I had two different dreams. In the first scene, I was given a huge piece of land. The land was already well taken care of. There was no buildings yet. The soil was dark brown color, moderately moistened, rich in minerals, and well-plowed. It was soft enough that I could run around on barefoot. In the second scene, I was walking somewhere in a big city with my friend. All of a sudden a group of bad people appeared and tried to attack us. My friend got caught by them. I promised her that I would come get help and come back for her and kept running away from the bad people. Even in my dream I could run through in an amazingly high speed and run through to a safe area, where I was about to ask for help. Then my conscious came back to my physical body.

After I woke up I looked up the meaning of these dreams. The first dream tells me that I have limitless possibilities. It also means I will meet somebody critical in my life and I will have a long-term relationship with the person. The second dream means that any of my concerns or troubles will be solved.

I sincerely appreciate my family spirits that my family and I have been well-protected and well-guided all the time. I have been cherishing every moment with them on this lifetime. I am willing to improve my life in every moment.

Last weekend I asked one of the potential candidates to join our zoom meeting for signing up the membership of our company. At our last meeting she said she would join our next meeting. Normally she is a quick responder to any form of communications, but not this time. I haven’t received the confirmation from her for the past 3 days. I felt she has been thinking about to make a decision. I didn’t want to push her to make a decision, so I patiently waited for her reply.

This morning she visited me in my dream. She asked me if I have checked the reviews of this company. When I woke up, I was planning to check it, but I forgot about it while I was doing my morning routine. Before 8 a.m., my business mentor asked me if I received her confirmation to join our meeting or not. I asked her to wait until 9 a.m., because I really hesitated to disturb the person. After 9 a.m., I finally received the confirmation from her that she would join our meeting to sign up.

About 10 minutes before our meeting at 5 p.m., I received a text message from her. She asked me the exact same question that she asked me in the dream. Even before I checked the company’s reviews I already knew there would be many bad reviews about this company because of this company’s traits.

I made a phone call to her and told her she didn’t need to sign up for the membership today, if she doesn’t feel like it. She felt better about what I said. Then we both joined our meeting. She asked the same question to my business mentor, and of course my business mentor did her best to persuade her to sign up the membership. She could have joined, if I had her to give a small push…, but I didn’t feel like doing so. So, I offered her to sleep on it instead of rushing to sign it up. I also offered her that we would offer one training seminar to her as a trial, then if she likes it, she can join. She was happy to hear that and our meeting ended.

Later I pondered. I felt good that I didn’t push her to sign up the membership. As a matter of fact I felt awkward to make a sales talk to anybody. I need to find out my best way to recruit without being an aggressive salesperson. The company people suggested me to practice and learn a lot until I feel comfortable to talk about my new business.

I always wanted to create a natal chart of my late dad-in-law. My husband happened to receive his actual birth time information from his mom. When I created his chart, everything made sense to me. His natal chart was at the same arrangement type as mine. In addition to that, we shared some Sabian symbols at same signs and degrees. His chart was unique. He had the MC and Mercury sign as the exact same sign and degree. He surely came to this Earth to share the messages from spirits and served his life missions beautifully. He deserves to receive all the complements and appreciations from many people including me. Thank you dad.

I woke up with an alarm at 11:30 p.m. and attended the Reiki gathering. It was for European attendees. I hadn’t attended their gathering for the past 6 months due to the late hour, but I always want to attend the gathering as much as I can. I like this group. They seemed to be open-minded and kind-hearted. There were 30 attendees. I was happy to see most of them being safe in the Zoom screen.

Our Reiki teacher shared 言霊 kotodama. Even though I just heard this in the last gathering for American attendees, it is always a great reminder. He shared like this.

Spirit of words. Our words are our reality. We should stop thinking, rather, speak up what kind of a reality we want to create. Once we speak up, it becomes our reality. Always choose positive, kind, gentle, and compassionate words. Always attract and create positive reality. I really appreciate my Reiki teacher for his generously sharing his wisdom.

I watched some training videos of annuity products. It took me much more time than I thought. The reminder of time I enjoyed reading my favorite books. I went to bed early to get some sleep before the Reiki gathering of midnight.

It was another quiet and peaceful day. My husband studied for his exam that his company mandates their employees. I read some books. My daughter chatted with her new friends; my husband’s cousin’s daughters.

In the evening at 5 p.m., I attended a zoom meeting for member recruit. I invited to our meeting because she said she was willing to help me. But I was surprised when she showed up in the screen. She looked angry. Mainly my business mentor explained about the company. Toward the end, my business mentor asked the guest if she is still interested in signing up, she said yes. I thought she would reject it right away. This was a great learning opportunity for me. Recruiting is a real tough task. I don’t want to force anybody to do something for my benefit. I just hope I will encounter the right person who is willing to learn and join the company.

My daughter and I went to the grocery store. At the cashier, I found many items that my daughter put in the shopping cart. I thought of my mom. She was very generous. She would tell me to put anything I want whenever we went to the grocery store together. I felt happy for her kindness. Now it is my turn. I am coping what my mom treated me to my daughter. I want her to feel happy. I want her to feel my love being treated special. It is a small thing, but I appreciate my late mom to pass down her good habit.   

My husband’s niece had a baby girl. Her original due date was May 16^th but her baby took her time. My mom-in-law shared lots of the baby pictures. So cute. We are looking forward to meeting our new family member soon.

We got back to our routine. My husband went for work and I was busy cleaning the house and washing clothes of the trip. It was a quiet and peaceful day. Among the most, I really enjoyed taking a long relaxing bath and a sound sleep. The trailer house on Navajoland does not have a bath tub. One of my to-do projects is to install a bath tub so that I will be able to soak myself during the visit.