In the morning we had a surprise visitor. Our friend brought a belated birthday gift for my daughter. She remembered my daughter’s birthday wrongly as December 12^th. She was close though with her memory. It was very nice of her to remember her birthday and cerebrated. The birthday gift was a pretty pink box with many different scientific experiences for girls. My daughter made some fizzy bath bombs as her first project.

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At 7 p.m., I attended the online event with Bashar again. This was the second day and the interviewers were different people from last night. It had different energy and different questions/answers. Personally I liked the event of the first day. The energy was much calmer and the information we received from Bashar was much more helpful than today’s event.

Today, my focus went to the interpreter. She was probably slightly younger than me. I think she did a great job in interpreting. It must be tough for to properly interpret all of today’s interviewers as some of their questions were hard to understand even in Japanese. She reminded me of my younger days when I was doing the interpretation job at Lakota land. I appreciate my family spirits for providing me those opportunities though. Every experience is precious and priceless for me.

I attended the online event with Bashar at 7 p.m. It was a 2-hour event, but for the first one hour, I could not hear anything. The video too, disappeared from time to time. Maybe the event organizer, in this case the Japanese publisher, had been attempting to fix the sound issue. Finally around 7:40 p.m., I found one person’s announcement on the Twitter page that the event would start one hour late due to the sound issue in their equipment. When I went back to the event page slightly before 8 p.m., the event had been on-going. This time the sound issue was solved.

I decided to purchase the ticket of this event because I wanted to see my favorite YouTuber. I liked his calm energy. He asked Bashar questions that he received from his YouTube subscribers. I could feel he was excited to communicate with Bashar, but he stayed always calm, polite, and respectful. I enjoyed attending the live event.

Right before when I fell asleep, I saw a usual vision with my eyes closed. It was like a scenery from a window of a spaceship. A bright light suddenly appeared in my vison and let at the high speed, just like the spaceship in Star Wars. I felt I quickly visited a starship and visited my star people. In the next second, I was in a deep asleep.

Today’s meditation: I did the guided meditation to see a past life. I asked my guide spirit to show me my life in a planet or star other than the planet Earth.

I started seeing a light blue world. There were some small clouds in the sky. I felt the atmosphere being gentle and peaceful. I didn’t see any physical bodies, but I did feel their existences by energy. Everything and everybody moves on their preferable pace. There was no rush. Everybody I passed by had the similar energy. They were all friendly, nice, kind, and calm. There was no house. There was no wall or boundary. Because they don’t need them. There is nothing to hide. Everything and every thought are clear and transparent. There was no water body, but I felt some type of humidity. It was not too high or not too low. Just right range that I felt moistened and comfortable. Somebody told me I am originated from a star related to water. My star people are unique in energy. We are blessed with water aspect. We are not aggressive. We are basically humble and don’t show ourselves up in front. However, whenever in need, we have strength to step forward and speak out for the sake of my star people and others.

Right before I left from this vision, my guide spirit gave me some messages.

I cannot recognize my guide spirit’s sex. I can say it has both energy; male energy and female energy. My guide spirit reminded me that not all the events will not end as we expect. Sometimes things happen and bring chaos to people. However, no matter what happens, always know that my family spirits and star spirits are with me. They have been experiencing things through me. They all respect me because I am the one who can actually experience the events in the first place. The important thing is not to get influenced heavily, but witness the events and analyze them from a third person’s perspective, if possible. Whenever I am too deeply involved and influenced by a certain event, they will pull me out from the hole. So, don’t worry about anything. Just enjoy. Always remember to enjoy.   

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Starting from the end of last month, I have been dealing with some human mistakes at the fabric store. The mistake was made by the store manager. For a refund item, she wrongly charged again, instead of issuing a refund. As a result, I am charged the amount twice. It has been more than two weeks, but the issue has not be solved yet. The manager is very old and does not know about the right process. I have been trying to get hold of the store manager’s supervisor. The customer support agent said the manager would contact me soon. Still no contact yet. It has been very frustrating and I noticed my vibration has been influenced by this issue.

While meditating, I asked my family spirits what is the purpose of this uncomfortable experience and how I should react. Instantly I felt I should pull some Angel cards. I was guided to pull 6 cards from the card deck Magical Mermaids and Dolphins created by Doreen Virtue. Looking at these card put a smile back on my face. These cards cleared my frustrations and anger away. I felt peace and calm.  

Worthiness,

Soulmate relationship

Mother healing

Empowerment

Watch your thoughts

You’re being helped.

Maybe this uncomfortable experience happened to give me some lessons. The first thing popped up in my mind was my thinking habit that was mainly forced by my mom. My mom implanted the fixed concept. I need to free myself from the stereotypes. I still may see things from prejudiced point of view.

My family spirits reminded me again on how powerful my thoughts can be. I can create my preferable reality just by thinking things positively. After I do my part, then let it go completely. Wait and see in a relaxed and peaceful mind. In next moment I will be blessed by my preferable reality. As always, thank you so much to my family spirits. You guys are awesome all the time!

Several days ago, I saw one video clip. There a Japanese woman spoke about the danger of shot for her children and other children. The video clip got viral for a while. Many people praised her courage in the comment. Today I saw her newest video clip. She apologized her wrong information in the previous video. I felt sorry for her. Some of the information might be wrong because she is not a professional politician or scientist. As she admitted in the begging of her video, she is just a mom trying to protect her children. Don’t we have all the human rights of freedom in speech? Some terms she used in her presentation may be wrong, but we all know her pure intention. Why some people judge her and attack her with her tiny unintentional mistakes? Why don’t we stop becoming a mean civilian police? Why don’t all of us do our best to know the truth and fact that the government and media try to hide? It is not difficult to find out the truth. All we need to do is to listen to our inner self and gut feeling.   

It is hard to stay being in Fudoushin on no matter what happens in the outer world, but we have to practice it anyway.

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Today’s meditation: I did the guided meditation to see a past life. Beforehand, I asked my family spirits to show me my last life; right before this life.

When I went to the deep meditation state, I saw a little boy. The very first image, which was very clear, was his eyes. I instantly knew he had the exactly same eyes that I have. I knew he was me. Then the focus was zoomed down to the face. He had well-tanned skin. His hair was short with curly hair. He was probably around 5 years old or so. He didn’t wear the normal clothes that are available in the modern day. He didn’t wear anything on top. He had something tied around his waist area to hide the private area.  He didn’t have any shoes. He was walking barefoot even on the rough dirt ground. Even though he was very young, he already had a built–up muscle. That means he had worked hard outside to survive.

I noticed it was not my last life, but maybe my oldest life on this Earth. I didn’t see any civilization. I felt it was the beginning of the human history on the Earth. There was no modern buildings. Everything was made by mud or stones, or trees. 

At night he went back to the house. The house looked very simple. It just had a simply made wall and roof. The floor was made by hard mud. I felt the coldness in my feet. He lived with his mom and other siblings. I didn’t see his dad in the house. Maybe it was somewhere in Africa.

He was a great leader even though he was a very young child. The tribal people came to him for advice. He was born as a shaman and able to listen to spirits. He died young before he turned to be 10 years old. He died from accident. Maybe he was killed by a wild animal or something. I didn’t feel any resistance when his soul left his physical body. Maybe he had known about this accident beforehand through spirits so that he was ready to leave.

He left some messages to me like this.

He is happy as long as I live my daily life happily. He could not live long in his life, so he wants me to live long in this life.

Yesterday, I spent almost all day to write a religious exempt request from the shot mandate. After revised it many times, I finally submitted to the company. I asked my family spirits if this request would be accepted or not. They replied back to me yes and no in both ways, but they clearly confirmed it would go well.

Early this afternoon I checked my Facebook. I follow Mr. Mark Brnovich, Arizona Attorney General. He posted the update of Federal judge’s decision that the shot mandate being blocked nationwide for federal contractors.   

Thank you for the people who had made efforts to block mandate. While I was writing a draft of the request, I felt lots of energies from our ancestors, especially from my dad-in-law in supporting me for doing it. So, thank you for all the spirits for supporting us.

I purchased the recording of past life regression guidance. As a start, I wanted to try to grab some memories of my being in my mom’s womb.

The first impression was the color of grey and being in a tight and small area. I felt dirty air filled into my small room. It was like just outside of an old factory emitting smoke from the chimneys. I knew that I would be born to the dirty air environment. I needed to strength my lungs to endure the dirty air. I felt cold and uncomfortable in my room. Maybe whenever my mom felt anger or sadness, I instantly felt her negative emotions in the womb.

I focused on myself. I was filled with excitements. I saw a vision of myself being a little girl. The little girl packed lots of lots of items in a backpack and carried the backpack on her back. The lots of items represented my life events that would challenge my spiritual strength. I knew I had many reincarnation experiences but this life was the very first one to have so many stuff as my life missions.

My life missions are to find strength and belief in my soul even in the midst of challenging and tough situations.

I smelled coffee flavor very often. I heard noise of invader game. Maybe my parents often visited coffee store to enjoy drinking coffee and playing invader game there.

Even though I was in my mom’s womb, I was allowed to get away from it and come back to my home star. I could stay with my spiritual family whenever I wanted. They reminded me that they would be always with me so that I would not need to deal with challenging situations all by myself. They wanted me to stay neutral in any situations and see things calmly. Also they reminded me not to forget my true self. I am originally brave, strong, and fun. They knew I would find happiness and fun even in challenging situations. They told me have fun and enjoy the journey, as this life would become the most impressive and unforgettable one for me and my family spirits. at the last, they reminded me that the first half of my life would be tough, but once I go through it, I would be rewarded lots of gifts in the latter half.   

I watched the lecture provided by the homeopathy school teacher. She mentioned that many people are good at breathing-in, but not good at breathing-out. After the lecture, I focused on my long breathing. She was right. I am not good at breathing-out. The teacher mentioned that breathing-in is receiving and breathing-out is giving. Maybe I should put more focus on giving my energy away to others, then my breathing-out might be improved.

It reminds me of my late mom. She had been always generous to others. She loved giving away. Thank you Mom for showing on how to be generous to others.

I attended the Reiki gathering in the early morning at 1 a.m. There were 33 attendees.

The Reiki teacher shared the Japanese term Fudoushin (不動心). It means non movable mind. Non attachment to anything outer world. We should not cling on anything. We should stay being happy no matter what. Instead of being affected by anything, we should stay in the center of our inner peace. If we can fully attain Fudoushin, nothing can bother us. We won’t suffer from any pain or negative feeling.

The recommendations from the teacher were to stay at presence, focus on presence, and do hands on healing. We should always remember that the law of Universe is very simple. That is why we have to remind ourselves and practice many times until the law sinks into us, not understanding mentally but feeling in our mind. It was a really good reminder for me to stay happy no matter what happens outside.

This morning while I was taking a walk, I run into two people who were distributing a brochure. They were a daughter and her dad. The brochure was about a campaign to collect signatures for a petition to protect the human rights in this country. I appreciate them for their making efforts. I support their movement.

It was my daughter’s birthday. I let her take a day-off from school so that she could enjoy her birthday. We celebrated her special day with her favorite food and cake. Not to mention, my husband and I gave her a birthday wish and big hugs.

I am so blessed to have her in my life. I appreciate both of my husband and daughter for brightening up my life. They are the reason for me to keep going ahead. Love you guys so much.