It was good all in all to cancel our Navajoland visit trip. Yesterday I received an email from the previous attorney and an email from another attorney whom I am thinking about to hire as my new attorney. In order to have a paid counseling with the new attorney, I needed to wrap up the document to explain the current situation.

My daughter got much better than yesterday, but since she still had the pain, she stayed in bed almost all day.

Today we were planning to head for Navajoland to visit my mom-in-law, but we needed to cancel the plan. Last night about 1 a.m., my daughter woke up and went to bathroom. She was feeling sick and threw up. From there, she repeated the process of going back to bed and throwing up at the toilette. Poor thing that she could not sleep. I, as a mom, could not sleep neither. Toward the early morning of 5 a.m., my daughter finally fell asleep for a couple of hours.

I was originally planning to wake up at 6 a.m. to cook obento for the road trip. But my daughter was still suffering from pain, we decided to stay home.   

My husband decided to take one day off from work tomorrow in order to use up his holiday hours. With his decision, we decided to do a mad dash to Navajoland taking advantage of this all-of-a-sudden-day-off. When we called my mom-in-law, she was not surprised at all. Interestingly she had an intuition that somebody might visit her soon, so she went to town this morning to purchase the extra pellet to keep the trailer house warm during the nights.

I woke up feeling sorry to my attorney that I fired him. The great thing about him was he was not mad at me for this. My husband was with me during the online meeting last night and he noticed my attorney looked happy feeling relieved from my case. He actually slipped his tongue and said about my brother as crazy about money. He mentioned from his experiences, normal people, even though during the fight in the inheritance division, cooperate one another to pay the inheritance tax. But it didn’t happen to my brother. He says from the beginning that he has enough money to pay the inheritance tax and does not want to support me to borrow money by putting our late parents’ real estate.   

When I was cooking in the kitchen, I was humming the song of Hallelujah. I am not a Christian. I thought somebody in my family spirits sent me the energy of this snog. It means the appreciation to Gods. In the free internegative translation can be “it was a close call” or “good job”, something like an encouragement.

The reality is I don’t have my attorney anymore. I will need to start over from finding my attorney. I look like supportless and weak. However, things in appearance are not always true. The truths are always in the invisible realm. Things don’t appear great in the real world can turn into the great things in the spiritual realm. I should not worry too much by looking at the current situation in the physical world. Things can turn in any direction. The important thing is I strongly believe in that I can create the reality as I like. Things can turn into my preference, as long as my wishes are the right options in the spiritual realm.    
All I need to do at this moment is stay strong and keep believing the power of my wishes. Everything turns out to my preference always. I am strongly protected by my family spirits. I will be fine always.

I had an online meeting with my attorney at 7 p.m. At this meeting, I was planning to mention to my attorney about my honest feeling about his service and the settlement. I asked my husband to stay with me and support me in the energy so that I can tell my attorney everything I need to tell.

I mentioned everything I needed to tell him. It was good that my husband sat next to me. While I was speaking, I cried, and my husband rubbed my back giving me strength and energy. Based on my husband’s observation, my attorney was not mad at all when I mentioned about firing him. Rather, he seemed to be happy to get released from this case. Maybe this case was tough for him too. He didn’t like to deal with my brother who was not supportive about the inheritance tax.

I made my mind to have an online meeting with my attorney tomorrow. I need to face to my fear. I want to be strong to be able to say whatever I have to say.

Recently I have received an email from my attorney every day. He asked me to have an online meeting about some points that I asked him to explain. I have been still thinking on what I should do. I still need some more time to make my mind. Part of me says to stay as I am, because I don’t want to hurt my attorney, while the other part of me encourages me to face the fear and get out from the comfort zone.

The other night I happened to find a brand-new house in our area for sale. This was the very first time to see a brand-new house in our area. I sent a request to the realtor to show the house.

The realtor showed us three houses including the new house. The other one house was located in the middle of nowhere. It was an old trailer house with 4 acres of land. The current owner had horses. It was a really nice area but we don’t need such a spacious piece of land. The other house was located at the place within our walking distance. I really liked the layout of the house. The house owner added two rooms so that the house has 5 individual rooms. We felt those three houses are not going to be ours though.   

At the end of the house hunting tour, the realtor shared us a shocking news. Effected from Aug. 17, 2024, the National Association of Realtors® (NAR) that went into. It tells buyers are responsible for compensating their agent in case the seller does not pay for it. I know for sure this regulation will discourage the people like us who are renting the house to purchase a house.

I went to the local library to pick up some books for my daughter. She is done for the school work for this semester and ready for reading some books during the 3 weeks winter break. I printed out the documents that I received from the last spiritual course. The instructor shared some new Japanese mantras. I am happy to be able to incorporate the new mantras into my daily prayer.

My daughter shared her dream of this morning. In the dream we were holding two cartons in front of our chest. We were happy and feeling blessed for the two cartons. The spirits told my daughter to take two instead of one. I thought it was a message of my inheritance division, that the spirits are encouraging me to pursue the double of what my brother is offering.