Recently my computer mouse has been showing difficulty in the left click. I have tried some different methods to solve the issue, such as cleaning the inside, uninstalling/reinstalling the driver, and changing the mouse setting of left and right click. The only method worked was the last option; changing the setting. It feels weird to use right click for the task of left click. I have been getting used to the new setting.

Today with the help of my family, I went to several DIY stores and purchased some materials and garden soil. I am planning to expand our backyard gardening. I want to plant many more different types of vegetables this summer.

While I was hanging laundry in the back yard in the morning, there was a very loud noise coming from the sky. There were 6 jets going back and forth emitting white smoke. I worried about chemtrail.

Late in the afternoon, my neighbor friend told me it was an air show. She told me the air show would be performed for two weeks until next Friday. It seems like the local people enjoys watching this air show. I didn’t know about it.

My daughter had her first day with braces. She felt pain and drained, but not depressed. She could not eat much today feeling tired. She went to bed earlier than normal. I cannot wait to see her beautiful white teeth to be straightened in two years.

It was a busy day. I had an online meeting with the insurance agent twice at 1 p.m. and 7 p.m. Today was 一粒万倍日 and 天赦日 in Japanese calendar that is considered as a good day to have a business contract. I wanted to submit my annuity application today. Unfortunately though, it didn’t happen because there were some items that we needed to clarify with the insurance company and the representative was not in the office. I enjoyed getting to know the insurance agent more by chatting. I appreciate for having her as my insurance agent. She seems to be trustworthy. I really hope everything will go smoothly and well for us in this application process.

I had a dental cleaning appointment at 9 a.m. When I arrived there, the receptionist told me my appointment was canceled because my hygienist called in for being sick. The receptionist told me she left a voice message on my cell phone. I took out my phone but didn’t see any voice messages. The receptionist called to my husband’s cell phone and left a voice message on his phone. I was irritated.

This dental office people always called to my husband’s cell phone to confirm my appointment in advance. We knew they mistakenly registered my husband’s phone number under my account. Both of my husband and I asked them many times to correct the wrong information. Every time the person who picked up the phone told us it was fixed. But obviously it was not fixed. And their mistake, I don’t know whose fault it was, ruined my precious time. The receptionist apologized me many times. I knew it was not her mistake, but I was still irritated for their mistake.

On my second thought, I noticed it was the second challenge to me. Didn’t I pass the test for not getting mad just 4 days ago with the similar situation? I felt my family spirits tested me if I can stay being in my inner peace no matter what happens outside. When I noticed it, I took a deep breath and regained my inner peace.

On the way back, I stopped by at the grocery store. I was already back to my normal inner peace, so that everything went well and everybody I run into was nice in the store. At the self-cashier, while I was checking my items in, one female customer came to me and offered me a coupon. She showed me the coupon. It was $6 off when you buy $60 and more. She said she didn’t buy enough to use the coupon, so she wanted to offer me the coupon because I had full items in my shopping cart. I thankfully accepted her offer and used the $6 discount on my shopping.

I thought this female customer might be an earth angel that my family spirits sent to me. They wanted to congratulate me that I noticed that I was off from my inner peace and that I quickly regained back to my inner peace. There were many other customers around me but the female customer chose to me to give her coupon.

In our garden, lots of parsley and green onion are growing. I am looking forward to harvesting them tomorrow morning.

In the morning at 10 a.m., I had a second meeting with the insurance agent. This week I had talked with the other insurance agent over the phone, but for some reasons, I felt something that is kind of stopping me to go through the agent. Just a gut feeling.

When I started talking with the second agent, I could sense her sincere attitude from the way she explained and talked. I have decided to go with the second agent.

I woke up earlier than usual and prepared for my eye exam appointment. I wanted to have a better eye vision, so I didn’t wear my eye glasses at all this morning. My husband gave me a ride to the eye doctor’s office. After he dropped me off at the office, he went back home. After I saw my husband off, I walked to the office entrance and found out it was still closed. The notice says the office hour is 9 am to 5 pm. It was still 8:40 a.m. I needed to wait in front of the door for 20 minutes. It was cold outside.

At nine the office worker came and opened the entrance door. By then, there were 5 more patients waiting at the door. Everybody was obviously irritated for having waited for a while outside. The last person who arrived at the office stepped in at the receptionist counter. The other people knew I was the first person arrived, so they offered me to go next.

When I mentioned my name, the receptionist gave me a shocking news. She said their office is out-of-network from my insurance company. She apologized me on behalf of her coworker that they were supposed to inform the fact when somebody makes an appointment. I was shocked but for some reasons, I didn’t get irritated. I told the receptionist that it was not her fault. I canceled the appointment.

When I came back home, I noticed the condition of my inner peace. I was happy to know that I could stay being calm. I used to have a short temper and I would have gotten irritated and mad at them. I think it was due to my health condition. When my physical health was not good, I was easy to lose temper. Now I was okay, and that means I am doing fine in my physical health.

Today’s dream: I was with my family on our home site in Navajoland. We were building our house. We had many friends who volunteered to help us. We had fun in the process of creating something together.

When I woke up, I thought of my late dad-in-law. We always had much fun with him in creating something. If he was still here with us, this would have happen. This dream reminded me what I really hope. I need friends whom I can fully trust and have fun in creating something new together.