It was a hot day. The temperature went up to 23C (70F). I spent the daytime with a set of summer clothes of a T-shirt and a short pants in the middle of winter. This is the typical weather in Arizona and I am loving it.

My daughter and I went to the park and played with a ball. We had a good exercise under the strong sun. We enjoyed it very much.

At night I set up the zoom meeting with my new friend. We originally planned to chat for one hour or so, but we ended up chatting for more than five hours. I started chatting at 8 p.m., and noticed we were still in the middle of conversation after 1 a.m. It was so fun that we forgot about time completely.

It was very informative for me. I appreciate my friend to offer me her precious time and knowledge.

My daughter and I went to the dog local park. There we had an appointment with my friend to meet her dog. My friend has raised several dogs for many years and knows about dogs very well. My daughter has many questions about dogs that she wants to ask my friend. So my friend offered us time to get to know about dogs.

It was our first time to spend time at the dog park. We witnessed a lot. Some dog owners didn’t bring a bag to pick up after their dogs. But other people were brave enough to run to the dog owners and handed a bag with smile.

There were more than 10 dogs came and went. Some owners were friendly enough to greet us, and others were not. There was one dog who really liked my friend’s dog and harassed my friend’s dog. The owner saw the scenes many times but she never apologized about her dog nor scolded her dog.

Today’s experience at the dog park reminded me of the days when my daughter was still in the preschool. Very similar experiences. Some parents had good morals, while other parents had very bad morals. In any situation, it is critical to protect ourselves from these monster parents and monster dog owners.  

I woke up with dull headache. It was probably allergic reaction from pollen or weeds, or something. I had runny nose and was feeling sleepy and tired. My body temperature was normal of 36.5 C. I didn’t have any coughs.

I could get up from bed and prepared breakfast for my family. I didn’t eat breakfast as usual. By noon, I still didn’t have any appetite. I cooked curry and rice. In the evening I forced myself to eat some curry and rice. Within 30 minutes after ate, I had nausea and threw up everything I ate.

I went to bed around 4 p.m. I fell asleep right away. After the long hour sleep, I got well. I woke up feeling much better on next morning.

I guess I needed to have enough sleep hours so that I could have a deep discussion with my family spirits in the sleeping state.

Today I went to the local MVD to renew my driver’s license. Due to Covid-19, the MVD office takes appointment only and don’t allow any walk-in. It worked well for me as I didn’t need to wait in the lobby. Previous years the waiting time in the lobby was unbearable for everybody.

With the I-551 stamp in my passport, I had my driver’s license renewed for one year. Once my green card arrives, I will have to pay for another fee to renew.

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On the way back home, I stopped by at the grocery store. The store was lacking of plastic grocery bags. Instead, customers needed to pack the purchased items in a large paper bags. I wonder if this grocery store has been trying to completely switch from plastic bags to paper bags, as a part of saving the planet Earth project. If yes, I am willing to support their efforts.

Last night right before I fell asleep, I noticed one new email. Without thinking, I opened the email and read it. I regretted reading the email right before sleep, because the email made me stay up for a while. The email was from the Trance class instructor of Japanese mediumship school. It was a reply regarding my application request to enroll his Trance class for the upcoming spring semester. He rejected my enrollment. He said I am not ready for the class. I was shocked and felt uncomfortable. I didn’t get the reason.

I attended this class seven times so far. I did well most of the classes. Only once or twice, I could not fully focus, because of the computer’s technical error of echoing on Zoom and the unstable Internet connection. Other than that, I was never a nuisance for any other classmates. I kept my vibration high. I know I had been doing great. I don’t know the real reason why he rejected me to enroll the class this time. I thought I should leave this school. I already paid for the advanced mediumship class for spring semester. I know I cannot cancel nor I cannot ask for refund for cancellation of the class. There will be 10 classes in this semester. This class will be held by two instructors. The other female teacher is one of my favorite instructors. I still want to learn from this female teacher. I will take the advanced class that I already paid, but from next semester, I decided to leave this mediumship school from next semester. After I made up my mind, I felt relaxed. Then I fell asleep.

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A group of spirits visited me in my dream. I never saw this group of spirits. The mediumship school instructor was with the group of spirits. So, I guess these spirits work with the mediumship school instructor. They asked me not to leave the school. They said keep studying mediumship. The instructor stepped forward and apologized me for rejecting my class enrollment request. He said it was to protect me from psychic attack from someone who gets jealous of me. Somebody complained about me enrolling the class even though I am still a new student at the school. He encouraged me to keep studying mediumship at his school. He asked me to understand the real reason for his refusing. I told him I understood. I promised him to stay at his school and keep studying mediumship.

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I woke up this morning feeling comfortably. After coming back from walk, I noticed I had received a new email from the instructor. It was an invitation to his Mantra class. He added he would omit teaching Sanskrit alphabet in this semester. At the last class of the last semester, I told him I would not enroll the class because I don’t want to repeat learning from the beginning including the Sanskrit alphabet. So I decided to enroll this class.

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I still don’t know the real reason why the instructor rejected me for enrolling Trance class. I still feel uncomfortable about his decision, but I decided to let it go. I want to enjoy his future classes without any grudges. The true reason will be revealed by itself naturally as always.

Today’s dream: Somebody handed me a pair of keys. One was a gold key and the other was a silver key.

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I did the Hemi-Sync guided meditation. I asked my guide spirits about the purposes of my diabetes. I received the messages like this.

There are many reasons for my diabetes.

First reason is to pay off to my bad habits that I created in my earlier years. Such bad habits include hurting people verbally with my thoughtless statements. I used to have too much self confidence in my good health and didn’t take good care of my body. I used to intake lots of bad stuff in my body without thinking about my future years. I took it for granted all the love and kindness that I received from my family and friends.

Second reason is to discipline my mind. My soul is originally strong and loves facing challenges and overcoming them.

Third reason is to cleanse my physical body. I am supposed to perform great life missions in my later life. As the preparation for that, I needed my body to be purified and cleansed.

Fourth reason is to enjoy the reversing process. I will be able to fully reverse my diabetes in 10 years. With my own personal experiences, I can share my original methods on how to reverse diabetes.

Fifth reason is to lead my family. Thanks to my sickness, I have completely changed my life style, eating habits, and cooking and eating pattern. I have built good exercising habit. With my changing these, my family have been receiving benefits from me.

All in all my getting diabetes are nothing but blessings. I should enjoy the reversing process and later on, I should enjoy sharing my experiences with many people.     

Today’s dream: I was at the Okonomiyaki restaurant with my family and friends. We were all enjoying eating hot Okonomiyaki right off from the hot iron griddle. Then I woke up feeling refreshed. I know it is one of the great messaged dreams. The dream interpretation dictionary says the dreamer will have good luck in human relationships. With the better human relationships, things will go smoothly and the dreamer will reduce their stresses.

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In the morning we talked with our neighbor family. They were busy packing their stuff for moving out. This family is a single mother with four children. Since we have built good relationship with them, the mom told us the reasons why they all of a sudden decided to move out. She told us she found out she has a cancer. She already had a surgery twice and one more surgery is coming up in next month. Her mom in Missouri told her to come back to her hometown where she has her mom and three siblings living close to each other. Her mom already arranged a house next to her house available for her family. I had a tough time to hold my tears back. When she mentioned about her cancer, I sensed it is in the terminal stage. I sensed it would be our last to see her in this lifetime. I also sensed that she sensed the same way as I do. I am at least happy for her to have her mom and siblings who are willing to support her and her children. I sincerely wish all the best to her and her family. It was nice to have them as our nice neighbors for the past ten years.

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In the evening I received a phone call from my dad. It was a nice surprise, as I haven’t talked to him since last August. My dad wants to give my daughter Otoshidama of $400. Otoshidama is one of the Japanese traditions that adults give a New Year allowance to children. He said he cannot send it, so he asked me to give her on behalf of him. He said he would give it back to me when we see each other in next time.

I was glad that he contacted me. His voice sounded healthy and strong. Among all, we didn’t end up arguing this time. We ended our conversation peacefully.

Right after our conversation, my daughter told me my mom in spirit showed up, gesturing giving something to her. I told my daughter it was my mom’s idea to give Otoshidama from them. Once I said that, my mom was smiling and happy that I understood her message clearly. Thank you mom for remembering us and supporting us always. I really feel her much closer than ever.

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At night I watched the Japanese movie; 湯を沸かすほどの熱い愛 2016 (Her Love Boils Bathwater). This movie is about a mom who is diagnosed with terminal cancer. I shed lots of tears as I thought of my late mom. Toward the ending, the movie showed the main character in the hospital room suffering from pain. My mom passed away from the terminal cancer, but she chose to spend her last days in her own house. According to their house maids, my mom never wore a diaper. She walked to the bathroom by herself. On her last day, she had a normal life. She had dinner with my dad at the dinner table, had a bath, and went to the bedroom. While chatting with my dad, she quietly departed. She didn’t suffer from pain at the last moment. She planned on how she wanted to depart and made it happen perfectly. I admire my mom for all of these.

This morning’s dream: I was in Japan. I had my passport and was heading to the airport to go back to America. I was crossing a huge bridge. It started a fire behind me. I started running. The fire grew up bigger and bigger burning the part of the bridge I just passed. When I finally reached at the airport building, the fire completely burned the bridge. The burning fire was sparking red and beautiful. The scene was solemn and in awe. Then I woke up.

I thought the message from this dream is I should keep going forward. It seems to me that I cannot go back to Japan anymore. I know of course it is a metaphor. Now that my mom is not living in Japan anymore, I don’t have any more roots in Japan to pull me back. Now I consider America is my homeland. I live here with my precious family. My spiritual root is now tied to this land.

It is interesting to review my messages that I wrote down for this month in my calendar as follows.

January 2021: Pay attention to messages through dreams, Midas touch – Every project will turn out to gold. Lion – Have courage to proceed. Universe is big and generous enough to fulfill my desires.

Today we had the stimulus check of $1,800 deposited to our bank account. It was much earlier than we thought. I appreciate for this support.

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My family and I had a peaceful end of year. This year was an unforgettable year for me.

I started off visiting my parents at the end of January, and one month later my mom passed away at the beginning of March. I had a wonderful surprise birthday wish from my late mom on my birthday. In June, I started attending classes at the Japanese mediumship school. At the end of July, my husband was laid off. In August my husband and I were granted a piece of land on Navajoland. In September and October we often went back to Navajoland and started building a foundation of our shed on our homesite. At the end of October, my mom-in-law got sick and hospitalized for 11 days. In November my husband received had spent busy days dealing with a job interview from several companies at the same time. In the middle of December, my husband was hired.

Even though it was a tough year for me, I have been blessed in many ways in return. In my personal opinion, this year was beneficial for me of my spiritual growth.