One day early from full moon. I once heard from the biofeedback instructor that our body is fully influenced by moon cycle. Therefore, a biofeedback session will be great at the time of special moon day of new moon or full moon. Sure enough, today’s biofeedback session for me turned to be one of the greatest ones. Today I mainly worked for mental aspects. Regardless of the great support from Q-Ta, I still couldn’t sleep soundly. I woke up from time to time. I didn’t wake up for bathroom, but due to the worry and uncomfortable feeling regarding the new insurance team. I want to leave from this team and work as an independent agent peacefully. 

I have been suffering from uncomfortable feeling from the new insurance platform group. This group is not for me. I know that. I really hope I will be guided to a best fit place for me soon. I haven’t been able to sleep all night lately.   

In the morning, I spent quite a long time to harvest produces from our garden. Our first time produce, tomatillo grew pretty well. I made a salsa out of our freshly picked produces of tomatillo, tomatoes, cucumbers, basil, and jalapenos. This year, we will cover our plants to go through winter so that they will keep producing vegetables even in winter.

In the evening at 6 p.m., I attended the flower essence seminar for the inner child therapist course.

Recently my daughter made a new friend in her classroom and started chatting with her. It has become her new routine. I am glad they are enjoying getting to know each other. We might be able to make them to meet in person at the school in-person event in next year.

For the past 2 years and half, I always attended the Thursday luncheon training at noon. Now that I reigned the old platform, I don’t need to attend it. I feel free and comfortable! Attending this training was not mandatory but I made it a rule to attend it every week. Taking out something from my routine list items was hard for me, but once I did it, I feel great. I have to be responsible on what I want to use my precious time.

In the morning, the light therapy device arrived. It took 7 days to be delivered from the purchased day, because it was sent from Thailand. In the evening, I tried out 2 sessions. One session is a 10-minute long.  

It was a very busy and productive day. My daughter and I stopped by at four stores in the morning. After came back, I finished watching some biofeedback training videos.

The biofeedback manufacturer generously offered to pay for the official certificate fee of $179 to support the users. I really appreciate their support. I applied for the certificate. I am looking forward to it to be arrived to my house.

I worked on selecting homeopathy remedies and support tincture for my client. I am still suffering from the allergic reaction with itchy eyes and dull headache, and my client has some similarity with my inner child, it was fund and helpful to look for some remedies that will best fit to her current situation and feeling. It took me several hours to finally finished creating the prescription. I sincerely hope these remedies and support tincture will guide her to a better place.

In the evening at 5 p.m., I offered a homeopathy counseling to my client. This was the third counseling session. It was amazing to witness that her symptoms were improved, and every time she has new symptoms.

I truly appreciate her for allowing me to offer her a homeopathy counseling. I am also being healed and receive lots of awareness during the counseling.

In the morning at 8 a.m., I attended a meeting for the new insurance platform. The meeting itself was beneficial to attend. I was glad that I moved to this platform. But there was one thing that bothered me. My recruiter, whom I have known and worked together since the old platform, happened to forgot replying back to my question. I know she just forgot, but it hurt my feeling. I don’t know why I can’t casually ask her “hey, did you just forget replying back to me?” I know I can ask this simple question to my family or close friends, but I cannot do so to her.

After the meeting, the first thing I did was to blame my daughter for her not finished drying laundry that I asked her before the meeting. When she was listening to my complaint, she was shedding tears. Then I realized how harsh I scolded her. I soon apologized her. My daughter said she forgave me.

We sat down on bed, and I started talking about how the recruiter hurt my feeling. I knew the recruiter happened to be a reason to let me down, but she actually didn’t do anything bad. She happened to be a person to nudge my inner child who was not still healed.

My inner child who was crying out was the one whom got hurt by my mom while I was still a young child. She was not there for me whenever I needed her.

I shed lots of tears while speaking about the feeling of my inner child. My daughter was sitting down next to me, rubbing my back gently. She was also shedding tears with me. Even though she is still young, she has gone through the sad time in school and from me.

The two hours or so that I spent time together with my daughter was precious. Our lots of tears have healed us deeply this morning. It is great to shed lots of tears once in a while for our souls to cleanse.

For the past week or so, I have been suffering from the allergic symptom with dull headache, runny nose, and itchy eyes. My daughter is having the same symptom as me. My husband is doing just fine, but some of his coworkers are suffering from the same symptom. I cannot do things as quickly and effectively as I wanted, but I am still thankful that I am still able to do works and chores. Thinking back to 10 years ago or so, I often stayed in bed due to sickness. I am better than those days.