Yard work (1) 9/26/2024

It was an extremely hot day. It started from the early morning. I woke up sweating.

In the evening, my husband cleaned up the backyard with a grass eater. I appreciate him. I would have done, if I were good at using a grass eater. I am not good at using it at all. In return, I will do the remainder of the yard work tomorrow.

Old day’s work style 9/25/2024

I have been watching the old Japanese TV drama show. The years were set in 1970s when we still had the old stereotype ideas that men are superior to women. Men were supposed to work hard for the company, and women were expected to stay home taking care of their children and house chores.

While I was working as a full-time employee for the company, I had experienced these stereotypes stubbornly stayed in the company. I used to work just like a slave worker for the company just to make my living. If we focus on the point only, the recent work condition and people’s way of thinking have been improving to a better way. I am glad that I don’t need to work like that anymore.

Shinkansen tickets purchased 9/24/2024

I purchased a shinkansen ticket for the Japan trip. One of my friends gave me the URL link for foreigners to purchase shinkansen tickets. It took me much time to complete this process. Their website keeps automatically log out in an extremely short time, seems like on every 30 seconds, unbelievably short time. then my credit card was rejected. I’ve heard about this from other Japanese customers living in America that their website rejects the credit card issued other than in Japan. I used the other credit card, and it was accepted. All in all, it was a tedious process but I am glad I could purchase the tickets anyway.

Selected as a Homeopathy congress presenter via their website 9/19/2024

I received an email from the homeopathy school that they selected my 2 cases to update in their website. I am feeling blessed and honored to be selected as a website presenter so that I can relax and present my cases at my most relaxing environment at home. Only one stressful condition is their tight schedule. I have to submit the two presentation files until next Tuesday.

Working on the presentation preparation 9/20/2024

I worked on preparing the necessary items to submit to the homeopathy school. They requested me to submit the presentation files by September 25th in Japanese time, which is September 24th in my time. One of the preparation items they requested was a profile picture. They specify the picture so that I cannot use the previous pictures. I asked my daughter to take some profile pictures at the park. She took some great pictures for me.

At night I started working on creating a presentation files. To be honest, I feel overwhelmed. But I also feel blessed and appreciated for this opportunity.

Small progress every day 9/18/2024

Last night we had a beautiful full moon. Since our biofeedback instructor mentioned a biofeedback session will be great on the special moon phase night such as full moon or new moon, I gave myself a biofeedback session. It went through really great. After the session , I went directly to bed and fell asleep. I didn’t wake up in the middle of the night, which I suffered for the past week.

In the morning, I woke up refreshed and comfortably. I opened the LINE app and found any new messages. I felt so relieved. For the past 2.5 years while I was belonging to the insurance team, every morning when I opened the LINE app, there were a whole bunch of messages to the group LINE cerebrating the team members for the huge amount of their recent sales or birthdays. To be honest, I didn’t like seeing any of those. Now that I am completely away from the team, I am totally free. I am blessed to reach at the place where I am at. I am now an independent agent who can work on my preference and timing.

In the evening, I worked on creating some documents to submit to my attorney. He asked me for the detailed information about the gift money of the past four years. When I checked the record of all my bank account history, I was surprised that my memory was not perfect. I also created a time line file regarding the communication and process with the attorney. I noticed I started this process since this June, with lots of sad emotions attached. I am glad I have come so far with the support of my attorney. I could not have done everything all by myself. I think this process will make me wiser and smarter, and spiritually stronger. I will keep it up with the processes and go through a various kinds of emotions accompanied with them. All the experience counts to strengthen my soul and spirit. And one thing for sure is I always have great supports from my family of husband and daughter, my family spirts, and Higher-Self. I will be fine no matter what. I am proceeding with them. I am not alone. Thank you to my family, my family spirits, and my Higher self for being there for me.  

One door closed and new door opened happily 9/17/2024

I received an update email from my attorney. He received an official letter from my brother. She said he shared some documents in our secured share folder, but I could not find any. I think he simply forgot to upload the file. From his email, it sounds like there were some information that I was not informed by my late parents. But I could not see because the files were not attached.

In the morning, I received a voice message from my recruiter of the new insurance platform. After we exchanged emails, we both agreed that I could leave their team peacefully without any grudge. Finally, my wish came true. I am thankful to my family spirits for guiding me to this path, that I have been wishing for. Thank you to my family spirits and Higer-self for always standing by me and guiding me to the right direction. I love you guys deeply. And I am thankful and feeling blessed.

Now that my insurance team issue is solved nicely, I have another matter to face to, which is the inheritance division issue against my brother. However, I have my attorney and my brother has his attorney. Our attorneys will work on solving this issue as much quicker that we expect. I have a strong belief in my attorney that everything will be done nicely.