It was a busy day preparing for the upcoming trip to Navajoland. I am sure my mom-in-law is looking forward to our arrival tomorrow.

I am from Arcturus. I remember about my home star and I have so many evidences to prove it. Unfortunately however, the majority of people cannot see it. It is because of the huge gap of vibrations.

I meditated and connected with my family spirits. They are there for me gently hugged me and cheered me up. My family spirits are never aggressive. Instead they are always calm and peaceful. And their personality is my personality. I am originally calm and peaceful, loving and sharing.

My existence on the current Earth has a huge meaning. I constantly say good prayers and send positive thoughts to people and the planet Earth. I am surrounded by my dear family and friends physically and by my family spirits spiritually.

I believe in myself no matter what. I believe I am worthy on this planet Earth. I deserve to be treated with respect and love. I deserve to be surrounded by all the good thoughts and love. I love myself dearly and keep being myself no matter what.

I woke up early and attended the live event of my favorite YouTuber. He said this was his 11^th times of the space live. For me it was very first one because I newly found him.

It was worthy to get up early and listen to his story. He will have the space life three more times, then shift to the private membership. There, he will offer a Zoom gathering where the members can interact with him.

I was surprised to hear that Bashar was a hybrid soul of Grey and Earth.

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For the past one month and half, I have been proving homeopathy remedies every day. The purpose is to heal my inner child hidden deep inside. These days I am aware that the old memories have been coming out. Last night the memory of young myself when I was 5 years old came back vividly.

When I was 5 years old, my family and I moved to a new house. On the first day in the evening, I went outside. I noticed I could see my home star from the corner of our new entrance gate. I cried so hard and begged them to be with me. I felt alone. There, a gasp of my memories about my family spirits flooded into my mind. My family spirits told me that I would never be alone. They would be always with me, experiencing things through me and supporting me in spirit. They told me to look at my both palms. I had a clear cross mark in the center of my palm. They told me it was a message from them that I would be never alone.

Later in my life, one channeler told me I am a hybrid soul of Arcturus and Earth. I believe my late dad-in-law came from the same star. Even though there is no evidence, it is from my strong intuition. In anyway, things will naturally happen if there is a spiritual connection and agreement. I will stay being cool and wait for the right timing for me and my family that right events will happen to us.

In this morning’s dream, all my old and uncomfortable memories came back. These were the actual memories of my younger days when I could not say no to others. People used me for their convenience and I didn’t protect myself even though I knew they were using me. These memories were the ones that I wanted to forget. I wanted to pretend these never happened to me.

I have to accept that I didn’t wake up comfortably. It was not fun to remember these bad memories. I knew I had this dream for reasons.

Last night I watched the online homeopathy lecture regarding Mother Tincture. Even though I don’t have none of their Mother Tincture in hand and didn’t take it, the effect of the Mother Tincture miraculously happened. They have the Mother Tincture named “Somatsu.” It treats with the people’s inner child that they treated their younger selves without respect.

I followed the advice of the homeopathy teacher. I went to my younger-self and hugged her, and told her to rest assured that older-self me is now having a happy life with my husband and daughter. I, the-older-version-of-me, am taking good care of myself. I can speak up whenever needed.

Then I all of a sudden realized that the events happened recently to me happened for reasons. In every event, I could say no and speak up to protect me. Even though I didn’t look very nice to them, it is okay for me to do so. I deserve to speak up to protect myself. I am glad that I am not too naïve. I am not a too-good young girl anymore. I am a strong will woman to be able to protect myself and my loved ones. I picked my younger-self up and take her with me for the rest of my journey in this life.

I attended the online lecture of Aroma and Herb expo in Japan. I listened to two online lectures. One was from the homeopathy school teacher and the other one was from a channeler from star being. Toward the end she shared one message and it resonated with me.

The message was about the importance of “Yudaneru.” It can be translated to “let go” or “receive”. She said the best way to practice of Yudaneru is to accept any offers from others. we can start from a small thing. For example when you go to a restaurant, a worker offers to take your coat from you and hang it over a hanger, or a worker may offer you to pull a chair for you before you take a seat. She said go ahead and take any offer that is given with appreciation. It was a nice synchronicity. I just thankfully accepted the gift card offered from the fabric store as their sincere apology. I have been accepting any offer that somebody provided me. 

Today I received a gift card from the fabric store. It came with a nice greeting card. When I opened the envelope, I could feel good intention and sincere thoughts from the store manager. I communicated with the store manager and found out the gift card was from the store. She asked me to accept it. She said I deserve to have the gift card. I decided to thankfully accept it. I will use it for me and others. Thank you to my family spirits for supporting me with this case. It started with an uncomfortable experience, but I am glad it ends with good thoughts and lessons learned.

Late at night around 8:30 p.m., I received a phone call from my mom-in-law. I was surprised at her call because she usually does not call me directly. I thought my husband’s phone had some issues that she could not get hold of my husband.

I quickly went to the living room and handed my phone to my husband. When I said it is from his mom, his face expression told me something big happened and he already knew it.

It was the announcement of my husband’s cousin’s sudden death. My husband just had a phone call from the cousin’s older sister and was informed 30 minutes ago. However, it was a shocking news that my husband wanted to tell us in the next morning. It was a tough news for him to accept. My husband and his cousin were very close to each other. They were born only 3 months apart from each other. They grew up together and were classmates at the school. They were like twin brothers. Nobody knows at this moment yet about the actual death cause. When his mom went to his room, he was already dead for many hours, maybe 1 or 2 days had already passed. We know he didn’t die from suicide. We just had a good time during our last visit. We know he had serious issues in his liver. The police has been investigating and the medical team will take over to find out the death cause.

In the evening at 5 p.m., I attended the online Reiki share gathering. We had a new member attended. She is the same way as me, originally from Japan, but currently lives in Canada. I was happy to meet her and sent a direct message. We exchanged some greetings and conversation during the gathering session. I am happy to meet her.

At noon I had an online meeting with an insurance agent about life insurance and pension insurance.

It was really nice to have the nice agent that I learned a lot about the insurance. I am entering to my last life stage and need to plan ahead of my old age.

One of my favorite YouTuber/writer announced that he receive an offer from two publishers to publish his book. I am a big fan of him and happy for his great news. I commented his Twitter twice and to my surprise, he sent me a direct message. I am happy to be connected with him. He follows me even though I will not post anything in Twitter. I believe in Universe that it will arrange the best situation at the best timing, if we are actually spiritually connected. I look forward to have a nice moment to get to know each other, if we are supposed to work together sometime somewhere. As always, thank you to my family spirits for everything you guys arrange events for me.