My daughter’s school teacher gave me a wonderful news today. She said “you might want to check today’s newspaper.” We don’t subscribe the daily newspaper, but I know one friend who does. I called her and she allowed us to swing by at her house. She gave me today’s paper.

I was so happy to see my daughter’s picture in the paper. She is shy and she cannot make a natural smile when somebody tries to take a picture of her. But in this picture, somebody must be very good at making my daughter relaxed. She put a relaxed smile on her face in the picture. Besides, she was standing in the middle among other classmates, the teachers, and the other people.

So, I went to the store and bought four more newspapers, so that I can share it with my parents in Japan, parents-in-laws, and my friends in Japan.

In the evening, we went to Chinese restaurant. The food came with fortune cookies as usual. My daughter’s fortune cookie said

“Enjoy the spotlight.”

Indeed, she enjoyed being in the spotlight today.

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I want to share another wisdom that I received at the Addironda channeling event.

During the Q & A session, one live audience asked one question. The question was one of the most common questions that people would think about. The question was if the planet Earth is ending very soon. According to the audience, several other channelers conveyed the message that the planet Earth will be soon completely destroyed due to some bad humans’ bad actions or energies. And the audience wanted to know any comments from Addironada.

Their answer was clear and strong. As far as they know, the planet Earth will stay being existing. They said it is up to each human’s belief. If someone believes the planet Earth will be destroyed or ended soon, yes, it will be like that in their world; in their belief system. Addironda (the higher dimensional group souls) like humans and the planet Earth, that they believe everything will stay being existing. So, it will be so in their world.

While I was listening their conversation, my soul resonated with Addironda’s answer. I believe that we all decided to reincarnate into human forms in this transitional era to change our future into a better one. This lifetime is an exciting one for every one of us. Negative thoughts or negative belief won’t work to create a better world. Negativity just drains other people’s energy downward.

What we can do is simple; to keep having a positive faith.

Each one of us makes our individual world as a perfect and peaceful one in our belief system. When our small efforts on having a positive faith are accumulated, it will contribute to making a better world.

Let’s appreciate every moment and make the most of every moment, and keep having a positive faith about us and our surrounding, the planet Earth. I believe the existence pf parallel world. We can make our own perfect world by believing it.   

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This is the story of 5 years ago when we lived in the apartment. The residence shared the parking lot. It was FCFS basis. First-come, first-served. Everybody can take thier preferable parking lot as long as it was available. I had my favorite one where was the closest to the building entrance. It seemed to be my space because I used to park my car almost every day.

One day, when I came back from somewhere, my favorite spot was taken by the man who lived to my next door. I clicked my tongue about that because I needed to park my car away from the entrance.

From that evening, we had big rainstorm with a strong wind, and the bad weather stayed all night long.

Next morning when I opened the entrance door, one shocking view came into my eyes. A huge tall pine tree landed at the middle of our neighbors’ car. Poor thing; his car was crashed into two folded by the huge tree.

I felt sorry for this man. At the same time, I felt I was protected by my family souls. It could have happened to my car if I parked it at the same parking lot.

I wanted to share this story because you might run into a similar situation. You might not recognize it as a blessing until later on that something happens to you for some reasons. It might happen to you as a blessing or protection.

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I have very close relationship friends in Japan. Whenever I need advice or support, or simply I want to talk about our daily life, they make time for me. They are fun, thoughtful, and very supportive. I am so satisfied with their friendship.

On the other hand, in the place where I currently live, I have some acquaintances whom I get along with. However, when it comes to a very close relationship friend, I have to admit I have none.

During my meditation, a couple of times, my family souls told me I would meet my soul tribe in this county (somewhere in America). The person will be half white and half Native American. She will be slightly older than I, probably within 5 years old difference.

I am making efforts to meet people. I attend at a meditation gathering, a Ki-Gong class, or a channeling event. Despite of my efforts, I haven’t met the right one yet. The majority of people whom I can meet in such gatherings are elders in their 60s, 70s, 80s, or even 90s. Even if I meet my age people, after spending a couple of hours with them, I find myself energetically drained and I know they are not the one for me.

It is my heartfelt desire that I want to meet my soul tribe. I promise that I am going to bother her all the time. I am not going to demand anything from her.  My desire is to exchange our knowledge and wisdom, and whenever she needs to be led, I will. Whenever I need to be led, she can lead me. I can give whatever I have, and I am ready to receive whatever she can share with me. I desire to have that kind of fair and equal relationship in this country, just like the friendship what I am building with my Japanese dear friends.

I know and believe that I will meet her at the divine timing.

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On the way back from the school bus stop, in the residence area, I saw a wild coyote in front of me in a very close distance.

It had a dark brown, beautiful fur. I felt full of confidence energy from the coyote.  Unlike any other pet animals, this coyote’s body was skinny and small, but sturdy with strong muscle.

I felt this coyote showed up in front of me for reasons. I wanted to know the message from this coyote.

So, I asked support to hear the message and meditated.

Soon enough, the spirit of the coyote showed up in my vision. The coyote sent me the block of thoughts. It was like this.

Don’t get bothered by other people’s opinions. You don’t need to obey yourself to others to just to please them. You don’t need to do or go whenever your desire is not there.

Stay being who you are. Remember who you are. You are strong spirit. Follow your heart. Follow your passion. Do whatever you desire from your heart. Go whenever you desire. Whatever you do is for you and for your soul, not to get people’s reputation.

As always, this message fits to my current thoughts. I don’t feel good whenever I follow to others against of my desire. Being true myself can attract the best fitted people and energy to me.

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When I was 21 years old, my parents were very strict when it comes to my safety. They set a curfew at 10 pm. This rule applied only to me. I have a one-year older brother. My parents didn’t set any rule for my brother. I used to feel it unfair while I was scolded by my parents for coming back later than 10 pm, my brother was happily going out to wherever he wanted.

My parents didn’t allow me to sleep over with my boyfriend. Again, it was unfair that my brother could sleep over anytime he wanted. My parents didn’t even ask my brother for the details.

So, whenever I went to sleep over with my boyfriend, I needed to make a fake plan in advance, such as pretending going for a short trip with my female friends. I felt guilty whenever I needed to lie to my mom about the fake trip. Some of my female friends had open-minded moms that my friends could freely talk about their sleep over with their boyfriend. I envied them for their open relationship with their moms.

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Fast forward to the current time, “47-years-old me”.

This morning I had a dream of my younger days. I was at the exact same situation as I was about to sleep over with my boyfriend. But in this dream, I acted differently than those days. I didn’t lie to my mom. I called her and told her straightforward that I was with my boyfriend and I was about to sleep over at his apartment. And, my mom in my dream acted differently than those days as well. She said “okay, have fun.”

And I woke up. I know my family souls woke me up on purpose, so that I could write down this dream.

In this dream, my mom and I rewrote our memory of those days together. My impression about my mom is now changed to a good one. Due to rewriting of this memory, I don’t have any guilty feeling to my mom anymore.

While I am writing this story, “Aha-moment” came to my mind.

Last night, right before I went to bed, I did a past regression meditation with listening the audio of Denise Linn. In the audio, Denise encouraged the listener to freely rewrite the memory of past life. She said once it is rewritten to our favorite outcome, we will be healed.

So, here it is. I just activated the healing during my dream. Thank you Denise for your support on this healing. It worked for me nicely.

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Last night at the channeling event, one audience asked about the solar eclipse. According to her, we will have solar eclipse on August 21, 2017 here in America. Her question was if we can expect anything from this solar eclipse. Adironnda answered that we would feel a great energy shift from this solar eclipse.

According to Adironnda, we don’t necessary need to be at the line of solar eclipse nor watch it, because all of us would feel the energy shift at all over the world. That means you don’t need to be here in America. You can feel it in Japan as well.

They mentioned the solar eclipse day will be an activation day that each of us will receive great support from spirits.

And, they urged to us to get ready for activation. It might be the project that you are currently working on. It might be your old and forgotten life dream.

We have 3.5 months until the activation day. Let’s keep making efforts on our project or life dream. Let’s get ready for the huge activation day.   

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This morning, a box was delivered. It was from the Japanese online store. The delivery man was kind enough to bring the box into my living room. I was so excited about all my favorite Japanese food. As soon as I tried to reach the box on the floor by bending over to it, I strained my back. This strained back was so painful that I could not walk normally during the day time. After my husband and daughter came back, I started walking somewhat.  

In the evening, my family had a plan to go out. It was a live event for a channeler. I like her channeling session and I didn’t want to miss it, so I forced myself to go there.

Before the channeling event, we had a potluck party so that everybody could enjoy conversation with the channeler and other participants. When the channeler came to me and asked about my back pain, I naturally mentioned that I was born lucking one spine so I have chronic back pain all my life.

As soon as her channeling started, she welcomed the group soul called Addironda. They started explaining about the numerological meaning of May 5th 2017. When we add up all the figures, 5 + 5 + 2 + 0 + 1 +7, it becomes 20. They explained “number 2 energy” deals with partnership, and “number 0 energy” deals with divine energy or god energy. So, “the number 20” teaches us to have a divine partnership with our own divine self. They said it also means to have a divine partnership with our soul and our physical body. They encouraged us to make a peace with our body. They said “if somebody has any types of old concepts or complaints about your physical body, let’s get rid of the idea and start loving our body”. They gave us some examples. Some people don’t love their body because it is too small or too big, too skinny or too chubby. Others don’t love their body because it has certain sickness or unhealthy conditions.

They said when we don’t love our body, it is under war between our soul and our physical body. We have to make peace with our body. It is based on our will. If we start loving our body and keep showing our appreciation to it, our body will start functioning well for us.

While I was listening them, I thought about my fixed concept. I kept telling to myself and others about my chronic back pain. I should stop complaining about my back pain. I should love my body as is.

They suggested us to sing, send a kiss, and show appreciation to our body, very often, every day. It makes sense to me.

Instead of recognizing our body as our enemy, we treat our body as our loved one. Let’s listen to our body. Eating healthy food makes our body happy. Doing exercise regularly every day makes our body happy. We cherish and appreciate our body. We make peace with our body. Then, all is well.

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Today is my life-long friend’s birthday. We’ve been friends since I was 11 years old. We met at the camp that was held outside of my school area. Our houses were not close. It took almost one hour by train to visit each other. We started our friendship by writing a letter. Those days, both of us never thought that our friendship would last for life. It is very rare to find a life-long friend. I feel to be blessed to have her in my life. We never lived close to each other’s house. We don’t bug each other too often. We always keep a comfortable distance. From this friendship, I know true friendship can be built without living very close and meeting very often. 

When I thought about my age of 11 years old, I noticed it was a huge transitional year for me.

My grandfather, who was very close to me mentally, passed away in November 29th, at my 11 years old age.

In the same year, spring, my family adopted a puppy of Shetland sheepdog. He had lived 11 years with us as our youngest family member.

This year was my Pieces 30 degree in Sabian Symbol for my progress sun. This degree is described as The Great Stone Face. This symbol indicates of ending one big cycle.

In my life, it perfectly matches.

At my transitional year, the age of 11, I was at the sixth grade of elementary school. I had a great memory in my elementary school days. I was always surrounded by good friends. I was brave enough to speak up in front of many people. I was good at sports. I still had a spiritual gifts available. I could see energy in color. I could see spirits everywhere. I could even see dead people’s spirits everywhere. It really makes sense to me, which I was at the Pieces 30th degree, ending one big cycle.

When I thought of my first 11 years, my life was easy. I had lived these first 11 years being true myself. I was active and funny. I liked myself. And, that was why I was liked by many friends surrounded by me.

From the following year, I had entered to a new cycle, which was harder for me to go through. For the next six years at the junior high school and high school, I could not make any close and trustworthy friends at school. I did have some friends, but I knew they would not stay as my friend for long. And my intuition was right. None of them stayed longer in my life. For the following 30 years, while I went through Aries age in my progress sun, I feel like I had lived just like somebody else. I don’t feel me of these 30 years as true me.

At the age of 42, my progress sun has entered to Taurus. Now I feel like I am regaining true myself.  

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My daughter goes to school by school bus. So I walk to/from the bus stop every morning and evening with her. To me, it is very interesting to observe the difference between Americans and Japanese people.

One of my findings that I noticed is that Americans wear less than Japanese.

I am always surprised to see parents and children wear a tank top and a beach sandal in a very cold day. I cannot help looking at them twice every time I see some students wearing a beach sandal at the school class room. I have seen some people wearing a beach sandal even at the steep mountain hiking area.

My daughter’s school has the school ceremony on every quarter. I like to attend the ceremony because I can observe the difference. The ceremony is to award students for their perfect attendance or some for their good grades (all As). In America, upon receiving the award certificate, the student will show his/her happiness by expressing through their body language as well as joyful roar. Other students also participate to celebrate the student by doing the same. Their roar and whistle echo through the entire gym as if the sound would shake the building.

I am enjoying observing them to wear whatever they feel comfortable and to express their feeling freely. These are one of the examples that I admire and respect Americans.

I will continue enjoy observing the difference between America and Japan for the rest of my life. My desire is to keep having respect and admire on both culture and traditions; both has pros and cons.

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