I have worked on the draft and the presentation slides for the upcoming presentation at the Family Homeopath congress. By the late at night, I finally finished the draft and slides. Now I will need to practice speaking the presentation as many times as I can until the presentation date.

I had been working on studying through the online training videos provided from the biofeedback manufacture. I finished watching and studying all of their courses of total hour of 13 hours, and got successfully certified as their Certified stress reduction specialist.

I woke up at 4:30 am and attended the online palmist’s group lesson started at 5 a.m. For the past 6 months or so, the instructor changed the group lesson’s start time to one hour later than usual, which was very helpful for me. Today the instructor shared his idea to use a tern of dragon to newly introduce the palmistry. Some people showed interests in learning his new teaching, but I thought I should stay unmoved for this. I have tons of things to do, and I don’t have any more time available for this.

In the evening at 4 p.m., I attended the online seminar about pension. The seminar was presentenced by a Japanese attorney. He is always so kind enough that he tries to answer all the questions from the attendees that he never ends his seminar on time. he always plans to end his seminar for 1.5 hour, but it always ends up for 3 hours by extending time.

When I turn to 65 years old, I definitely would love to ask his company to support on applying my pension. The only one concern is that the nice person will be still working at the company 11 years later than now. The person looks like he is in late 70s right now.

I woke up and checked my email inbox as usual. One of the new emails was from the Japanese homeopathy school. They selected my case to have a presentation at the upcoming Family homeopath congress. The congress will be held on my birthday.

Even though the deadline is tight, I am going to focus on preparing the presentation and practicing it as many times as I can. Thank you to my family spirits for selecting my case and providing me an opportunity to speak up in public.

I attended the SCIO seminar. It started at 10 p.m. and ended at 1 a.m. Even though it was tough for my body due to the late at night, I never got sleepy or tired. The seminar was interesting and full of useful information. I am expecting to my new SCIO device to be delivered sometime next month. I am looking forward to it.

It has been getting warmer every day. I started wearing a T-shirt and a short pants, instead of a long sleeve shirt and a pair of long pants. With the spring’s arrival, all of my family started having some allergic symptoms such as runny nose, sneeze, itchy eyes, and dull headache.  

I still keep decluttering and getting rid of unnecessary items from my house.

Today the annuity sales process for my husband’s old company’s 401K finally ended. He submitted the delivery receipt of the insurance policy and I received a commission. 

Last night I shed lots of tears during the healing session with my palmist teacher. Then I woke up this morning, I felt a weird sensation in my throat. I could not say anything because my throat was clogged up with mucus. It was my very first time that my throat was clogged up to such an extremely point where I could not voice out.

I didn’t get panicked though. Because I knew it was a part of the healing process from the session of last night. I knew my throat clogged up to tell me that I could not talk back to my dad for many years, even now. I am not going to pick up my phone and go ahead tell my dad all the cussing words to him. Instead, I recognized my body, mind, and spirit had been suffered from putting back my true feelings and voices back for such many years. I talked to myself, my inner self, that I don’t need to suffer from anything anymore. If I don’t want to go see my dad, it is okay that I go back to Japan without going see him. It is okay that I would not be able to go see him again before his departure. I still thank and appreciate my dad for being my dad and for teaching lots of good things and bad things, so that I could retain true myself. I don’t need to feel guilty for not vising my dad anymore. Now I am free from feeling guilty. I live my life as I want. Thank you to my throat for guiding me to my true self.

By afternoon, all my mucus in my throat cleared up so that I could freely voice out.

In the evening at 6 p.m., I had a private counseling with my palmist teacher. I knew he is good at a healing session to release negative emotion, so I asked him to release my feeling to visiting Japan. I want to visit Japan, but I hesitate to make an actual plan. His session was really helpful. During the conversation, I realized that I am still feeling scared to my dad and that is why I hesitate to go back to Japan to see him. I shed lots of tears and released my negative emotion about my dad.