This morning the first email I read was the thank-you letter from my life-long friend.

She said she thought of me and wanted to say thank-you to me, at the very moment of transitioning from the old era to the upcoming new era.

On May 1st 2019, the current Japanese Emperor’s son is expected to ascend to the throne as the 126th Emperor of Japan. Our new era Reiwa (令和) is about to start.

My friend and I met and became friends when we were 11 years old. She has known about me the best of anybody else. Especially for the recent 30 years, which was during the current Heisei Era, we had gone through lots of life transitions. We both have observed each other’s life changing events.

We both feel in awe about our long term friendship.

Even though we live far away physically, we always feel each other very close mentally.

I really appreciate her to be my life-long friend.   

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In the morning I ate healthy breakfast of as brown rice and miso soup along with some vegetables.

For lunch I had a bowl of corn flake cereal and mixed nuts.

One hour after lunch, I started suffering from a severe headache.

I checked my glucose level. It was surprisingly high; it was 277.

In order to lower my blood sugar level, I walked for 15 minutes on the treadmill and did a 10-minutes muscle training.

By the time when finished the short exercise, my headache was gone.

I checked my glucose level again. It was lowered to 94.

So, I guess either a corn flake cereal or mixed nuts is not good for my body.

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PS: After I received the result of an allergy test on June 3rd, I learned I am allergic to a corn flake cereal and a cashew nut. I started avoiding consuming these foods since then. My small mystery was solved.

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This morning I was having a breakfast with my friend. My dining table is set next to the three glass windows. While eating, the scenery of outside naturally came into my vision.

The man who lives across our house was with his neighbor. It was a pretty common scenery for me because they are best buddies visiting each other every day.

However today was different from usual.

All of a sudden, the two men started arguing in their loud voice. Their quarrel developed into a scuffle. One man was pushed down to the ground, and the other man sat astride of the man, punching his face.

My friend and I were astonished by the scenery. I had not seen any actual fighting by adult men for a long time.

I didn’t know what the cause for them to have a punching fight was. I didn’t want to go out and get involved in their fight. I shut the window blind so that I didn’t need to see them fighting.

After 10 minutes or so, they stopped cussing each other. It got back to quiet.

When I opened the window blind, both men were gone. Probably they went back to their own house.

I got relieved.

But on next moment, I was astonished again with other scenery.

There were two birds fighting in front of our house. They kept violently hitting each other by their bodies.

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I thought to myself.

It’s got to be a message for me by witnessing these two fights in such a short time.

I got an inspiration right away sent from my family spirits.

These two different fights made me realize of my anger toward my friend. I had been irritated by her for these days. Because I didn’t want to argue with her, I did my best on not argue with her. Every time I had an anger feeling to her, I swallowed my emotion.

I interpreted like this.

To me, witnessing these two fights is reflecting my inner feeling. It worked as a mirror. I needed to admit my anger, instead of swallowing it all the time.

I think it was teaching me to find an alternative way to discuss about my feeling to her peacefully, not by a fist fight.

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Recently I have been wishing to cook with fire.

Our current house has an electric cooking stove. Since we are renting it, we cannot change the complete cooking stove set to a gas stove. As a countermeasure, my husband and I started thinking about buying a portable butane stove burner.

We went to a store and found one with the reasonable price. On the moment, my husband remembered he has the same one at home. Several years ago one of his coworkers gave it to him and he completely forgot about it.

We quickly went back home. My husband took the portable butane stove burner out to the kitchen.

This portable stove was actually almost new, since his coworker used it only once, while he was in the business trip. The portable butane stove worked great. The gas power was much stronger than I thought.

As a starter, we warmed the leftover soup with gas fire. All of us had the soup. It tasted much better than warming up by electric stove.

In the evening I cooked brown rice with a stovetop pot with gas fire. The brown rice was cooked perfectly. It turned out soft and juicy.

I am so happy that I can cook with gas fire from now on. I feel good that the god of fire will be one of my strongest healers for my body and my family’s.

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I woke up much better than yesterday. Although I still had my stomach pain, I could walk around and do lots of chores around the house.

While I was walking around, all of a sudden one idea popped up in my head. The idea was to take a food allergy test. I am pretty sure my family spirits sent me the idea.

As soon as I started researching about a food allergy test, I was guided to one website. They offer a food allergy test. I had a good feeling about the test.

The procedure is simple.

As soon as I purchased the test online, they sent me the instruction. They need 3-5 strands of hair. The hair can be anywhere from my body. I can pull it out or cut it. They recommend a hair with root, for a better analysis. I am instructed to send the sample hair and the necessary information to Texas via US postage. From there, they will forward our sample hair to their lab in UK. I should receive the test result via email. They said it will take around 21 days .

I look forward to hearing from them. I hope the test report will provide me some helpful information so that I won’t need to vomit or get sick anymore.

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For your information. The local walk-in lab also offers an allergy test. It is done via a blood test. They will decide if a patient has allergic reaction to cats’ hair or some other plants. I don’t think it is helpful for me. I cannot avoid the specific plants and pet’s hair. They are everywhere anyway. I need to know what type of food I am allergic or sensitive so that I can prevent them as my option.

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I woke up with dull tummy ache.

Still I could prepare breakfast for my family and myself. I didn’t have appetite, but I forced myself eating some soup and crackers. I ate a very little amount. In every minute of the morning, the pain had become stronger and stronger.

I somehow could escort my daughter to the school bus stop. While we were waiting for the bus, my tummy ache reached to the limit that I could somewhat keep standing.

I honestly don’t remember how I could walk back home with the extreme pain. I could not hold my body upright. I walked back home in an almost-crawling posture.

As soon as I arrived at home, I went straight to the bathroom. I vomited a lot. Then it followed by having a diarrhea.

I felt extreme thirsty. It was uncomfortable feeling. Every time I had a sip of water, I needed to go to bathroom and vomited. I didn’t have much left in my stomach. Every time I vomited nothing but clear water.

With the pain, I lay down on bed. I dozed on and off.

I worried about my family.

If my daughter feels sick, I should get a phone call from school. I didn’t receive any phone calls from school. That means my daughter is doing fine at school.

I texted my husband and asked if he felt fine. He quickly replied back to me saying he was totally fine.

So, it was only me who got food poisoning. Taking the fact that my family and I eat the same food into consideration, my getting sick should be detoxing.

The idea made sense to me.

I just had an acupuncture treatment from my first acupuncturist. I almost forgot her treatment is powerful. I recall my very first treatment from her. It was May 2018. On the day and the following day of my first treatment, I got sick and stayed in bed all day long. I believe this is the same. Since I hadn’t had her treatment for six months, my body was reset and took her treatment as something new. So, I am having a detoxing process, and it was triggered by my first acupuncturist.

I asked my husband to take care of our daughter for me. He left his work earlier than usual, picked our daughter up at the school, and prepared dinner for her. I really appreciate my husband to support me for those.

I hope I will get well by tomorrow morning. I don’t like being sick and staying in bed all day long.  

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Since my recent lab test result was not great, I needed something for my healing modality.

I asked my family spirits what to do now. My family spirits gave me a clear answer. I instantly had a clear vision of my first acupuncturist in my mind. She was gently smiling at me in the vision. When I thought of having an acupuncture treatment from her, I already had a good feeling.

Right after having the vision, I called my first acupuncturist and made an appointment.

Today was the day for the acupuncture treatment from my first acupuncturist.

I haven’t seen her for six months. My last treatment from her was in September 2018.

The reason why I stopped seeing her was not anything personal, rather, practical. Firstly, my body got used to her treatment and stopped making any improvements. Secondly, my lab test result was good in September and I thought I could stop the treatment. Thirdly, I wanted to have a second opinion and a different acupuncture treatment from somebody new. And lastly, I found somebody who offers slightly lower fee.

Same thing goes to my second acupuncturist. I don’t have any complaints about her neither.

When I thought of the necessity of choosing only one acupuncturist, I felt my family spirits telling me something. I focused on their chatting. I felt having two would be even better than choosing only one. So, I guess this was the advice from my family spirits. It makes sense to me. Their treatments are totally different anyway. I decided to have an acupuncture treatment from these two acupuncturists in turns from now on.

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For today’s session, my first acupuncturist did something new. Her new modality was to work on my back accompanied with a short session of tuina massage. She worked on my front body on my previous six sessions.

I had stopped taking Chinese herbal teas prescribed from her for these six months. I purchased them again and started taking them. One is called 六味地黄丸, which is for diabetes, and the other is called 降脂飲, which is for lowering cholesterol.

I am already feeling positive to resume her acupuncture session.

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One of my neighbors moved out last weekend. This family consisted of a man who is probably around my husband’s age, and his wife and the wife’s daughter (his step daughter). The daughter and my daughter went to the same school so that we would see each other at the school bus stop every day. We would always greet each other. The teenage girl was very nice to my daughter and I liked her.

For past couple of months, whenever I passed by their house, I often heard their arguing voices from inside their house. Sometimes they argued in front of the entrance door or even in the backyard. Pretty much everywhere.

After these huge arguments they decided to separate, I guess. The mom and the daughter moved out.

I felt sad for them. They seemed to be a nice family.

I have witnessed many families moved in and out in this area. I might have to say, it might be common throughout America. People freely move their residence.

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This afternoon I heard another neighbor of mine would move out. The husband is an active military and he was assigned to South Korea. The whole family decided to move there together. Their moving day is set at the beginning of next month; May.

This family has two young children. They are still 9 years old and 10 years old. They were born in Texas, and moved to Maryland and lived there for one year. After that, the family moved to South Korea and had lived there for three years, then moved this area last year. Now they are heading back to South Korea for some more years. It would be tough for the young children to keep moving to a new place.

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I sometimes think about my family. If my husband had stayed in the military, we would have gone thorough lots of moving, just like them. I am glad I had supported my husband during the transition from the military to the civilian. Now that he has a good job and we can stay at the same comfortable place together.

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This morning my daughter went to school.

The school originally scheduled to be closed today as a spring break to observe Easter Sunday, but the authority changed today as a regular school day. In this February, the school had to shut down one day due to a winter storm. So today was the make-up day of the shut-down day.

I heard there were many booing from students about that.

I guess there are many parents yay-ing secretly for the authority’s decision, to have today as a regular school day. I am one of them.

Anyways, my daughter’s class had the final state test today.

I am glad the tests are all done for them. The summer break is just around the corner.

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It was Easter Sunday. My husband and daughter went to the stores and restaurants in town to get some items. One of the shopping lists were based on my requests; the sandwiches from the restaurant. I was left behind at home, looking forward to having their sandwich. But my small request was not accommodated. The restaurant was closed. Many other restaurants and stores also were closed to observe Easter. It is probably common sense to Americans, but I did not know about that.  

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In the evening while we went for a walk, we saw a shocking scenery on the street. There were more than a dozen of raw eggs broken on the street. I could tell it didn’t happen accidentally. Somebody threw them and broke them for fun.

It was a real heartbreaking event. I don’t know if it is a common procedure for Easter Sunday or not. I hope it is not common.

I feel sorry for the eggs to have been treated such badly. They are precious lives, not toys for humans.

I hope somebody who did this would know the pain from these eggs. I hope they will stop doing this anymore.

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