Same as yesterday, my in-laws and my family spent all day together. We went to flea market and zoo.

At the flea market, my in-law gave me a small gift pack that she just bought there. It was a small pouch and a mouse pad. I was happy to know that she was thinking of me even when she was walking around the flea market.

It is our routine to go the zoo whenever we visit Navajoland. This time, my in-laws joined us to go to the zoo. I was surprised because it was very first time for them to go there. We always invited them to go together, but they would always gentry turn it down before.

My in-law shared about her recent sickness. She has been suffering from chronic disease and taken the pills. The symptom has not gotten well for her and she has been feeling depressed. While she was talking about it she started sobbing. I totally understand how she feels, as I have been experiencing the similar thing with diabetes.

With this talk, my in-law and I got closer than before mentally. I am glad we had this opportunity to get to know her more than before.  

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Last night while I was in bed, I could not feel relaxed for some reason. And this morning too, I woke up with being restless.

After I woke up and looked around, the mystery was solved. It was due to the color of the pillow case and bed sheets.

We arrived at Navajoland last night. We are staying in the guest room at my parents-in-law’s house.

The bed was decorated with red color. Both of the pillow case and the sheets were bright red. The color of red is good for motivating and excitement, but not good for relaxing.

As a countermeasure, I covered the pillow case with a gentle light blue towel. Hopefully I will be able to sleep relaxed from tonight for two more nights while staying here.

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After breakfast my in-laws and my family went to the Navajo home site office. Back in April 15th 2017, we applied for our future home site on Navajoland.

According to my in-laws, the procedure has been going forward, even though it takes each step very slowly. It has been more than two years passed so far. We are still waiting for the last step in the procedure.

A couple of months ago my in-law went to the office and asked for the status. The office people said they could not answer any of his questions because he is not the applicant. The office people said we, the applicants, are the ones who need to go to the office and ask for the updates.

That was why we decided to show up and ask for the updates at the homesite office by ourselves.

The office worker said the procedure was stopped because they changed the application form.

I personally thought it was ridiculous.

We submitted the application form in April 2017. They accepted the form at that time. They never informed us about the change of application form, until we showed up today. The application form included our phone numbers. They could have just given us a notice call before they put our procedure on hold.

We didn’t say anything to them, though. We just signed their new application form.

According to them, our procedure needs one more step. It is almost done.

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Today was the last day of the school for my daughter. The school had an early release at 12:30 pm. On the last day of the school, the students usually have a fun time with their classmates and teachers.

In the afternoon, after my daughter got off from school, we left for Navajoland.

The traffic was not busy as we expected. Everything went smoothly. We had a comfortable driving trip.

We arrived there around 10 pm in their time. They are one hour ahead of us during summer time.

This year even though it is already toward the end of May, the temperature is not high as the previous years.

Today we had 78 Fahrenheit (25 Centigrade) in our area. We were wearing summer clothing.

During the drive as we got close to Navajoland, my daughter kept asking me if any window was open. The windows were tightly closed. The cold air came in because the temperature of outside was dropped to 42 Fahrenheit (5 Centigrade).

I am always amazed how different the climate is between our area and Navajoland even though we are within the same state.

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My family and I have been missing our Navajo parents and the land so much. Our last visit was in July of last year. It has almost one year for us to visit there. We decided to visit Navajoland departing tomorrow.

My daughter got off from school earlier than usual. She helped me to prepare and packing for the trip.

My mother-in-law told us to bring winter clothes, as it is cold over there. We added some extra long-sleeved shirts and thick jackets in our bags.

Just thinking of Navajoland made me feel light. I look forward to visiting there.

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I had my 8th treatment with my first acupuncturist. I had a treatment 7 times with my second acupuncturist.

While I was writing this, I was a bit surprised at the number of my acupuncture treatments. It’s 15 times already. Also, it has been one year. I had my first acupuncture treatment on May 2018.

As usual we started having a small conversation. I mentioned to my acupuncturist about my three improvements. One is to have kept 2 weeks food diary and submitted it to the macrobiotic online course instructor. I am waiting for her reply. Second is to have submitted my hair sample to a lab for a food allergy test. For this case too, I am waiting for their reply. Third is to have started taking an EPA supplement with the hope of improvement in my triglyceride level. I started taking it since May 9th; it has been two weeks so far.

According to my acupuncturist’s diagnose of my tongue and pulse, my spleen still needs to be healed. My other organs, such as my heart and liver, along with other emotional signs, such as stress and sadness, got all improved than last year.

My acupuncturist mentioned about the 7-years-cycle. Because I am 49 years old, I am right in the middle of transition from the current cycle to a new cycle. She said I would go through many changes in body, mind, and spirit.

I am ready to proceed to a new cycle.  

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This morning when I opened the entrance door to leave for the school bus stop, a cold blast of wind hit my body. My daughter and I quickly went back home and grabbed our winter jackets.

I thought about recent weather.

The month of May is considered as the middle of summer in my area. In previous years we had extreme hot days in this month. However, this year is different. We still have cold days from time to time this month.

The school is almost over and enters to a long summer break. Next weekend our local city is planning to open the public swimming pool. If this winter weather continues, nobody will be able to enjoy the outdoor swimming pool.

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It has been two weeks since I promised with the macrobiotic online class instructor about my food diary.

I asked my family spirits for support and sent appreciation energy to the instructor, and then, emailed my food diary to the instructor.

I appreciate the instructor for offering me this opportunity. If it was not for her, I would not be able to continue keeping my food diary. It was actually a great opportunity to keep record of what I have eaten. I am now aware of my eating pattern.

I look forward to hearing from her about her comments and suggestions.

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This morning’s dream was something I wanted to keep record.

I was in the near future somewhere in the planet Earth.

There were no human beings. The only option for us, spirits, to reincarnate to the planet Earth was to have a body of an A.I.

They showed me a quick history on how it happened.

In the near future, for 20-30 years duration from now on, the development of an A.I. body had been accelerating. When some trouble such as sickness or aging happens in a human body, humans had started replacing their old sick human body to that of an A.I.

In the beginning it was available only for rich people, but gradually the price had been dropping so that even middle-class people could afford to pay.

The idea of lifetime was changed. We as a soul can decide exactly how many years we want to stay. It was much easier procedure than now for us to stop the life in the planet Earth and go back to our spiritual hometown. We can freely and easily change our appearance by buying a new body part and replace it.

I like this idea. This gives us a stronger free-will system than the current system.

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Our local town had a town wide yard sale. They distributed a map with house numbers where they are having a yard sale.

I didn’t have anything in my mind that I wanted to buy at yard sale, but my daughter wanted to take a look of them. It took us about one hour to walk around and chat with people. It turned out to be a nice walk meeting and chatting with our neighbors even though we didn’t buy anything.

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I thought back of my earlier years in America.

For the first several years of my life in America, my husband and I used to go and buy things at yard sale. Because we started off poor, we needed to buy the used items with low prices.

Gradually I started noticing I feel comfortable with a new item or an item I make myself. I then realized by my skin that everything has its vibration. That was when I completely stopped buying anything at yard sale. I even stopped receiving any used items or clothes from people whom I hardly know.

To me it is a great improvement in my life to be surrounded by only items of my favorite vibrations.   

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I received an email from the lab company in England. It was a confirmation email that they have received my hair sample for a food allergy test. The email says it will take about 10 business days for them to send me the test result.

This company has many good reviews and bad reviews. The good reviewers mention about this company’s test results being very helpful and informational. The bad reviews on the other hand mention about this company’s slow process. It takes average of more than one month for them to send the test result back to the customer.

It is true. I sent my hair sample on April 30th and received their receipt email today. So it has taken them 18 days for the first step. And I will need to be more patient for another 10 more days. It is sure a long process.

But I can be patient.

I look forward to the test result. I hope it will give me more insights for healing my body.

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My mom visited me in my dream.

She was wearing a red jacket. She had a big smiling on her face, just like an innocent child.

She started riding an off-road motorbike in the public road. She enjoyed wheeling the motorbike. She had succeeded doing it several times. She looked very happy and cheerful.

On the next second however, while she was wheeling the motorbike, all of a sudden she lost her conscious.

I was standing at the shoulder of the road and watching everything.

I quickly went to her. I grabbed her in my left arm and carried her body over my left shoulder.

On the right arm, I grabbed her motorbike.

With holding my mom on my left and the motorbike on my right, I started walking. I didn’t know where I was heading.

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Then I woke up.

I felt sad.

In the real life, I don’t have such a powerful body to carry my mom and her belonging altogether.

I pondered what I could do to support my mom in the real life.     

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