Yesterday during the conversation, my friend shared with me the technique of New Moon resolution. Since New Moon is the starting point of a new cycle, it is good for us to have a vivid image of ourselves to become in the near future.

So I tried it.

I visualized myself already moved to my right place. There, I have met some of my soul tribe people. With the intense stimulation and encouragement with them, I have gradually regained my true self. I feel happy. I am satisfied with my life. I appreciate everything and everybody surrounding me. I also appreciate every events happened in the past, and every people whom I met in the past. They made the current me, which I love the most ever. I saw myself glowing and sparkling in my vision. 

I was amazed how vividly and clearly I could see my future self in my vision.

I like this technique. I appreciate my friend for sharing it. She always shares valuable information and techniques with me. 

It is great to know we can create our own reality and near future as we like, instead of complaining the current situation or current human relationships. Positive thinking brings more positive conditions, situation, and people.

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I chatted with my friend on Skype. During the conversation, I was telling her about my family’s upcoming trip. My family never traveled to this destination by driving. Therefore, neither my husband nor I have any idea about the best route and the city where we should stay for a night.

My husband is not a leader of this family. I am reluctantly being a leader. To be honest, I prefer to follow a leader, instead of being a leader.

About the trip, I am sure for one thing. If I don’t lead for this trip, we won’t go anywhere. Yes, that means I have to make a detailed plan and decide everything all by myself. By thinking about it, I feel nervous and overwhelmed about this trip.

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Let me share my dream I had two days ago.

In my dream, I was captured by some bad guys. I was put in a room. There, I found some more victims who were also being captured. They lost their hope to escape from there. They suggested me to do the same as they did; simply accept my destiny and yield in to the outside environment.

I said No. I thought I would not going to live my life like that. So, all by myself, I made a plan to escape. And I succeeded to escape from the captured room. I made myself to be free from the uncomfortable situation and condition.

When I woke up, I understood the message from my family spirits. It was a clear message. It is up to me on either I give up and yield in to this condition, or have courage to take necessary actions.

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Back to the story of the conversation with my friend.

After I finished expressing my feeling about our trip, her 7-year-old daughter came up to the computer. She offered me to pull an angel card for me. She used Cherub Angel Cards for Children created by Doreen Virtue.

She pulled the card “Trust Your Feelings.” That really made sense to me. I have the same card deck, so I wanted to see the card by myself. I flipped the card deck in my palm, and tada!!, the top card facing to me was the exact same card she pulled for me.

My friend and her daughter, and I were in awe. We both were guided to the same card. I told my friend, this card was a confirmation for me that I should follow my feeling.

And, my friend shuffled her card deck, Magical Unicorn Oracle Cards created by Doreen Virtue, and pulled one card for me. The card was “Definitely Yes”. Then again, the same thing happened. When I flipped the same card deck in my palm, the top card facing to me was the exact same card she pulled for me.

I appreciate my friend and her daughter to support me by doing this. And not to mention, I always appreciate my family spirits to guide me like this.

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My husband and my daughter have been sick for these days. And last night, I noticed I also had a sore throat.

Last night I could not sleep from the pain in my throat. It uncomfortably hurt when I swallow.

I quickly did whatever I remembered. I gargled with salt water. I did a 15 minutes steam therapy with using a steam inhaler. I took a ginger pill. I wrapped up my throat with a scarf and went to bed.

And it worked. This morning I woke up without any throat pain. It completely healed during the night.

Whenever I quickly heal from sickness, I think of female hormone. Somebody once told me that women with female hormone are very strong because she is constantly guarded by an invisible armor; female hormone. Female hormone produces and functions powerful immune system cells and molecules.

I appreciate my body. I feel blessed to have a female body on this lifetime. And every time when I have monthly period, I appreciate the natural body cleansing.

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This morning I had a dental appointment. When I arrived there, one receptionist told me my appointment was tomorrow. I thought to myself “not again”. This dental office did the similar things to me before. In fact, this is their fourth time to do this.

I showed her two evidences; my appointment card and the email reminder sent by them. Both of the evidences showed the appointment date was today. I was right, and she was wrong.

She went back inside the office. I guess she discussed this matter with her coworkers. Several minutes later, she came out and told me “I squeezed you in. But please know you might have to wait a little longer since your appointment is supposed to be tomorrow”.

I was disgusted. Why this person never admits her mistakes and apologizes for that? As I mentioned earlier, this receptionist have made mistakes, especially on numbers. Within this year, this is her fourth time to mix up my appointment date and time. She once charged me the wrong amount. My payment was supposed to be around $200, but she charged me close to $500. When I pointed out her calculation was wrong, she obviously showed the attitude. Up until now, I never heard her apologizing her mistakes.

I had kept silence. I never told anything to them. Why haven’t I never pointed out to her supervisor before? Because I wanted to avoid any trouble on this land. I was not planning to speak to her supervisor. I had put up with her mistakes and rude attitudes. I just let it go every time.

My dental insurance company starts a new contract from the beginning of the year, January 1st. I was planning to change my dentist next year.

However, today, I had a strong feeling that I should voice out about my bad experiences.

I asked the nurse who is the best person whom I can talk about my bad experiences. She quickly arranged the opportunity for me to voice out the issues with the boss and the office director who is her immediate supervisor.

Two of them were aware of the issue about the receptionist. They told me I was not the only one who voiced out about her issues. They expressed their sincere apology and appreciation for my courage to voice out. They promised to me to fix the issues. And, at the last, they asked me to give them one more chance before I change the dental office next year.

We may encounter some issues from schools, companies, and medical offices. It is easier for us to put up with them, instated of voicing out. However, sometimes, somebody has to voice out in order to solve and improve the issue.

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Today I received a phone call from my friend. She asked me if I could work for her company.

I was happy to hear her job offer. I know her business has been prosperous. I am very interested in learning the special technique to be gained from working at her company. And, an extra income will be a great help for my family.

However, regardless of my logical thinking, I reacted differently. Without thinking, I immediately (but with my full respect and politeness) turned the offer down. Part of me (logical minded me) regretted doing so, but I know my natural body reaction is the most accurate answer for me. My body reacted immediately, even before I asked her about the detailed work conditions such as work shifts, benefits, and hourly rate.

Here are my reasons.

My first reason is my wish about my daughter. My priority number one stays in the safety of my daughter. My daughter is still small and I want to walk with her from/to the bus stop. School sometimes gets off early. It sometimes holds special events such as a parent’s conference or a music concert. Whenever she needs me, I want to be available for her.   

My second reason is my wish to stay being a happy mom/wife/homemaker. Many people might not notice this, but to have a happy homemaker in the house makes a huge difference for the house residents. My current job is to secure my family’s good health and happiness. Being a happy homemaker is actually a tough job. I want to keep my house in a high vibration by cleaning. I want to serve a high vibration food by homemade cooking. Everything I do for my family and for our house deals with energy work. I am supporting my family by my holy energy work.

And, my last reason is my wish toward work. If I need to make money, I want to offer my spiritual gifts to help/inspire many people, possibly through my books and my classes. In my younger years, I had done many different jobs. I put up with being treated without respect. I put up with being humiliated. I put up with all kinds of ridiculous jobs to make my living. Now I am in the latter half of my life. I want to treat myself with respect. I want to be careful and selective on how and what I use my precious time and energy. 

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Today I attended at the music concert at my daughter’s school. It was a big event for all the students from kindergarteners to 8th graders. The little kids sang some Christmas songs.

It was so beautiful. I have a bad habit to shed tears at any fun events. I always cry at any kind of high vibration places, such as a dolphin show and a dance performance event. Before I left the house, I prayed to my angels to help me not to cry. But my prayer did not work. I ended up crying as always. Simply because the kids’ singing voices were so beautiful and high vibration. Their voices touched my heart. The kids were feeling music and swinging their bodies naturally by its rhythm. It was so beautiful and comforting to see them. I was in awe.

My daughter was selected as a representative of the class as always, and read a poem in front of a microphone. I know she was nervous but she did very well. I am happy for her to have an opportunity to speak up in front of a big audience. I wish I could do that.

After the concert, before kids went back to their classroom, I saw my daughter. She was surrounded by her friends. My daughter and her best friend were wrapping their arms around each other’s shoulder. Around them, there were three other classmates, two boys and one girl, walking together with them. According to my daughter and her best friend, one of the boy has a crush on my daughter. The three are like their body guards protecting them. I am happy for my daughter to have good friends.

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These days I have been so anxious about my next moving. I counted how many residents I had so far since I was born. My current residence is my 14th one. I don’t like moving because it takes me a while to get used to the new energy of the residence and the land.

Although I am getting to like this area and the local people, I just know the current area is not my land. I don’t feel completely home on this area. I have been yearning to find my right place to move.

The journey on finding the right area is very similar to the journey on finding my soul mate, my husband. Before I married to him, I had been searching around my right person. I had explored here and there. Sometimes when I met the person for the first time, I instantly knew that person was not right for me. But still, I stubbornly went forward to make things happen. As a result of my silly stubbornness, I have hurt some people and myself. I wasted my precious energy, time, and money on the journey.

Therefore, for my house hunting, I don’t want to waste anything. I just want to go straightforward to the right direction. I have been thinking about to pay for a psychic reading so that the person can tell me the right answer on where and when I should move.

This morning I had a dream. In my dream, I paid for a psychic reading. Right before I was about to hear the answer, everything was concealed by masking, by something like television static noise.

Then I woke up. I started laughing. It was a very clear message from my family spirits. They are not going to give me the answer right away. They want me to explore, just like the journey on finding my life partner.

I don’t like detour. I like a shortest cut to get to the goal. But deep inside, I know soul leveled me likes to detour and explore, instead of reaching to the goal without any efforts.    

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I watched the movie The Book of Henry (2017) directed by Colin Trevorrow. As you may have heard, unfortunately this movie has bad reviews. They mention this movie is boring and hard to understand, and such. This movie contains some spiritual aspects about the spirit of the past ones.

I personally love this movie. It has some sad and emotional parts, but overall, I think this movie is full of love. The story line was beyond my expectation. Especially I was astonished by the ending.

My most favorite part of this movie is in the main character’s statement. He, 11-year-old boy, tells his mom that apathy is worse than violence. I agree with his statement. I know from my first hand experiences that the majority people prefer to be apathy, in order to protect themselves.

I still remember of my elementary school days. One male classmate was bullied by other male classmates. I wanted to help him out, but I was scared of them. I could not do anything to help me. My not doing anything at that time still tortures me even now.

Some years later when I became a junior high school student, I encountered a similar situation. I witnessed one female classmate was picked on by other female classmates. This time I acted differently. I dared to speak up to them to stop bullying. From next day, their bullying target was changed to me and I had suffered being bullied by them for more than one year. Although I didn’t like being bullied, I think I did the right thing in my junior high school days. I am proud of myself for my right action.

That is why this main character’s statement touched my heart. Not all of us can fight directly with a bad person, but when we see or hear something bad, we should at least do something. Just like a national campaign slogan posted after 9/11, “If You See Something, Say Something™”, each one of us should at least do something to save someone.

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The Japanese news reported the death of a Japanese woman. She was a famous Japanese talent as well as a wife of ex-Hanshin Tigers manager. She was not sick at all. She spent normal days until the previous day of her death. In the morning of her death, she looked not well. Her husband called the ambulance and she died at the hospital. The cause of death was ischemic heart failure. She was 85.

One of my favorite blogger described her death as PPK. I didn’t know the term. This term was coined in 1979 as an abbreviation for Pin-Pin-Korori. I found one web article well described the concept of PPK. “Proactive boomers will ‘choose their own adventure’ in growing old” written by Dr. Eric B. Larson

For her family members, her death, of course, might be too early. But to me, if I could live up to the age of 85 healthily, and die without any pain, I would feel blessed.

I have heard we can decide on how and when we die. I truly believe that. It is based on the agreement between physical leveled myself and spirit leveled myself. I want to match up my desire between the two. I want to constantly know what spirit leveled myself desires and needs so that physical leveled myself can create the best environment to make it happen.  

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This morning I had a massage appointment. I saw a massage therapy flyer at the local library. Although I never met the massage therapist in person before, I wanted to try out her massage. I called her and made an appointment with her.

Last night, for some reasons, I had a feeling that my appointment would be cancelled.

I decided to play. I picked five Oracle card decks. I asked each deck to show me if I would receive the massage from her or not. Each five deck clearly showed me the answer of No. There was no card showing Maybe. Every card showed a clear No.

And this morning, when I received a text message from the massage therapist asking me to reschedule, I was not surprised at all. When I read her message, I thought “yeah, I already know that”. She mentioned she got involved in a car accident on Friday night and she was suffering from the pain from fractured ribs. I felt sorry for her. I hope she would get well soon.

As I mentioned, I never met her before, and I didn’t have any desire or emotion about the massage of this morning. This kind of situation is the best to try out our intuition. Ask a simple question to your angels to give you a simple answer through your Oracle Card deck. The more we practice, the better we become in card reading.

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