Changing plan 6/3/2020

In my dream of this morning, I had a train ticket. I had a certain destination in my mind and was planning to leave for there. On my way, I run into a group of some people. I liked them immediately. As a matter of fact, I felt comfortable in spending time with them. We thought we had many things that we should share to each other. They invited me to go to a different destination with them. It was an unexpected change plan, but I happily changed my original plan and decided to go with them.

Then I woke up.

Maybe, my dream reflected my plan of studying Mediumship. I feel my family spirits are happily supporting my decision.

Mediumship school 6/2/2020

Recently I have been reading the following books written by Mr. Jikan Kaido (開堂 慈寛). I am interested in learning at his school.

「自分でできる霊性開花」

「霊媒(ミディアム)神秘修行 イギリスへ」

「スピリチュアル アウェアネス: 霊性開花のテキスト」

「虹の架け橋(第一巻): 開堂慈寛のトランス・トークとサーモン集」

「自分でできるヒーリング」

「光の玉手箱 (第一巻): 心が折れそうになったときに読む本」

「自分でできるヒーリング エッセンシャル版」

「スピリット・コミュニケーション(第一巻): 霊界通信の実態が今、明らかに」

Introducing our house plants 6/1/2020

I have six house plants. My daughter and I decided to give them a name, so that they can feel even more comfortable with staying with us as our family members.

Golden Pothos – “Grandpa Pothos”

China Doll — “Mofumofu”

Cuctus with a red flower — “Yuuki”

Bamboo small — “Kakera”

Bamboo big — “Anzen”

Money tree – “Kirakira”

Grandpa Pothos has been the longest one. I bought him while I was pregnant with my daughter. I am glad all of them look healthy and happy. I hope they will like their new names.

Statewide Declaration of Emergency 5/31/2020

Due to riots after George Floyd’s death on May 25, 2020, our state governor has issued a statewide curfew during night from 8 p.m. to 5 a.m. It will start today May 31st and end on June 8th.

I understand people’s anger about racism, but I don’t understand some of unnecessary actions such as burning police stations and breaking stores’ glass windows of shopping mall. Some people joined this movement just to express their stress and anger. Some of their stress and anger might come from Covid-19.

I personally don’t like to fight with radical protest activities. It might include to hurt innocent citizens who just happen to be there. The tax payers like us will need to pay for the repair of the public buildings that the activists burned. I hope people will find other peaceful ways to collect wrong traditions.    

The local retail stores such as Walmart closes at 5 pm due to the statewide curfew order for this one week. I doubt all the stores will cover the workers’ pay for the missing working hours. I feel sorry for the workers who fully depend on the work hours. I hope everything will get back to normal soon so that we can fully enjoy our life as we used to.

Dream of Avocado tree 5/30/2020

I woke up at 5:54 a.m. I am loving that I woke up naturally before 6 a.m. I thanked my family spirits for their support. I quickly got ready and left for a morning jogging.

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My dream of this morning was great.

My retreat center had been already operation. I was a popular teacher. I had 20 students visiting our retreat tour. It was one week retreat tour where the students can experience spiritual healing, reading, and empowering. My brother was there with me and my family. He was one of our staff members supporting our students. Right next to our front entrance of the building, there was a huge tree. It was an avocado tree. I cut one avocado. It was ripe and ready to be eaten. We all were happy to harvest avocados from the tree. We were excited to cook them and share them together.

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This dream shows good luck in health and career. I hope this dream will become one of my dejavu dreams.

Morning jogging 5/29/2020

Last night I was thinking about my wish to change my recent daily life pattern. So, I asked my family sprits to wake me up before 6 am. I don’t like to wake up with an alarm clock sound. I like waking up naturally.

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My request was indeed heard. This morning I woke up naturally at 5:54 a.m. I went for a morning jogging and started a day as I planned. It was just a tiny change, but I loved it.

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I woke up feeling refreshed and calm. In this morning’s dream I was with my daughter. We were hanging the laundry clothes. I was feeling calm, and for some reasons, I was feeling happy.

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The dream interpretation dictionary says this dream implies that I have built a new and good human relationship or I have finished the chores. It also means good luck in fortune and job. It encourages me to actively take any necessary actions. Everything is going well.

Excessive heat wave warning 5/28/2020

This morning my daughter had a dream that we would have heavy rain this evening.

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Since this past Sunday, it has been getting very hot. Arizona’s summer has been here.

The weather news has published an excessive heat wave warning to the people in southern Arizona. The duration has set from this Thursday noon and ending the evening of Saturday.

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In the evening I noticed my daughter’s dream was a deja vu. We had rain in the evening. I was so happy to have this blessing. Our plants in the garden were so happy to have the unexpected gift from sky.

Family’s responsibility 5/27/2020

I was chatting with one of my neighbor friends. I like her kind personality. She has a kind and nice heart.

In her apartment complex, she has one male friend. They have been friends for more than 10 years. Some years ago, the male friend started acting weird. Sometimes the man walked around without thinking, ended up being lost in the neighborhood area. Other times the man didn’t recognize her as his friend. She suggested him to go see his doctor. He was diagnosed as dementia one year ago. Since then, he has taken several pills to slow down the dementia process.

His aging and dementia processes have gotten worse in a high speed. He is qualified to be accepted in a nursing home, but unfortunately he is one of the patients whose names are in a long waiting list.

Nowadays he was sent to the emergency room several times. He was very close to cause a fire in this apartment room because he forgets after he turns on the gas stove.

He has one daughter in another state. Even though they talk on the phone every week, the daughter never comes to pick him up to her house.

Nobody is actually taking care of him. So, my friend takes lots of responsibilities to support her friend. She obtained a power of attorney for providing him medical pills. She gives him a ride to his regular appointment at the clinic. She brings food to his room every day.

It was a shocking story that she shared with me. I guess she has been stressed out for her burden. She thanked me after I listened to her.

After I came back home, I could not stop pondering about my dad. I cannot take him to my house in America. I cannot go back to Japan to take care of him, as I have my family here in America.

Taking care of old parents is a challenging task for everybody. I think every family has their own unique reasons and situations for not being able to take care of their old parents. I just sincerely pray and hope every single person will go through their path with blessings from somebody.   

Gap in people’s reaction 5/26/2020

This morning I drove to the local post office. I was surprised to see many vehicles driving on the road even in our local area in the early morning of regular weekday. The gas prices of this Sunday was $1.99 per gallon, but today’s price was $2.05 per gallon. I saw many customers and even workers in the gas station store without a facial mask. My observations showed that things are gradually coming back to normal.

At the post office though, their time seemed to be still stopped at the middle of Covid-19. The worker was wearing a glove and a facial mask, and being protected by double layers of screens.

There is a gap between people’s reaction to Covid-19. Some people think it is already back to normal, while others are still very cautious. I am one of the latter group. I still want to be cautious and observative for what will happen next.  

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This morning’s dream, I submitted a divorce document. I felt good about it.

Then I woke up.

I already knew this dream implied some good luck because in the real life my husband and I have been living lovingly and peacefully. The internet dream interpretation sites say it the dreamer will take a new step to change his/her life and the step will bring good luck.

Final day of school year of 2019-2020 5/26/2020

My daughter’s school teacher asked all the students to come to school to pick up their belongings. She announced that today would be the last day of the school year of 2019-2020.

I concerned how many students and parents would gather up at once at school. I prepared for a facial mask for my daughter and myself. I decided if I see a whole bunch of vehicles parked in the parking lot and a whole bunch of students in the school building, I would turn back home and come back on some other day for our safety.

When I got there, I noticed I didn’t need to worry. The school teachers took a wiser option for us.

They set the different time and date for each grade students so as to avoid many people’s gathering at once. Today’s certain time and date was reserved for only my daughter’s grade. There were a grocery bags tied onto the fence outside of the school office. The two teachers were sitting apart on the bench waiting for their students to pick up their belongings.

My daughter’s teacher greeted us. She gave us a small update regarding the teachers for upcoming school year. As of today, the school assigned one teacher for my daughter’s new grade. I know the teacher. She was a female teacher. Very old one, maybe in her 70s. She is friendly and nice to parents, but I have heard lots of honest feedbacks about this teacher from other students including my daughter. Based on the honest kids’ feedback, she would not be a good teacher for my daughter.

It might be one of the signs that my daughter’s guide angels are giving me, that she should take the option of a homeschooling for upcoming school year.