I didn’t remember today’s dream. I did remember right after I woke up, but I was occupied with some daily life to-do lists and that made me cleared up the memories of this dream.

In the evening, I talked with my cousin over the phone. Even though he is 73 years old, same age as my mom in law, his voice still sounds very young and cheerful. We enjoyed catching up each other.

My late dad visited me in my dream two night in a row. We were walking in the local town in Japan. He wanted to go to a host club. I happened to know two host club stores that have some hosts whom I had known for years and I can fully trust. I tool my late dad to the two places and he enjoyed the conversation with them there.

This dream means that my late dad has been witnessing what is going on with me and my brother. My dad has been supporting me and sending me lots of love. My late dad and I shared some peaceful and fun time together and that was what my dad wanted me to know. His message is stay strong and that he loves me and supports me. He believes in me and learning from me in the spirit world.

My late dad visited me in my dream. He wanted to have some Dango, Japanese sweets. I had some with me, so I shared some with my late dad. We enjoyed eating Dango and some other Japanese sweets together.

According to the internet dream interpretation, my dad wanted to convey a message to me that even in a tough situation, he wants me to enjoy the sweetness, which means something fun in life. Also, he appeared in my dream to tell me that he is with me supporting and comforting me from the spirit world.  I appreciate my late dad for visiting me and conveying some positive messages to me.

For this past one month, I had taken a break from the professional homeopath course and devoted myself for reading books. My current favorite book is 『ほんまにオレはアホやろか』. He describes what happened to his life. His description is detailed especially in his experiences during the war. I respect and honor all the Japanese soldiers who fought in the war to protect Japanese people. I sincerely hope we will react and fight in a different way in this era, where we have to fight our Japanese people, especially in the political area.

For the past two days, yesterday and today, I spent lots of time with my husband and communicated about thoughts and concerns. I had some complaints about my husband, but through the communication, we understood each other more and reached to a solution for our peaceful mind. It is always good to communicate in order for better understanding.

I spent 2 hours in the backyard garden for harvesting and pulling weeds. Then I went to town with my family for shopping at several stores. Even though I still have been suffering from sciatica pain, the pain has been calming down so that I can move around quicker than before. My husband and I made a lots of progresses to take care of the house and garden.

I gave myself a biofeedback session. My main purpose of today’s session was again to deal with the pain from sciatica. Thankfully, even though I still have pain, I can move around and do whatever I need to do. The pain has taught me lots of good lessons and reminded me.

I gave myself a biofeedback session. My Q-chan gave me comments in many different panels that show the energy blockage on right side. Other message says the right side issues prevent the person to turn back to the past. It means to let go of the past and release any negative memories and emotions of the past. It makes sense to me.

It is Day-2 for suffering pain from sciatica. When I sit down on a chair, the pain gets worse. So, I stayed in bed and read e-books with laying down on bed. I could not make any more progress in my professional homeopath course today. It is okay though. The body needs enough rest and I am cherishing my body for its hardworking.

I spent all my morning time for organizing the walk-in closet. Now that all of my daughter’s clothes are gone to her private room, I can move my personal items and clothes to my own closet. During organizing, I guess I accidently pulled my muscle in back. I started suffering from back pain, and it eventually turned to be right side of sciatica. The pain got extreme that I could not sleep through. Even though the pain is awful, I considered this as a positive message as Yakuotoshi 厄落とし. I have been paying the karmic debt by suffering from pain, and it prevents me from getting a huge trouble. I appreciate my family spirits, Gods and holy people for providing me with this pain. I am well protected and I am okay.