We have started house hunting. Although I personally never been to the area, thanks to the advanced Internet technology, especially google map, I can see the picture of the property and neighborhood area in their map. But still, it will be best for me to go there and see the property in person.

During the weekend of his business trip, my husband had a house hunting tour guided by a realtor. He already have found one property. It is located at the convenient area. It is close to the elementary school and grocery stores. Everything is within 5 minutes walking.

It also has public bus system in the town. It will be good for old people who don’t want to drive. It sounds very good to me. I don’t like driving. Once we move, I will definitely take the full advantage of public transportation. And of course, I don’t mind more walking distance at all.

I checked the reviews from current residents. Many people complain about its continuous rain. It says 47 inches precipitation a year. It seems to be lots of rain. Especially for the people who live in my current residence area. We have only 14 inches precipitation rate a year. As for my hometown in Japan, the precipitation rate is higher than this figure. Most likely I will love the new area with lots of rain.

I am so excited about this transformation. It is a life change transformation. I know everything will go well for my family and me. It always does.

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This evening’s sky was beautiful. I saw the rainbow in between the clouds. It was shining with pastel colors of pink and blue.

I saw a white dove in the sky. Not an actual one, but in the shape of clouds.

I instantly knew it was a message to me.

I like to read my natal horoscope chart. I also like to see Sabian symbol created by Marc Edmund Jones and Elsie Wheeler. My MC in my natal chart is located at Leo 22nd degree. Its symbol is “A carrier pigeon.” When I took the online class from Japanese teacher, he interpreted this symbol as a messenger from upper dimension. The pigeon can enter into the upper dimension, and it comes back to this material world’s dimension with the divine messages.

As a messenger from spirits, I like to use a picture/drawing of white dove. In my personal business card, I have used a drawing of three white doves carrying messages back to this world.

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Today’s story is the continuation from my article of Nov 6. My husband and I have been thinking about and wishing for moving to another place. And now, the opportunity that we had been longing for is coming to us.

My husband was offered a job opportunity at other state. The place is what I mentioned in my previous article. It is a seaside city. If everything goes well, he will start working there from the beginning of next year, Jan 2018.

My heart is pounding. It has been pounding since I heard the news from my husband. It was truely a “wow” moment. I definitely want to take this opportunity to get out from this area.

Then what? Once this is confirmed, we have only one month to finish everything. We need to find the place (house) to live at the new land.

But wait. Before we officially accept this offer, my daughter and I need to go there to feel the land energy and meet the local people. We have a whole bunch of things to do for the moving.

I am almost overwhelmed.

First thing first. I need to take a deep breath. After I calm myself, I can start writing a to-do list. I can take the task one by one, step by step. I know one thing for sure. I don’t need to do everything by myself. I have my family to go through this process together. I will be okay. I am always okay.

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In my dream of this morning, my life-long friend visited me.

The first thing stood out was about her appearance. Our appearances were so different each other.

She was tall. Probably she was taller than 6 feet (180cm). She had a slender body. Her hair color was blonde. It was curly and short. Her skin color was very light. She was originally from England. When she was small, she came to America with her family. Since then, she had lived there.

On the other hand, I was born as a female Native American. I had an average height; not too tall nor not too short. My entire body was covered by well-disciplined muscle. I looked very strong. My skin was dark brown. I had a long black straight hair.

From the very moment when we met each other, we became best friends. And our friendship had continued to the very end of our lives. We didn’t spend time together all the time. Instead, we respected our sacred boundary and our own private time. We always kept a very comfortable distance between us so that we never invaded to other’s private life. However, whenever we needed some help, we were always there for the other.

Then I woke up. I felt I just saw one of my past lives.

I know my friend and I had known each other for long. I know she was my friend in many lifetimes.

It is interesting to know how friendship continues. If there is a spiritual connection, it stays no matter what. Any conditions such as physical distance, different cultures, and different languages won’t be in the way for friendship. There is an invisible solid connection between them.

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In my dream of this morning, my Ki-Gong teacher visited me. In my dream, she worried about me that I was not full of energy. She asked me how she could help me. I mentioned I was searching for a person who could give me the right message and advice. She introduced me one person who could read the palm lines. And that person really helped me for my next step. Also, my Ki-Gong teacher told me to look into my purse. I had a waist purse, which I didn’t notice that I was wearing it nor I didn’t know what was in the purse. When I looked into the purse, I had two keys and a whole bunch of money.

Then I woke up. I know this dream is a metaphor. It suggests that I do have a good friend on this land. It might be my Ki-Gong teacher or somebody else. The person wants to help me. I need to reach out to the person to ask for help. As for the money in my purse, it means I have enough ability and energy to make my wish come true. Finally as for the keys, it means the methods. I know the necessary methods deep inside of me. I need to dig in myself, communicating to my inner self.

So, all in all, it was a good dream. It successfully inspired me and motivated me toward the positive way.

For today’s message, I pulled one card from Native Spirit Oracle Cards created by Denise Linn. The card was Thunder Drum. I looked at the card for a while, but nothing came into my mind.

Later on, when my daughter came back from school, I asked her to pull one card for me. She pulled the same card. She said this card was really glowing for me.

For some reasons, I was very skeptical today. I put the card back to the deck. I prayed to show me one card for the message that I need to hear today. Then I pulled one card. It was the same card. My daughter was with me. She laughed and she said “don’t be skeptical anymore, take this card’s message.”

But I still didn’t know what the message was from this card. My daughter suggested to look at the book. So I did.

And yep. The book showed me the powerful message to me.

It says “Make a stand in life for what you truly matters to you.”

What matters to me is to convey the messages from spirits. I am here for that. I am a messenger from spirits. This is who I am. This is what I stand for.

The picture is taken from Native Spirit Oracle Cards created by Denise Linn

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While I was visiting my Japanese friend, she introduced me many homemade foods and the recipes. Everything she cooked was so delicious. One of the recipes that she shared with me was a homemade yeast to bake a bread.

One week ago, I prepared a homemade yeast. This was my first time. When you actually do it by yourself, you will be amazed at the simple and easy procedure. First, sterilize a glass jar and tools by boiling. Then, put raisins and purified water in the jar. Raisins should be without oil coated. Keep the jar in the room temperature. Open the lid of the jar once a day. Then, put the lid back and shake the jar to stimulate the yeast.

On the first day, all the raisins sank at the bottle of the jar. From the second, the raisins started floating. In addition to that, from the second day, every time when I opened the lid, it made a fizz sound. And it smelled fruity and sweet.

Today was the Day 7. I thought my homemade yeast was ready to use. I used it and baked my homemade bread.  

And, the bread with my fist homemade yeast turned out great. It was amazingly fluffy and soft. And it was very tasty. I will bake my homemade bread more often from now on.

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When I think back of my life so far, I notice I have experienced many different aspects of myself. I have different thinking patterns and personalities, they keep on changing every year at each life stage.

During I was a student from the kindergarten to graduate school, I don’t remember I felt scared of making new friends. I never had any issues to make friends and keep them as my close friends for many years. I thought myself as a people person. I was talkative and sociable. I never scared of people.

Then at this stage of my life, living in America, I am not talkative nor sociable. The biggest change in me is I scare of humans. If possible, I want to stay home alone, studying online courses, reading books, or writing stories. I don’t feel like going out with friends to have a lunch or a dinner together.

There are the reasons that I am like this. I was hurt by so many people whom I met in this area in this country. No matter how I tried to express myself and my truth, they didn’t understand me.

I don’t need any fake friends on this land to just hang out. I don’t need anybody around me who keep on talking about themselves and their belief and religion, and not be willing to listen to mine and accept my belief and religion.

Someday, I will move out from this area. That will happen in the near future, hopefully within next year. I believe I will be guided to the right place and the right people. I am grateful for my Japanese friends who are trustworthy. They listen to me. They encourage me. They support me. I really hope I will build such a great friendship with Americans in the future.

I am here on this land feeling this way is because I need to experience many aspects of myself.

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I have been taking Writer’s Workshop Online Course by Hay House. Recently they added English subtitle in each video. It was an unexpected nice surprise for me. It is very helpful for me to understand the each author in the video clips.

As for movies and television shows, I subscribe Netflix. They too have subtitles available. Some of the shows even have Japanese voice and subtitle, which is amazingly helpful for me.

And my favorite talk show TED talk also has subtitle in a variety of languages available. I really appreciate for the volunteer people who have translated for us.

So far, I have met many people from many different counties who are bilinguals or even more language speakers. I admire them for their efforts. In order to learn and master different language, we have to understand their culture and the way of thinking as well.

I have been interested in language and that is why I have a master’s degree in linguistics. Language is a living creature. It keeps on evolving, and to me, it is very fascinating.

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I am not a new phone lover. Some people love to keep upgrading their cell phone to the newest and brag about it to others. I am definitely not. I like to keep using the current one as long as it functions. I don’t need a variety of helpful functions on my cell phone. As long as I can make a phone call, save some contacts’ information, and a take a photo, I am happy with it.

Therefore I had used my old phone almost for four years. I was not planning to upgrade my phone unless something drastic happened to my cell phone. And unfortunately it happened.

During my trip in Japan, I asked my mom to take picture of us. And an unexpected accident happened. My cell phone slipped away from her hands. It dropped from the height of her eyes to the hard tile floor. My cell phone did not break anything outside, but I knew it was not good for it.

After we came back to America, my cell phone obviously started showing some issues on its minimum functions. I didn’t want to pay extra big amount of money to upgrade my cell phone. Last time when I visited the local cell phone store, the sales person tried to sell a smart phone to me. It cost $45 per month for 24 months. The sales person kept on saying “it is ONLY $45 a month.” but in reality, the phone amount will be $1,080 ($45 x 24 months). I wonder how many people would think “oh, it is only $45.” Do they think it is a good deal?

Anyways, I was hoping to get a great deal to upgrade my phone. I did a quick prayer and opened the cell phone company’s website. Tada!! I saw the big campaign going on. The cell phone price itself was free of charge.

I upgraded with the condition of my prayer being heard. Probably in the past, I kept on having the similar situations; my prayer being heard, over and over again. I did not notice that I had been well protected by my family spirits and angels. I wonder exactly since when I really have started noticing their dedicated supports to me and appreciating them constantly.

From my experience, I can assure one thing. Once you start noticing their supports, you will receive their supports quicker and easier than before.

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In my dream of this morning, I was in Japan with my daughter visiting my mom. It was just one of regular days, nothing special. We enjoyed being together. We chatted and laughed together under the gentle and warm sunlight. Everything was shining.

When I was awake and got my conscious back, I tried to go back to my dream world where it was so comfortable and happy. But on the next second, I noticed we were running late for the school. I needed to get up and get ready.

When we were about to leave for the bus stop, my daughter started crying. She said she really missed everybody and everything in Japan. She misses her grandma and grandpa, my friends, and her new Japanese friend. She misses the ocean. She misses the local food that is delicious and healthy.

I told her I do too. I miss my parents and my friends there. I mentioned her about my dream of this morning.

This trip to Japan was so great. It was one of the life memorable event for both of my daughter and me. Now I feel homesick.

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