tea. She told me to pick flowers up and put them upside down and let them sun-dry. She used them for bath too.

Mallow can soothe the issues of mouth and throat, dry cough, and bronchitis. It is also used for stomach and bladder issues.

For these three nights my daughter has been having high fever at night. She detoxed virus through the night by high fever. She had sore throat for some days. As for me I had shingles for three days. After the rush was healed, I had nerve pain on my right side of lower body for several days. I had sore throat for one day. My husband had sick days with high fever for three days. I prescribed homeopathy remedies and we successfully detoxed the viruses. I am glad we have built immune system by having mild flue symptoms.

My friend in Boston shared nice pictures. The pictures are showing heart marks or some types of same number messages. She will host the Reiki teacher in Sedona in this April and she takes these messages as a positive sign from spirits. She told me about the conversation with the Reiki teacher. They both agreed to stay being positive and keep sending good thoughts for the trip. No more vacillating. She is right. Once we are determined something, all we need to do is believe our creation ability. We create our future as we like.  

In the evening I talked with my Japanese friend on the phone. We shared a great time together catching up with each other. I appreciate her life-long friendship.

My family and I went to several stores for shopping. Nowadays I started feeling scared of driving a car by myself and I ask my husband to take me to several places. I appreciate his support.