Recently I have been stressed out about the job promotion. I want to get a job title promotion as soon as possible, but at the same time I don’t want to make anybody to feel uncomfortable. I don’t want to make myself look like an aggressive and rude sales person. I meditated to calm myself. Then in the calm mind state, I pulled some angel cards and tarot cards.

In any aspects, spirits gave me positive messages. The major message was to keep going forward even though there will be no major progress at the beginning. In the long run, this job will be beneficial for me in the human relationship and the spiritual growth. My success in the future will be built together with my team members.

Starting from yesterday, we have dark clouds in the late afternoon accompanied with lightly sprinkling moistening rain. Our plants in the backyard like this moisture and growing much faster than before. The biggest plant this year is a cucumber. I am looking forward to its harvesting time.

I have been stressed out from job. Our company offers a promotion if I can recruit 3 persons and make 3 sales within 30 days. I have tried to recruit 6 people so far. I don’t have any success results yet. I asked my family spirits about this company.

This morning I had three dreams.

The first scene was on the meadow. I was standing alone. It was evening because I saw the sun was almost set. There was two wolves up on the hill. They were really scouting me. I didn’t feel scared of them, because I was confident in me in case they come to attack me, I would fight back and win the fight. The two wolves howled and a whole bunch of their followers gathered. As a huge pack, the wolves were watching me. I talked to them in telepathy that I was not scared of them because I was strong enough to win the fight regardless of their huge numbers of a pack. Then, all the wolves were gone.

The second scene was inside the house. I was standing at the side of a bathtub. I saw two honeycombs at the corners of the bathtub. The honeycombs were full of honey. The color of honey was impressive as shining gold.

The third scene was again on meadow. This time it was in the morning. I saw the sun was about to rise and everything started shining with the sun light. I was with my family. The meadow was on the rich soil. It was well moisten and covered with healthy green grass. We were all happy and walking barefoot on the grass. I enjoyed the soft and tingly sensation on my soles. We noticed there were lots of gifts to us on the ground. The gifts were a variety of items such as a new skirt, a shirt, a jacket, and even a tawashi for my bath time. Somebody told us telepathically to enjoy all the gifts that were provided to us. Then my conscious came back to my physical body.   

I interpreted this dream as a good sign. My family spirits want me to stay being strong and make a right judgment for myself, then my family and I will be provided anything we need. We don’t need to worry about anything because we are fully protected and will be fully provided at the right timing.

The other day I made an appointment for an annual physical checkup at the local clinic. Right after that, I heard a clear message from my family spirits that I should cancel the appointment and take a lab test at the lab center instead. I instantly understood the meaning of the message. My A1C would be bad and if I go to the clinic, the doctor would threat me really badly. So I canceled the appointment of the clinic and made an appointment at the lab center. Interestingly the only opening for both of the centers was this morning June 9^th.  

In the morning at 10 a.m., I went to the local lab office and they took the sample blood. The test result came back in one day. The result was much worse than I expected. My A1C was 8.2. I started a 24-hour fasting since June 2^nd, and my glucose level has been dropping as well as my weight. Instead of getting depressed easily, l will keep being positive and continue what I can do. I apologized my body for torturing with consuming lots of sugar. I made a promise to take good care of my body from now on.

I want to share the advice from my family spirits. If you want to change your life, you have to change your old pattern or habit. If you encounter many angry people, you have to change your attitude to them by greeting them with a loving and smiling face. They are a mirror of yourself. Once you show your happy energy, they return to you in the same positive energy. If you haven’t lost your weight as you desire, you have to change your eating habit. Changing your old pattern is actually easy. Everything starts from your mind and thinking. Once you decide, the next is to take an appropriate action. That’s it. You can do it. You can create your reality as you like. It is just a thought away.

My daughter just had a new wire on her bottom teeth last Friday. The next day she cried from the pain in her inner cheek. The edge of the wire came out from the metal part and kept on poking my daughter’s inner cheek. My husband took her to the office and the nurse fixed it. Now this morning my daughter told me that the edge of the wire of her bottom teeth got off from the metal part. I took her to the orthodontist’s office again. Today’s nurse seemed to have done a good job. I hope we won’t need to take her to the office until her next appointment in August.

It is June 7^th in japan as they go 16 hours advance than American time. June 7^th is my dad’s birthday, and so, I called my dad. When we greeted each other, my dad’s first word was “today is my birthday.” I said to him I know and that was why I called him. He sounded like really happy to hear that. I was glad I could call him today. As always, he asked me when I would visit him in Japan. I honestly don’t have any plan yet. My gut feeling still hasn’t said when I would like to go back to Japan.

In my dream somebody gave me a brown puppy in my arms. It was Bucky; my mom-in-law’s Chihuahua dog. Bucky was all wet with his own pee and my both arms got wet from his pee. I knew it was a good dream.

In the morning at 8 a.m., I attended the insurance agent’s regular meeting. I was asked to do a presentation of “Rule of 72.” For the past 5 days I prepared the presentation material and practiced it. it was helpful that my husband and daughter volunteered to become my audience and they gave me their honest feedbacks.

The three minute went by so quickly. It was my second opportunity to show my short presentation to this members. I appreciate my team member to provide me this presentation opportunity. My next presentation will be about Medicare. I will need to create a presentation material from a scratch.

I am still working on getting my glucose level back to normal. It still stays high especially in the early morning. I get on the treadmill twice a day in the morning and evening. Today my husband suggested me to change the habit and do something new. So I decided to run for 2 miles. It took me close to 30 minutes. My husband was right. Running 2 miles worked great for my body as I sweat much more than my previous habit.   

In the morning at 10 a.m., I went to see the massage therapist. She wanted to offer me a free consulting session on how to lose weight because she successfully lost her weight and she didn’t rebound the weight for some years. She told me she used to weigh 205 lbs. She showed me some pictures of her. Now she weighs 130 lbs. She did a 24-hour fasting as many as she could. She kept on talking about the diet and a various fasting methods for one hour straight. Even though I already knew all the information that she introduced me, and I don’t agree with some of her opinions, I appreciate her kindness.

Toward the end of our conversation, I casually mentioned about my business and asked her if she was interested in signing up the membership. She said she would think about it, but I knew she would never be interested in.  

Recently I have been feeling sick. I noticed my glucose level got spiked up and stayed really high even before I checked it. I know the reason. I have been eating a lot recently. I used to skip breakfast and it was an intermittent fasting. I don’t remember exactly when I stopped my good habit of 16/8 fasting. Maybe after I got well from omicron in this February. My appetite completely got back to normal and resumed the habit of eating breakfast.

I needed to change my habit. Today I did 24-hour fasting. It was not that tough for me at all. My glucose level started showing some improvements. It was not preferable number yet. I will need to re-build my old and good eating habit.