It was a super busy day. I attended the seminar at 10 a.m. for one hour, a private meeting with my team leader about starting business at 11 a.m. for 2 hours. Then in the evening I attended the regular seminar at 6 p.m. for one hour and then the small group meeting at 7 p.m. for one hour.

I received lots of helpful information and knowledge. However, I also received one big shocking news from my team leader. It was about the team hierarchy change. My team leader is promoted to upper position, and the promotion comes with one sacrifice. Her immediate supervisor can take one group from her team. That means I might be moved to her supervisor’s hierarchy. I like my current leader and want to stay working in her team. But this is out of my hand. I thought about my Reiki teacher. He always reminds us that everything is being evolving and therefore everything is changing its appearance. I will be able to adjust the change and accept a new environment with joy. So, I am ready to accept any decision that my supervisors will make with joy no matter what.

In the morning at 8 a.m., I attended the regular agent meeting. I shared my success story for passing the license exam at my first attempt. I shared my personal story of visualization. For these two months during I was studying for the exam, I always tried to keep myself at the positive thinking. I always visualize myself smiling on the exam day for the pass result. I am happy that I made it prove that my thought creates my future.

In the afternoon I received an email from National Insurance Producer Registry. It was a notice that my license application was approved and in the process of issuing the license. My business mentor was surprised that my state processed my application much quicker than her state.

Every time I talked with my dad, he asked me when I would visit him in Japan. I would answered him maybe this October. But deep inside, I don’t think I will be able to make it back on this October. Maybe sometime in next year will be much easier.

I heard some updates about a trip to Japan. Some people needed to spend one night in the airport and slept on the hard floor because their connection flights were canceled, and others needed to wait for many hours at the airport without knowing if their flights would be cancelled or delayed.

I am personally happy for my Reiki teacher that he canceled his teaching trip to Sedona last month. If he had come, he would most likely need to deal with the inconveniencies. I hope the day will come soon for everybody to freely and safely travel internationally.

I slept well last night and woke up feeling energized. Still feeling great that I passed the exam.

I went to the local drug test office for the fingerprinting process. There was only one customer before me that I didn’t need to wait that long.

After that, my family and I went to the park and took some of my pictures for business use.

My family and I woke up at 5 a.m. After a quick breakfast, we left for the test venue at 5:50 a.m.

We arrived at the test venue at 7:10 a.m. I still had 50 minutes before my scheduled time. The two proctors were very kind that they allowed me to start the exam as soon as I got ready. So, I entered the room at 7:20 a.m. and started the exam. There was only one person before me. The exam had 154 questions for 2.5 hours. When I finished answering all the questions, I still had 1 hour left. I reviewed each question with care one by one. I knew I did well and I would pass it. At the end of the exam time, the screen showed my score with the PASSED text. When I saw the term, I could not stop my tears falling down on my cheeks. I had devoted my private time for the study and I deserved to pass. I was so happy.

When I came out from the building, my family saw me crying. I told them I passed with full of tears. They started laughing out loud. Today’s Koyomi is 大明日 and 天恩日, and we all are equally receiving blessing from Universe. I am very happy that I passed at the first attempt. Tonight I am going to watch some Netflix shows and enjoy my time. I appreciate my family for their continuous support. I also appreciate my family spirits for their constant love and encouragement.

In the early morning I instructed my daughter to do for her school assignments and proceeded to Guarantee exam for my insurance exam. This time I paid a keen attention to read the question carefully and even reviewed my answers to use my 2.5 hour to the maximum. I somewhat could score their passing line with 81% correct answers.

After the exam, I noticed one message from my agent team leader. She wished me luck for tomorrow’s exam. She said she made Goukaku teruteru bozu and attached the picture. It made me smile. It was very nice of her. I explained my daughter about teruteru bozu. It is one of the Japanese traditional ways to wish for a sunny day by making a small doll with a white cloth. My team leader use it to wish my good luck on tomorrow’s exam. My daughter made her Goukaku teruteru bozu for me. She made it with a yellow fabric which is the lucky color for license exam.

At night I went to bed much earlier than usual. I needed a sound sleep for a big day tomorrow.

I have two more days until the insurance agent exam. The test material that I purchased offers Guarantee exam. The students can take this Guarantee exam up to 2 times and the passing line is 80% and more. If the student pass the exam and take the real exam within three days but fail, they promise to reimburse the material fee. I have taken their simulate exam and started scoring more than 80%, so I thought I would score 80% and more with ease. But it didn’t go like I expected. Many of the questions in Guarantee exam were new information that I never learned before. I took my time of 2 hours and 30 minutes to the maximum and did my best. Unfortunately I didn’t pass their passing line. My score was 79%. I have one more opportunity to take this exam. Maybe tomorrow I will be able to score their passing line.

It was another busy day. I attended the regular meeting at 8 am for one hour and the insurance license exam boot camp at 9 am for 5 hours. I had been sitting in front of computer and staring at the computer screen for 6 hours straight. When it ended, I felt dizzy with strained eyes. I have only four more days until the exam day and wanted to study at night, but I could not do anything due to the severe symptom of eye strain. I went to bed much earlier than normal and had a sound sleep.

I attended the online lecture of Japanese homeopathy school. The speaker was the chairman of the school. I love this teacher and always enjoy her lectures. Toward the end, she offered a Q-and-A session that the students and attendees could freely ask anything to the teacher. One of the questions was about her hip joint. She has suffered from pain in the hip joint for many years even though she is the top classed professional homeopath. The teacher’s answer resonated with me very well.

She said like this.

Sometimes we run into an issue that nobody can help. If the person have done all the effort to deal with the issue but the issue still stays with the person, then maybe the person will need to fully accept it and live with it. Once the person completely accepts it, then it might be the best solution for the person. it might be the complete healing for the person.

I thought of my diabetes. It might apply to me too. Once I completely accept it, it means I am not fighting against diabetes. We are one. Then, without knowing I might be living much more peacefully with my body. Then my body, even if the lab test shows abnormal results, is collaborating with all other cells and that can be my best health condition ever. I thought I just keep loving my body and myself. I will do whatever I can do the best on each moment until my very last day. That is my way to say thank you to my body.

In the morning at 10 a.m., I attended the seminar. This seminar was advertised to the people who want to know about estate planning as well as about the will. I have only 5 days until my exam day so that want to devote all my time to study, but I’ve been thinking about the necessity of writing a will. So, I decided to attend the seminar. One hour later, I regretted for attending it. The speaker never spoke about a will. There was no new information that I learned from this seminar and I didn’t take any memos in my notebook. Oh well, these days happen.