In the morning my brand-new Biofeedback device arrived. It has some great energy and I could not touch or open the device right away. One thing for sure is I am very happy for this device. My daughter named this device as “Q-Ta”. To her, this device has male energy, so that the name is that of a boy. Nice to meet you Q-Ta. Thank you for coming to me and my family.

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In the evening at 4:45 pm., I held my last workshop of awakening spirituality. It was a 6-month course. It started on November of last year. It was a new moon evening. Interestingly we had a new moon today. We also had a Total eclipse of up to 75% in our area. I shared the information with my group that it should have a sacred meaning that we started in new moon and ended in new moon with total eclipse.

Today my group shared their feedback and take-away in a 10-minute presentation. Everybody’s presentation was great with their own interpretation. Their presentation material also had their own unique color and design. I totally enjoyed watching their presentation. I am thankful that we could gather in this course. I appreciate to my dear members. I sincerely wish all the best to my team.

In my dream I saw the scenery right after my mom-in-law departed. Somebody in my dream, probably one of my guide sprits, told me that my mom-in-law is planning to depart this life on October 26^th. Then I woke up.

I pondered whether I should inform this dream to my husband or not. I received the same message some months before my late dad-in-law passed away. Same thing happened to his grandparents. And all the messages were right.

Late in the afternoon, my husband received a phone call from mom-in-law. She mentioned she had a CT scan test for her brain. She worried because she started falling off from bed or getting dizzy while walking. The test result came back without any issues, she said. I decided not to mention about the dream of this morning to my husband. But I should suggest him to go see her soon and often so that we can spend more time with her.

I chatted with one of my fellow students of Reiki class. She hosted my Japanese Reiki teacher to a Reiki retreat tour in Sedona, AZ in next month. The fee is a huge amount of money so I told her I won’t be able to attend the tour. She seems to really like me because she does not give up on me and keeps asking me if I change my mind to come or not.

This time, while we chatted over the phone, she proposed me a new offering. She desperately wants me to join the group so she decided to give me a free accommodation. My family and I can stay free at the vacation rental house that she rented. The house had 4 bedrooms and 3 bathrooms. She has another two groups to share the house and each paid groups will have their own bathroom. They have one vacant bedroom so that she can offer us to use the room to us privately, but we have to share one bathroom with her. Her offering sounds attractive to me. The house has a kitchen with gas stoves, a huge refrigerator, and a washer and drier. It also has a BBQ grill and a jacuzzi in the back yard.  

I was all excited for this great offer. After I hang up the phone, I mentioned to my husband. He was very reluctant to share a house with strangers. Also, due to the normal house structure, most likely each house does not have a room key to lock. He doesn’t feel comfortable to leave our personal item unattended without locking the room. Also he doesn’t want to take any change to get blamed if something is missing in other people’s personal belongings. When he said these, now I fully understand what he means. I agreed with him to turn down this offer. We would rather pay on our own hotel room so that we will freely comes in and go out without any extra stress or obligations.

I almost forgot the golden rule. Free is the most dangerous offer. It comes with stress and obligation. I would rather pay the reasonable cost to win my freedom and peace of mind.

My family and I went to see the Native seeds fair in Tucson. The director and the vice president of the organization mentioned in their greeting speech that they started this seed bank 40 years ago. It was amazing to know that each of the board member donated $100 and now the organization has grown much larger than before. I enjoyed looking around their plants growing healthily. I felt happy energy from their wheat plants. They even gave us a tour in the seed bank that was located in a walk-in refrigerator and a freezer. The seeds in the freezer were corrected and washed 60 years ago and they were all organic. I am glad there were people like them to preserve the seeds for the future generation.

Since I completed my presentation draft, I have been practicing the presentation many times. Now I feel comfortable with my recording, I submitted it. Even though the deadline is April 11^th and I have one more week, the school workers should be happy to receive it earlier so that they have enough time to check it in advance. I think my presentation is well done with necessary information and wisdom. I hope they like my presentation.

I received a shipping detail from the biofeedback manufacturer. It was shipped out today at the place and should be delivered sometime next week. I am so excited for the new device to arrive to me.

I finished the preparation in creating the presentation draft and presentation power point file for the upcoming world homeopathy day of April 13^th. From tomorrow I will keep practicing to speak up in the presentation and record it.

Today the tax return refund came in to our bank account. It took them 18 days, that was exactly same as last year. We appreciate the refunded money. I could not help my mom-in law for her tax return process this year, but I would love to support her next year.

I worked on the preparation of the upcoming homeopathy event. I made a great progress today in creating the draft file.

I watched the Japanese movie: Flying Colors (2015). It was an exciting movie that was based on the true story. It was the story of a high school girl challenging to pass the entrance exam for the highest rank of private university in Japan. Since I went through this hectic entrance exam to enter a higher rank of university and I myself was one of the failures, I know how the main character felt during the study process.

I appreciate for being provided to watch this movie, because this movie gave me lots of awareness. After I watched this movie, the way of my thinking has been changed into a better way. Especially the perspective toward one of my coworkers. I could fully respect her that she passed the entrance exam for the most difficult private university in Japan. Now that I can fully praise and respect her efforts to achieve her goal. Before I watched this movie, I tended to have uncomfortable feeling toward her.  Now I can admit that I was feeling jealous to her. and now I also can admit that she is much smarter than me, so that I can respect her. I am happy that I have finally reached to the place where is beyond jealousy.