I watched the DVD Exploring Our Past: Comparing the Lives of Native Peoples. It is short DVD with only 25 minutes in content. It describes the four groups of Native Americans of the Pacific Northwest; the Eastern Woodlands; the Desert Southwest, and the Great Plains.

My daughter was sitting on the couch with me. She was watching the DVD while drawing pictures in a fully relaxed mode. She didn’t show any interest while the DVD showing about the people of the Pacific Northwest and The Eastern Woodlands.

On the other hand, when it came to the life of Native people of the Desert Southwest and the Great Plains, she stopped drawing and turned her interest to the DVD. She agreed to the narrator from time to time. She said “yes, that is correct” or “Yes we did.”

She most likely had some past lives as Native American of Southwest and Great Plains.

I do too. Especially after I moved to America, my past life memory of living as Native American on the Great Plains started coming back to surface of my conscious.

One solid evidence is this.

When I watch some sad movie, I can switch my feeling to something else so that I can hold my tears. However, whenever I watch videos or movie, or hear some news about Lakota people, even whenever I watch only the Lakota land scene, I simply cannot stop tears falling down on my cheeks.

I still don’t know what I should do with this feeling. I don’t know what my feeling wants me to do about it.

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I received an email from the Australian public figure. Some of you might remember about my previous article talking about the Angel reading.

He sent out the video clip. Rather long clip. The length was 22 minutes. In the video he explained the details on what happened to his private life as well as the system they were using.

He uses the certain paid email system. For some reasons, the email system blocked email communication between us and him. From his side, he sent out the email to the people who paid for the reading. On our side however, not all of us received the email.

He found out later on, that the email system automatically blocked the email. Because he sent out the similar email with link saying “click here” to many different recipients, the system recognized the emails as a scam.

He finally found out the fact after he read some people’s emails saying they didn’t get reply to their emails asking for updates.

He also confessed he was not well communicated with his two assistants. 

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It was good for him to explain everything in his video. Without his explanation, I would have kept a bad feeling toward him.

This experience shares an important reminder with me.

In online communication, don’t assume all the emails will go through. Especially in communicating with people whom you don’t know well, make double sure to exchange our intentions with each other with our highest respect.

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This morning my mom visited me in my dream. She asked me to take her to one night trip to hot spring. I accepted her request. We spent a relaxing moment at the nice Japanese traditional hot spring hotel. We enjoyed soaking ourselves in the hot springs and having a healthy dinner and breakfast together.

Even though it was in the dream, I woke up with my skin refreshed. Among all, I woke up with happy feeling by spending time with my mom.

My daughter woke up with a big smile too. I asked her if she had a good dream.

What she told me was amazing. She told me she spent one night at the nice Japanese traditional hot spring hotel. And she was there with my mom. She enjoyed relaxing hot sparing as well as healthy meals.

I should ask my mom if she had the same dream as we did.

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This morning on my way walking back home from school, I found a penny on the street. I thanked spirits and received it as a sign of abundance.

While I kept on walking, there was one person walking before me. I felt awkward to pass the person, so I took the other route that I usually don’t take. Then in front of me on the street, I found a one-dollar bill on the street. Again, I thanked spirits and received it as a sign of abundance.

I wondered if this number 101 had some message to me along with a sign of abundance.

When I came back home, I meditated about the number 101. I asked my family spirits about the meaning and message.

I had a vision of a seesaw. And I instantly noticed the meaning.

Number 1 is my actions in physical realm on the planet Earth. Number 0 is divinity in God realm. So, it felt like they wanted to tell me to take a good balance between my will and divinity.

I constantly receive messages and guides from divine realm. But it needs my actions to manifest the messages and guides in the physical realm.

It is not good if I keep receiving but not taking any appropriate actions. Opposite is the same. It is not good if I keep taking actions without receiving messages and guidance.

I need to take actions based on the messages and guidance. Not fully depend on that, but taking a good balance between the both.

My natal chart shows a seesaw. The plants are located in the left and right, up and bottom, almost equally. It tells me the same message to take a good balance between my actions and the divinity.

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When I was at the aquarium on last Friday, my husband took a picture of me in front of the fish tank.

The picture turned out interestingly. My right eye was shined sparklingly by the flash light of camera.

We had a good laugh. We joked that I looked like one of the characters of The X-Men, Cyclops. This character was born with superhuman ability. He can emit powerful beams of energy from his eyes.

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This morning I had an adventurous dream. I was one of the super heroes. We fought against bad guys to save good citizens. Guess what how I fought? Yep, I was fighting with my eye beams.

When I emitted eye beams, I needed to really concentrate on my ability. It was new experience to me. It was unlike moving any of my physical parts. I needed to focus on my sensitivity or energy. So, even when I was facing with scary enemies, I could not focus on my feeling and energy on what I saw, but I needed to focus on only strong believe toward myself.

I trained myself to believe in me no matter what, in my dream.    

After the fight, I was totally exhausted. We won for the fight of course, just like all the super hero movies.

I felt good on being able to save good people with my gifted ability.

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On last Friday, when I was listening to the car radio, the radio personality said “Happy first day of monsoon.” We had cloudy and rainy days on weekends. I was happy for the cool temperature.

Today, the weather report shows nothing but sun mark with high temperature all days this week.

My old neighbors told me Monsoon has not started yet. The radio announcement was probably false alarm.

We still have two more weeks for the hot sunny days. The monsoon will start around July 4th.

On this year, my 10th year, to live on this land, I feel my body finally get used to this strong heat and high temperature.

It is interesting to think back my days in Japan. When I was in Japan, I never asked for rain. I asked for sunny days.

Now on this land, I ask for rain.

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This morning one of my family spirits visited me in my dream. He was in the human body. He likes to show himself as a young Asian Indian man. He was in his early 20s. Tall, fit, and handsome. I liked his personality. He was very wise and matured, with full of wisdom and knowledge. He was a scientist and trying to solve one formula.

I was his partner. I supported his study. I knew his study would contribute to humans on their bright future. I received some visions about the solution for the formula.

In the vision, he was in his happy thought. He did whatever he was attracted and made him happy. While doing so, he was able to find the key to solve the solution. The key word was “reunite.”

I shared my vision with him. I told him to let go of the obligation feeling on solving the solution. All he needed to do was to pay attention on what he was attracted for, and focus on the thought that makes him happy. Then, in the happy state, the necessary knowledge, timing, and human connections would be provided naturally.

He was just a thought away from an innovative finding that would be great help for all the humans.

When I shared the message and vision with him, he told me it was actually the message and vision for me.

He said he is me, and I am him. We are the family spirits. We are together. We are one. That is why the vision and message for him is for me.

I guess his point was like this.

Stay being obligation feeling free.

Enjoy every moment.

Nothing has to be on time.

Everything can be flexible.

All is well.

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Consulate-General of Japan in Los Angeles provides a visit service for Japanese residents who reside far away from their office. Today they came to my state to accept application form for passport.

The venue was the hotel where we stayed. Their service was scheduled from 8 am to 1 pm.

When I went down to the venue of the lobby floor before 8 am, there was already a slightly long waiting line. The staff member gave out the number ticket. I was number 70. There were more people behind me. Probably, they had around 200 people.   

There were three staff members who dealt with checking our application form. I felt very comfortable with their polite and quick correspondence. My application process was done by 9 am. It was quicker than I thought. I appreciate for their visit service.

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After my pass port renewal appreciation was done, we went to IKEA. It was our first time to be there. Since my in-laws had been there several times, they were our guide to show us around the store. It was a huge building with three storied floors.  We stayed there only three hours. It was new and fun experience to explore the store. It made me exhausted about being with many other people, though.

I remember I used to work as a store clerk in this type of huge department store. I wonder how I could survive for eight hours work shift, with so many people packed.

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Visiting a huge city is fun. But I don’t feel comfortable with so many other people. After we came back home in this small hometown, I finally could breeze normally.

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We drove to the state capital city and stayed one night there. My in-laws met us there and stayed with us for one night at the same hotel. We requested the hotel receptionist to have our hotel rooms close to each other. Our rooms are just next to each other. It made us to visit each other’s room easily, with our privacy intact. It went very well.

My daughter enjoyed spending lots of time with her grandma. I believe it is the best treat for grandparents to spend time with their grandkids.

We went to the aquarium. The aquarium here was rather small. They don’t have dolphins, whales, or penguins, which I feel them as the main stars in aquarium.

I love watching sea creatures. It is relaxing to watch them swimming peacefully. I enjoyed visiting the aquarium. It was worth driving. 

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After visiting aquarium, we visited my husband’s sibling and his family. Even though we live only three hours’ drive away from each other, we don’t see them often. As a matter of fact, it was their first time to see my daughter in person.

While we were staying at their apartment, I felt isolated. While we were having dinner together at the restaurant, nobody had any conversation. Although my in-laws and my husband tried to have some conversation with them, nobody could successfully break the ice between us.

Since it was very awkward time, I came back to the hotel room with stiff shoulder.

I guess it was good for my husband and daughter, though. At least my husband saw them again after 10 years plus no-see.       

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I went to the mall for some chores. I was surprised to see Food court was almost empty. There are five tenant space available, but only one tenant, Subway, stays their business. They had a Chinese fast food restaurant next to Subway, but it was out of business. In the other lane, three tenants were already out of business.

In the shopping area too, you can see many businesses are out of business and closed their stores. It is not only in the mall. The same conditions can be seen everywhere in the entire city.

On this land, for some reasons, not many business can go flow. I have seen many local small businesses were closed.

If you are the residence on this land and had tried some business, you will know what I am talking about, right? If you want your business flourish, you have to get out from this land.   

My business is the same. It doesn’t go anywhere.

Today I closed my Facebook business account. I have been thinking about closing this website and my business bank account too.

I hope I will get some advice or guidance about that.

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