This morning, my uncle, my dad’s younger brother, visited me in my dream.

In my dream, though, he was not my uncle. He was younger than his real age and looked different as he is in the real life.

I was a Native American living close to one of the national park in America. He was a Japanese visiting the national park. I was working as the tour guide for the Japanese tourist. During the tour, we met and became friends.

He was open minded and interested in our way of living. He respected our own medicine ways. I shared some of our native medicine ways and wisdom with him. I could fully trust him that he would utilize our ways in the proper way, by sharing them with the people whom he can fully trust.

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When I woke up from my dream, I thought about my uncle. My uncle was one of my favorite relatives since I was small. He was open minded and easy to hang around and talk with.

Unfortunately I haven’t seen my uncle for many years. My parents prohibited me from informing of my marriage to all my relatives, so my uncle never met my husband and daughter.  

I might not see him anymore in the real life, but it is okay with me. I saw him and reconnected with him today in my dream. It counts to me.   

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I have noticed that my ethereal self has been so active nowadays. In the real life I don’t do much and I don’t see many people. In the ethereal life, on the other hand, I travel around and meet many people, communicating with many different people.

It makes sense to me. I believe we all exist in the duality; in both ethereal world and physical world.

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After four days spring holiday, my daughter’s school resumed.

When I was standing at the bus stop with my daughter in the morning, I saw some chunks of black things on my daughter’s both eyelashes.

After a close observation, I noticed it was mascara.

I burst out laughing.

According to my daughter, some of her classmates come to school with mascara and lipsticks, which most likely they use secretly from their moms.

American girls, including my daughter, have their beautiful eyelashes which naturally long and curled. To me, they don’t need to use mascara.

It was cute to know even little girls have a desire to be beautiful by decorating themselves with some make-ups.

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Today’s dream was great.

I was standing in the middle of beautiful meadow. It was summer time. Up in the sky, it was clear blue with some pure white clouds here and there. In front of me, there was mountains covered by healthy trees with green leaves. Below me, it was soft dirt covered by beautiful green grasses. All around me, the air was flesh and delicious.

One grandpa figure showed up in front of me. He was dressed in Navajo’s ceremonial outfit. He introduced himself as my husband’s great-grand-father in blood line. But in spiritual lineage, he is related to me. On that moment, I instantly understood he was my family spirits. His energy and vibrational frequency were similar to mine. Very calm and soothing.

I asked him where we were. He said we were standing in Alaska. He said we had incarnated and lived on this land on one of our past lives, long time ago.

He told me that he was proud of me and that he was happy for my progress.

He showed me his both palms upward. At first, there was nothing. Then, after he grinned, one stone showed up.

He reached his palms toward me and told me to receive it. He said it was the medicine stone. He said he would support me for my further medicine works through this medicine stone.

The stone was the size of my palm. The stone had a base part and a top part. The top part was naturally decorated by other stones. It looked like a decorative snow dome without the top cover.

He told me this was not just a dream. He wanted me to go back to the physical world so that I would be able to take a note of this dream in details before I forget.

Right before I left, we hugged. He smelled good. It was similar to some type of flower. Maybe rose flower.  

Then I woke up.

Even after I woke up, my smelling senses of the grandfather’s gentle fragrance and my touching feeling of the medicine stone stayed with me.  

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Today was Easter Sunday. We participated the Easter celebration hosted by the local church at the local park.

At the egg hunt, they allowed me to go search eggs with my daughter. It was my first time to participate it. I was surprised to find some real boiled eggs painted on the egg shell.  

It was fun to run around in the park. But, it was extremely hot. Recently we started having the highest temperature as 90F (32C). It is still in April, but it seems to be already summer. Here comes the toughest months of the year, May and June, around the corner.

My favorite seasons, autumn and winter, go very quickly on this land. 

For the first several years, I frequently got severe headache and vomiting in these months caused by dehydration. This year, I should learn from my past experiences. I had better protect myself by being well hydrated and staying in the cool environment.

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Nowadays I often share my personal experiences regarding a letter to Universe. Today I want to share another such experience of mine.

We have nice neighbors. I normally wave, greet, or chat to almost all of the neighbors. Yes, I said “almost all”. There is one couple who never waved back or greeted back to me.

They are a married couple with two small children under school age. The couple are heavy smoker. As a parent, I personally don’t like to observe adults smoking right next to their little children.

They constantly smoke “something.” My saying “something” means it includes illegal staff such as marijuana. In our state, medical marijuana is legal, however recreational marijuana use is still illegal. Why I can say they smoke marijuana? Their weird behaviors made me think so. Their mood swing high ups and low downs. On some times they argue using curse words out loud, and on the other times they sing a made up song out loud. In any cases, it is not fun to see them with their moods swinging.

One week ago, specifically on March 23rd. I happened to witness the man smashed their glass window and entered to the house through the broken window. I don’t know why he needed to do so. He came back with his car. If he didn’t have the house key, he could have drove to his wife to get the key. I honestly cannot think of any reasons to justify his behavior. I don’t want to have my neighbor to do such weird behaviors.

This story does not end like this. Here comes the great part of this story.

Now, I am on my training to create my preferable reality. I am a constant performer of Law of Attraction. Now I am wise enough that I should not give too much attention to this weird couple.   

So, instead of paying my attention to having the weird neighbors, I did what I should do. I visualized myself feeling happy to know they have moved out.

Then, I sent a letter to Universe. I wrote the letter saying “thank you Universe for teaching me this valuable lesson. Thank you to the couple who have already moved out.” After sending the letter, I let the Universe to take care of this. I didn’t get bothered by this anymore.

And, guess what? I made it happen.

This morning I saw a moving truck in front of their house. I saw the couple taking out their furniture. They already moved out from our neighborhood.

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I just finished reading the book “Sara, Book 2: Solomon’s Fine Featherless Friends” written by Esther and Jerry Hicks. This book is the second book of “Sara, Book 1: Sara Learns the Secret about the ‘Law of Attraction”.

I started reading this book from “Introduction” written by Jerry Hicks. He mentioned that he laughed out loud while proofreading this Sara novel. And his wife Ester, who was in her office, asked him why he was laughing out loud. This scenery easily popped into my mind.

I thought it wonderful for them, Jerry and Esther, to have their life partner who help their life mission each other. I appreciate for both of them to work together to create this book.

I love this second Sara book just as the same as their first Sara book. This book will take you travel back to your elementary school days. And, this book will make you laugh out loud, so make sure you will read this book alone.

I am happy for Sara to meet her new friend Seth. They are perfectly matched to one another in their vibrations.

The great friendship between Sara and Seth of this book reminded me of my best friend in my elementary school days.

Her name was Yoshimi-chan. We were in the same class at the first grade. We became friends right away. We found lots of commons in our thoughts and action patterns.

When my kid’s days, I often talked about staff that anybody else believed. But only Yoshimi-chan believed me. She was very open to spirituality. And she had many similar experiences as I did.

Those days, Kokkuri-san (ouija board) was very popular among kids. The school officially prohibited all the students from playing Kokkuri-san anywhere including at school and at home. But, you know, kids don’t listen to teachers. We did it anyway anywhere and anytime we wanted.

Kokkuri-san was conducted by two players. Both players held the pencil lightly together and let the spirits guide to move the pencil move around the each texts or Yes/No areas, written on the board.

I believe Kokkuri-san is just a way to connect with spirits. The player’s mental status affects the results. In case the players does not believe the higher beings and spirits, they easily attract lower vibrational beings.

Yoshimi-chan and I believed the higher beings and spirits. So, whenever I did Kokkuri-san with her, we always could gain some wonderful messages from higher dimensions. Whenever I did with somebody else, I didn’t get the perfect messages like that.

To think back my younger days, I feel it is very rare to meet your buddies matched in vibrations. When you meet the right one, don’t let him/her go. Keep in touch with your matched buddy for all your life. They are very, very important for you.   

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Two days ago, I went to the eye vision exam and had the prescription of contact lens. The eye doctor let me try out a set of new contact lens. The manufacturer of this contact lens was new to me. I felt comfortable to see things much clearer than before. Among all, I felt comfortable of my look without glasses.

I wore the new contact lens all day long on that day. It was okay with me. I didn’t have any headache or sore eyes.

During the night, however, I woke up from sore eyes. I needed to wake up and wash my eyes with clean water several times.

Next morning I woke up with red eyes. The sharp headache from sore eyes had bothered me all day long.

And it continues being like that even today.

Maybe it is because I hadn’t worn contact lens for several months.

Now I am thinking hard whether I should buy the new contact lens for one year package. I like wearing contact lens because I look better than wearing glasses. At least I feel good about it. 

But on my second thought, considering the fact I don’t go outside or meet people often, I probably won’t need to wear contact lens often.

Hmmm. That tells me I probably should not buy new package of contact lens anymore.  

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Last year I bought the calendar of Ask And It Is Given created by Esther and Jerry Hicks (Author). It is a day-to-day calendar for 366 days but it does not written any day of the week such as Sunday and Monday. So, you can use it for years.

My day starts with reading the daily message on this calendar out loud in the morning.

On some days the message is pretty simple, and on the other days the message is pretty long. Although the way of explaining is different, all the messages have the core message.

 To me, the core message is to be mindful of your thought all the time. By being mindful of your thoughts, we can fully experience the Law of Attraction.

This calendar works well on me to remind the core message, being mindful of my thoughts, every day.

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My daughter misses Japan very much. She often talks about her fun experiences in our recent trip to Japan. She keeps asking me to take her to Japan soon again.

With that, I have been thinking about visiting Japan sometime this year. There was one tip I learned from our last trip. The sooner I purchase the airplane ticket, the cheaper the ticket fee will be. If I purchase the airplane ticket when the departure day gets closer, the fee will be higher.

Considering my daughter’s school schedule, I have three options for our trip date. It will be either one of the latter half of May (during summer vacation), the middle of October (during autumn break), or the latter half of December (during winter break).

I could not think about which option works best for me. Deep inside, I am reluctant to go to Japan. I don’t like the long flight. I don’t like going through the airport security.

Among all, the biggest reason of my reluctance is about my feeling of isolation. I felt isolated while I was staying in Japan during my last visit. I consider it as a good sign. It means I am finally settled down to this land where I currently live. That is why I don’t miss Japan that much. 

I asked my husband for his opinion. He suggested to ask my mom for her best option. So, I did. I asked my mom of their best option date via email.

My mom didn’t reply sooner. Two days later she finally replied back to me. She said “please don’t come back this year”. She didn’t write much about the reasons.

It does sound cold, but I know she was not meant to be mean. I know my mom is not good at typing a long email through her cell phone. I didn’t take it personal. I took it as a good sign. Actually, when I read her reply, I got relieved that I don’t need to go back to Japan this year.

So, I guess it is the best option for us. Not this year. It is fine with me. My daughter will feel disappointed though.

Maybe, later on sometime, our best timing to visit Japan will come up naturally, just like our trip of last year.   

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This morning one channeler visited me in my dream. I have known this channeler for these four years. I met her in person at the small group event twice. Also, I had her private one-on-one channeling session twice before.

In the dream, she gave me a channeling session. Interestingly, she naturally answered to my question that I submitted to other spiritual reader the other day. I asked him about my “oyakume”, my life mission or spiritual responsibility, on this land. I am in a bit frustrated for my not doing anything.

The channeler told me like this.

In one of my previous lifetimes, I was born with my spiritual gift to convey messages from spirits. I heard their messages so clearly and precisely, that I was so well known by people in my local village.

By word of mouth, my reputation reached to the top people of the country.

One day the top people of the government came to my village and hired me as their official messenger from spirits. I was well paid and well known by all the people in the county. I gained a great amount of money and reputation.

However, it came with the equal amount of the fame price.

My privacy was completely invaded. People gossiped about me, spreading incorrect rumors, stemmed from jealousy and envy. My fame hurt my family and loved ones. I regretted becoming famous. The experiences of the lifetime became my huge trauma, and it continues to influence onto this lifetime.

What the channeler mentioned resonated with me well. Now I fully understand it was me to prevent from becoming famous.

I would like to enjoy my life as private. Being nobody is a great gift. I’d better cherish my current status; being nobody.

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