Recently we have spent our weekends and evening time on cleaning up / organizing the things in our garage. Our garage is wide enough to store two cars. Since we have so many staff stored in the garage, we can store only one car at this moment.

We still have lots of things left to clean up in order to store two cars in the garage. We are getting there. Eventually, and hopefully someday soon the day will come.

On next weakened, we are planning to remake our crib to an art craft desk. We bought a brand new crib for my daughter, but she seldom used it. We tried to sell it to somebody who needs it. We even tried to give it away, but we could not find anybody who wanted it. All the materials are still in good shape. Instead of trashing it, we decided to remake it to something useful. I hope we will be able to finely remake it to a desk.

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This year of 2018 is my 10th year living in America. I need to renew my driver’s license and passport.

Renewing driver’s license is not difficult.

Renewing passport, on the other hand, will be troublesome. I will have to go either Los Angeles CA or Tempe AZ. Going to Los Angeles is not my option. It will cost too much for an airplane tickets for three of us as a starter. For another option going to Tempe is not that easy for me neither. I will need to go there twice in a separate day. Just thinking about driving around Phoenix area gives me headache. Or, the last option is going back to Japan and apply there.

Then, two years from now, my green card will need to be renewed. At that moment, I will need to choose only one option on either renewing the green card or applying to be American citizen.

Nowadays for several days straight, while I am taking a walk, I have been thinking about it. Sometimes renewing the green card comes strong while other times applying to be American citizen comes strong.

To choose the nationality is a huge decision for me. I want to take my time to choose the right answer for me.

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Today I attended the science club activity with my daughter. The instructor taught about the fluorescence with using potato starch. Every time they showed something different. I am sure all of the participants are enjoying every class. I am happy for my daughter to have such a great learning opportunity.  

At the ending of the club activity, they did a small game. While everybody closed their eyes, the instructor put a different colored sticker on their forehead. Then they opened their eyes. They were not allowed to talk, but had to communicate somehow to gather the groups by the same colored sticker. One older boy nicely took a lead. He used his gesture pointing one child and the other child who had the same color sticker and made the first group. Other children quickly understood him and followed his lead. Within a minute or so, all the children were nicely gathered by three groups based on the sticker color.

Now, I felt embarrassed to say this. I shed tears by watching this. It was so beautiful for everybody worked together. I was touched.

Deep inside, this is what I really want to see in the daily life. It will be wonderful to see people here and there to work together or support one another.    

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This morning my daughter woke up with dull headache and took day off from school again. I too felt sick. We spent most of the morning in bed sleeping.

After we woke up after four hours’ nap, our dull headache was almost gone.

In the afternoon we cherished our time together. I read my daughter some Japanese books. It was peaceful time.

It reminded me of the days while my daughter was still a new born baby. She spent most of the days sleeping. I too needed much rest as she did, so we often slept together. Even though we bought a brand new crib for my daughter, she hated to sleep alone in the crib. I usually slept with her together in my big bed cuddling with her.

Cuddling with my daughter was my best reward ever. I feel I am in the safest and most peaceful place. I know my daughter feel the same way as I do.

Today my daughter told me she still somewhat remembered while she was in my tummy. She remembers she was in the warm water. She said it was just the right temperature just like my skin temperature. It was not too hot nor too cold. While she was in my tummy, she did her best not to elbow or kick me. While she was in my tummy, she never kicked or hit me suddenly. She was gentle all the time even before she was born.

I really appreciate my daughter for choosing me as her mom in this lifetime. I love every single aspect of her.

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Finally my sinus infection is calming down. I could sleep well last night. In today’s dream, I was outside of the planet Earth. I was with my family spirits. We were watching the planet Earth.

From outside, when I saw it without any emotion or feeling, it was just an object, just one part of scenery. However, when I started seeing it with passion and unconditional love to humans, it was not just a scenery anymore. It turned to be full of lively and active experiences. Every experience is a precious learning material. When I focused on one particular person, I could see the environment through the person’s perspective.

It was interesting to see things from one particular person. I did this randomly to a person to a person.

At one moment, I was seeing the environment through one young woman. She was a nurse working at the hospital. One patient was brought in to the emergent room. She was stubbed by a sharp object on her abdomen by accident. I looked at the patient. She already crossed the border to the death world by accident. These were not supposed to happen. I looked at her life gauge. She was not supposed to come back to the spirit world yet. She had still a bunch of stuff she planned to experience in this lifetime.

With her family spirits, we worked together to pull little bit time back, so that she could come back to her life again. It was a simple action. We turned five minutes back and rewrote it for her. So, we deleted her getting subbed experience. Although it was easy for us (spirits) to rewrite the small fact, there was a witness. As I mentioned earlier, I was observing things through one nurse’s perspective. She witnessed the patient was brought in as dead, then, on the next second, she was alive without any stubbed part. As we rewrote the fact of being stubbed, the patient’s abdomen was totally normal. The nurse could not believe what she witnessed. She called it miracle.

Technically speaking, as a spirit’s perspective, it is not miracle. Everything is possible. When something happened by accident or mistake, spirits can fix it.

So, my dear friends, rest assured. Nothing is supposed to happen by mistake. In case it happens, spirits can quickly fix it.

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This morning my brother visited me in my dream. We sat down alone at the dinner table and talked. I expressed my feeling to him. I felt sad that we haven’t contacted each other for these past nine years. He shed lots of tears nodding to me. Through this conversation, our grudge melted down.

In real life, we probably won’t have this type of honest conversation. That is fine with me. Nowadays I started realizing the real life and the dream world are strongly connected and linked.

I like my spiritual gift. It is to see things in my dreams. Most people don’t understand my gift.

I was like that since I was very small. I see things in my dreams beforehand. I sometimes knew what would happen next. I knew people’s true honest feeling regardless of their fake face expression.

I feel I am lucky right now. When I was small, I wanted to express my dream every morning. but I didn’t have any audience.  I don’t have any at this moment, but at least, I can write it here in my article. My daughter and my future descendants might think it interesting, especially when they have the same spiritual gift as I do. Until then, I keep writing.

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Two weeks ago, my husband got sick and spend most of weekend in bed. The following week, my daughter got sick. She took day off from school and stayed in bed most of week. Those days I was totally fine taking care of my family. Then, after my family got well, it was my turn. I got hit by sinus infection and stayed in bed most of this past week.

I tried all possible home remedies. Starting from homeopathy remedies, ginger, garlic, herbal tea, essential oil, steam therapy, to a long bath.

The first three days were tough. My eyes hurt. My head hurt. My nose hurt. I didn’t have any appetite. All I could do is to sleep.

I think that is why I had a variety of dreams these days. I guess it is okay for us once in a while to enjoy nothing but sleeping. That way, we can rest up and balance out body, mind, and spirit while sleeping.  

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This morning I meditated and prayed all the good things about my family, as my daily routine. Right after I sent a good prayer about my Japanese parents to Universe, I felt I should check my email box. I opened my email box on the computer. I didn’t have any new emails. Then, on the next moment, I got a new email. It was from my mom.

I quickly opened the email. My mom does not write a long message. Her message is always one sentence. Or sometimes, even only one or two words. She sends a text message through her cell phone. She told me she is not good at typing on the cell phone.

As always, today’s her email was very simple. It says “call me tomorrow.”

It is a bit scary, right? I didn’t want to wait until tomorrow. I called her right away.

She answered the phone right away. Before the first ringing sound ended, she picked up the phone. She knew it was from me. She told me “happy birthday”. My birthday was not today, and of course, my mom remembers it. She wanted to ask me about the birthday gift. Since she cannot communicate well through email typing, she decided to ask me directly.

It was very nice to know we both are thinking about each other at the same time. Thoughts are sent right away.

Sending good thoughts and prayer to your loved ones is that easy. It does not matter of time or physical distance.   

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This morning in my dream, I was busy planting. The ingesting thing was what I was planting. I was not planting seeds. Instead, I was planting young trees. The young trees were the height of my waist line. If the tree was a human, it was like the age of 5; kindergartener’s age. I was in the middle of the huge field.

Back of me, there were countless of young trees that I planted. They were healthy and growing day by day.

Before me, there was a huge empty field. The dirt was healthy. The dirt was brown. It had just right amount of moistened water.

Right before I left from my dream state, I asked my family spirits the message. It was like this.

“Don’t worry about the past. Don’t worry about the future. I am just right as I am. Trust what I had planted. Trust what I am going to plant. All is good.”

Then my conscious came back to my physical body.

I still vividly remember the color of green in young trees back of me and the color of brown in the fresh dirt before me. I still have the touch feeling of their softness and freshness in my both palms.

It was a lovely and refreshing dream.

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My dad established his own company. When I was about to graduate from the grad school at the age of 24, my dad’s health started deteriorating. He first wanted my older brother to take over his position to become a president of the company. Since my brother had another vision in his life, he rejected my dad’s favor. I, on the other hand, did not have any specific life vision at that time, so I volunteered my dad to take over his company. That was how I entered my dad’s company.

Until then I idealized on being a president of the company. I thought it would be an easy job. But I was wrong. From the very first day to the last day of my working at my dad’s company I had suffered from listening to the other workers’ complains. The worst thing about that was nobody waited for their turn. They spoke up whenever they wanted. That means several people constantly talked to me about different topics. There were questions, feedback, complains, and requests. 

I saw my dad dealing with several people talking to him at the same time. I always wondered how he could handle it. My dad often told me about the story of Shoutoku Taishi (574-627). There was one anecdote about him. He could listen to seven different people pleading simultaneously and deal with them properly. My dad loves this anecdote. He told me to make efforts to listen to several different people talking simultaneously and answer them properly.

My dad seemed to be able to do this. He would listen to several people and deal with them. I always respected my dad. I envied him about his ability.

Now that I became around the same age as my dad at that time. I suddenly notice I have the same ability as my dad had. Not exactly same as my dad, but similar. Whenever I talk to somebody, I always hear things from spirits. So, I am listening and understanding several voices simultaneously.

You might have the similar experience. The ability you had longed for, might have become your ability, and you might be using it in your daily life. When you respect and admire somebody for their certain ability, you might already have the similar ability in you. Respecting and admiring might be the sign from your family spirits telling “you also have the ability!” You just have to tap into it and own it.            

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