Today’s dream: I was in a gorgeous mansion in England with four women. The women were the wives of rich family. They decorated themselves in a vibrant dress and luxurious jewelries all over their bodies. Although the appearance was totally different, I knew one of the wives was my late mom. I was working as their house maid and taking care of their daily life. While the other three wives were cocky and never directly talked to me, my mom was the only one who was very friendly to me. She always talked to me nicely and we laughed together. One time when I peeled skin of a variety of fruits and offered the four wives, my mom was so happy to see the many different fruits. She accidentally dropped one piece of fruit from a fork. When I was about to pick it up from the ground, my mom picked it up quickly before me. She grinned to me and rinsed the piece of fruit in the muddy puddle on the ground, and ate it. We both busted into laughter. Then I woke up.

I thought it is my mom’s true personality. In her recent life, she was too serious and inflexible. She had lived her life constantly worrying about what others will think of her. But now in the spirit world, she is living her life free from those wrong concepts. She can do whatever she wants. She laughs a lot. She enjoys every moment with others. I felt happy for my mom that now she can be true to herself.  

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My family and I went to the canyon hiking in the morning. We saw many lively wild animals such as deer, turkeys, and squirrels. Also there were much more hikers too. I always feel comfortable to walk in nature. Every sound of water flowing, birds’ chirping, and animal walking is healing to me.

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At night at 8:30 p.m., I attended the Sunday service of the Japanese mediumship school. I haven’t attended it since September 19^th. I decided not to attend every Sunday service, but tonight’s MC was my awareness basic class teacher. She is also one of my favorite mediums. She is always sincere, humble, thoughtful, and kind. I like her a lot. I wanted to support her by attending her service.

At the spiritual communication demonstration, I didn’t expect I would be chosen. While I was totally relaxed and observing others, my favorite medium started describing somebody. It was definitely my late mom. I started shedding tears. When she asked everybody if her description resonated with anybody, I quickly raised my hand. My tears were the definite evidence that was my late mom.

The medium conveyed the message from my mom. She regretted that she had lived her recent life with being too serious and inflexible. She could not express her love to me fully, as she constantly worried about what others would think of her and me. Now she is with me. She is back to her original personality. She is much more flexible and free from anything. Even though right now she does not have a physical body, she is happy that she and I can communicate freely and intensely.

It was a great message. I thought it interesting that I just had a dream of my mom. She conveyed the exactly same message in my dream and through the medium. I look forward to working with my mom from now on. I know she will be a great supporter in my spiritual work and path. I love my mom much more than ever.

Today’s dream: My family and I were busy packing for moving. Then I woke up.

For this dream I don’t need to look up the dream interpretation dictionary. It means as is, as we are really planning to move back to Navajoland as soon as we finish building our shed. I are planning to move in next spring, but it might happen earlier than our plan.

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Today was a busy day. I had lunch with my local Japanese friend at the restaurant. She and I share the taste of humor in common. We always enjoy laughing together. Having a get together with her is always fun and relaxing. We talked a lot about dogs. She is a dog lover and has had seven dogs so far as her pet. My family and I are planning to have dogs as soon as we move to Navajoland. She gave me lots of advice about having dogs. I hope I will have a Golden Retriever for me. My daughter will adopt one dog whose name is Happy from her grandma. My husband will have his favorite dog in the future. I know our life with dogs will be great. I cannot wait for the day to come.

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After dinner at 5 p.m., I talked with my life-long Japanese friend on the phone. I appreciate for our 40 years long lasting friendship. I feel myself as a happy person who is blessed with great friendship.

This evening my husband and I attended the zoom meeting with our new Navajo friends. Recently my dad-in-law talked about establishing a non-profit organization regarding teaching Navajo traditional way. He wants to start the business with these couple (they are cousins) and us. After we attended the previous meeting, my husband and I decided to opt out from this business opportunity. So I set up tonight’s zoom meeting so that we can explain the reasons of our opting out from this team without making any misunderstanding.

Our meeting went well. I was surprised that they still want us to be included in their business. We agreed to stay in this team, but we also work on our own small business.

Everything is still up in the air. I will leave it up to our family spirits and holy people.

This morning my daughter shared her dream. She said I was in her dream and one of our (future) dogs peed on my face. She said it was great amount. When I heard it, I was happy. I knew this dream had a good meaning to me.

I was right. The dream interpretation dictionary says getting lots of amount of pee from a dog means a great fortune, especially in money.

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My family and I went to canyon hiking this morning. The last time we visited this canyon was this February. After Covid-19 has spread, they closed the area. Recently I received a mass email announcement that they started open the area only to limited people such as volunteers and annual pass members since October 8th. My family and I had been waiting for their reopening the area.

The area was not changed at all. It was still peaceful and relaxing with nature.

This canyon hiking is one of my favorite places that I will definitely miss after we move to Navajoland.  

Today’s dream: I was with other people in the vast field. There were many trees. One of the trees was huge; tall and spread wide. It was a fig tree. One man taught me how to pick a fig from the tall branch. We ate the figs together. They were ripe and sweet. Then I woke up. According to the dream interpretation dictionary, a fig is a sign of excellent health, and prosperity. The dreamer will challenge something new that nobody has tried yet. Also the dreamer will be supported to gain spiritual gift 

I attended my sixth Awareness Basic class. As usual, the regular seven students attended.

Tonight’s guided meditation was a healing in the water fall. There, I saw my guide spirit as a silhouette. I could not see clearly, but I felt it was a female figure. She had a long hair up to her lower back. She was wearing a white kimono. The instructor told me she was probably Japanese Miko; Shinto priestess.

She gave me a light ball as a spiritual gift. She showed me a vision of a Japanese cartoon character Heidi in “アルプスの少女ハイジ.” She reacts to every event with her pure and innocent heart. My guide spirits wants me to be like her with a child’s pure heart, so that I can fully enjoy every event.

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We proceeded to the text study. We learned about symbols.

Binocular – clairvoyance ability is being improved

Makimono; hand scroll – information of past life

Pen – ability to express, literary gift

Water fall – purification

Cake – while mediumship, ancestors want to mention about their descendant’s birthday or cerebration

Cake – spirits are supporting

Blue – healing gift

Moon – female energy

Star – shining, being active, flouring

Lion – Narasimha God, healing

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Today’s practice

(1) to read the energy of a picture of somebody in an envelope

I felt the person has already passed away, Japanese, and an elder female. I also felt growing vegetables in a garden, blue sky, and pickles.

The correct answer was it was a picture of the famous baseball player; Ichiro.

I was disappointed that I read the energy wrong, however, the instructor praised me that I read the energy correctly about being Japanese and blue sky.

(2) the instructor showed us two pictures; one was the church in England and the other was the temple in Japan, and she put one picture in an envelope and had us to read the energy.

I felt the picture was the temple in japan, but the correct answer was the church in England.

Again, I was disappointed that I could not read the energy correctly. But this instructor is always polite and thoughtful. She quickly took notes of each student’s answers and praises everything that they are right about.

I really like this instructor. I can feel her sincere encouragement and respect to each student. I am blessed to have met this instructor through this mediumship school. I sincerely respect her and wish her best luck in everything she desires. Thank you to my instructor from my heart.

I received a letter from USCIS. The letter contains the receipt of my green card renew application fee and the information of the application case number. It says my application is under their review.

Next step will be:

They will schedule a biometric appointment for me to take my fingerprints, photograph, and signature at USCIS Application Support Center (ASC).

We just came back after the long hour drive from Navajoland last night. I slept very well.

Today’s dream: I was fighting with a huge pink snake and finally won the battle. I felt good. Then I woke up. I knew it was a good message.

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In the morning I had a diabetic eye exam appointment at the eye clinic. Last time I had this exam was four years ago in 2016. The optometrist dilated my eyes and inspected for damage caused by retinopathy. He assured my eyes are still totally clean and healthy. I was happy that I am doing fine with my eyes.

Today’s dream: I was at my parents’ house in Japan. I was with my late mom. I saw a new Buddhist memorial table inside the Buddhist altar. It was for my dad. Then I woke up.

I thought I experience one of my parallel world. There, my dad passed away before my mom, which was opposite from the reality where I am in right now. I miss my mom. I also miss my dad. I know I should call my dad often, but I am still feel scared of taking to him. I want to wait for my right timing to talk to him. I know it will come naturally.

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Today my family and I drove 410 miles to get back to our house.

I always appreciate to see our house being safe and protected when I come back home from trip. As always, I thank my family spirits to protect us and our house safe. It was a very progressive visit this time.

Today we built a floor framing for our new shed. My dad-in-law thought it would be a quick task for a couple of hours, but it actually took much longer than he thought. Although we worked all day till the evening, we finished only one third of the task.

At night my husband was shocked to see how old his parents got. I completely understand what he means. I went through the same thing to my parents. Every time when I visited my parents in Japan, I would cry after our visit. It was shocking to see them getting old. I know it is an aging process and it is a natural process for everybody. I am not an exception. I am too in the process of aging. I gradually started having grey hair.

Now that I fully notice of the aging process, I would like to live my remainder years and days to the fullest. I would like to keep appreciating everything that constantly supports me to being alive. I would like to enjoy every moment in this physical lifetime.