My family and I went to the bowling array 5 p.m. in the evening after my husband’s job. It was our first time to be there in the evening. Although we expected to be empty there, our expectation was wrong. There were a whole bunch of people. we were lucky though. There was only one lane available for us.

My family and I cerebrated Father’s Day with cookout. I noticed body does not like any kinds of animal meet anymore, so I was careful enough to eat the meat just a small amount. We had two cans of alcohol beverage. We had a great time on cerebration. Sadly though, my body could not handle the animal meat and alcohol beverage. At night I started feeling sick and ended up throwing up everything I had for the cerebration dinner. My daughter was kind enough to give me the homeopathy remedies and ice packs to keep my forehead cool to calm down my headache. After I got rid of everything from my stomach, my daughter gently rubbed my back to calm me down, so that I could fall asleep.

I don’t like sick days, but at the same time I appreciate sick days. Because a sick day works as a reminder that I should appreciate the normal healthy days. Also, throwing up everything in my stomach can work as a detox and cleanse my organs so that my organs can rest up for the night without working for digestion.

Around the year of 2016, I used to get sick often. I got sick almost once a month. However, , I have been improving my health back gradually. According to my daily memo, since 2019, I get sick (my sick always comes with headache and throwing up) only once a year. So, I guess it is okay to get sick once a year to cleanse my digestion system to say thank-you to my body for its hard work every day.

In my dream this morning, I was given a yellow brand-new Cadillac car. It was a very expensive and luxurious car and I was so exited about it. I think this dream was about the inheritance money from my late dad. I interpreted this dream as a good luck. I am thankful and ready to receive all the great fortune to come to me.

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In the morning, I offered my husband a one-hour biofeedback session. I appreciate him for trusting me to do a session on him. It was my very first session to offer to somebody except for me. The session went well even though the progress rate was only 11%. Maybe I will be able to do better on next time.

In my dream, one of the instructors of the biofeedback device visited me. We went for camping and had a great time together. Then I woke up and wondered the message of this dream. I have watched his training videos almost every day nowadays, and that was the reason I had him in my dream. I know him, but he doesn’t know me. I thought the dream shows about a famous tax. Once we become very famous, and we expose ourselves in public. That was when we put ourselves in danger in terms of psychic attack. I am hoping to become a public figure as a speaker, but at the same time, I don’t want to expose myself too much in public.

In the morning the originator and founder of my biofeedback device visited me in my dream for the first time. In my dream she moved in as my neighbor, and we became friends. She was very nice to humans as well as all kinds of animals. It was amazing to watch her being able to communicate with all the living creatures. In my dream my family and I had some dogs. I was about to feed our dogs cooked beef. My new friend came and looked into the dogs’ eyes and telepathically communicated with them. Then she turned to me and told me that our dogs prefer to have raw meat instead of cooked ones. She even gave me a whole bunch of raw beef meat to feed our dogs. Then I woke up. Even my conscious was back to my body, I still remembered about her clear eyes and her beautiful smile. She was happy and I was happy for her. It was awesome.

In the early morning of 7:20 a.m., I took my daughter to the orthodontist’s office for her appointment. Today they removed her braces. After they removed the metals and wires from her teeth, polished and cleaned her teeth, my daughter had a beautiful smile with perfectly aligned white shining teeth.

In the early afternoon at 1 p.m., I had an appointment with the biofeedback technician. She helped me with inputting some data in my software.

Recently I have read several books regarding decluttering. The author of the books is a Japanese woman who is probably in her late 60s. Her advice and teaching resonate with me in the soul level. I wished I had found her books several years ago. On my second thought though, even if I had run into her books before, I was not ready to fully understand her spiritual level so that I would not have understood. I think I finally have reached the certain level.

In the evening at 5:45 p.m., I attended the Japanese seminar regarding the Dual nationally. It ended up to close to 3 hours. This was my first time to attend their seminar. I love the MC who was an elderly man who is most likely in his 80s. I really enjoyed attending this seminar and appreciate the host. I would love to keep joining his monthly seminars.

Today the handyman to start working for building our new shed on our homesite. He said he will start from adjusting our floor which was made almost 3 years ago. if everything goes well on his work schedule, our new shed should be completed by next Sunday of June 16. I am so excited about our new shed.

My cousin informed me that my brother will have the 49-day ceremony for my late dad today. I appreciate my cousin for letting me know, but at the same time, I will be okay if I didn’t know about this. My brother didn’t let me know for reasons, and I want to honor my brother’s will for doing this all by himself. To me personally, I don’t need any special ceremonies for my death because I want my family being survivors to be free from all kinds of responsivities and guilt feelings about my death. I will be happy in spirit if my family members can keep remembering me in a good way and keep the memory of me in their minds. That is all I want them to do. I want my family members to enjoy their life as much as possible even after my departure. Maybe I am one of the minorities to feel that way. I know the majority of people still want their survivors to keep doing the special ceremonies after their departure. I sincerely hope that eventually more people will feel like me that death is just a transition and we don’t need to perform all kinds of ceremonies for the departure. Just keep loving the departed souls does matter.

As many people have experienced, recently it is very hard for us to grow plants from seeds because store bought seeds are hard to get germinated. This year one seed bank that is a nonprofit organization by Native American provided us some native seeds. My daughter has been taken care of the native seeds with her love and patience. Even though their germination rates were almost 100%, they were still hard to grow well. In our case, so far, only two chickpea plants were still alive. This morning, we replanted them to our backyard garden, next to the other bigger plants. The chickpea plants still look tiny and fragile, but I really hope they will keep growing for another 3 more weeks. Then they should be fine once we have monsoon so that they will enjoy lots of rain water.