My cousin informed me that my brother will have the 49-day ceremony for my late dad today. I appreciate my cousin for letting me know, but at the same time, I will be okay if I didn’t know about this. My brother didn’t let me know for reasons, and I want to honor my brother’s will for doing this all by himself. To me personally, I don’t need any special ceremonies for my death because I want my family being survivors to be free from all kinds of responsivities and guilt feelings about my death. I will be happy in spirit if my family members can keep remembering me in a good way and keep the memory of me in their minds. That is all I want them to do. I want my family members to enjoy their life as much as possible even after my departure. Maybe I am one of the minorities to feel that way. I know the majority of people still want their survivors to keep doing the special ceremonies after their departure. I sincerely hope that eventually more people will feel like me that death is just a transition and we don’t need to perform all kinds of ceremonies for the departure. Just keep loving the departed souls does matter.

As many people have experienced, recently it is very hard for us to grow plants from seeds because store bought seeds are hard to get germinated. This year one seed bank that is a nonprofit organization by Native American provided us some native seeds. My daughter has been taken care of the native seeds with her love and patience. Even though their germination rates were almost 100%, they were still hard to grow well. In our case, so far, only two chickpea plants were still alive. This morning, we replanted them to our backyard garden, next to the other bigger plants. The chickpea plants still look tiny and fragile, but I really hope they will keep growing for another 3 more weeks. Then they should be fine once we have monsoon so that they will enjoy lots of rain water.

Today is my late dad’s birthday. If he was still here, he would turn to 86 years old. happy birthday Dad. I know you are now in the safe place without any pain or concerns. Enjoy your peaceful state, Dad. Thank you for being my father on this life time.

My family and I went to the bowling alley. We signed up their summer campaign again. They offer a free bowling during summer to kids. They set the age limit as 14 years and under, so this year will be the last year for my daughter to be considered as a kid as their standard. Our score was pretty good despite of our not coming to the bowling array for the past 9 months.

In the morning at 9 a.m., I attended the biofeedback manufactures’ hang out. It was my very first time to attend their group lesson. I had a good feeling about them. One of these days, I want to attend their live seminar to meet them in person.

In the early afternoon at 12:45 p.m., I had the monthly maintenance session for my biofeedback device. I appreciate the technical support person who is a young woman. She is always nice, polite, and helpful.

I did a biofeedback session for myself in the morning. I worked on the black orb in right sided of my aura field. I did some tasks to tackle with the psychic attack and the software got frozen. The good thing is though, I have a maintenance appointment with the biofeedback technician tomorrow so that she will be able to answer my questions or solve the issues.

I finally finished watching the biofeedback training videos that were recorded on May 2024. It was their newest versions of the demonstration and instruction videos. When I watched all of their instruction videos before I received the device, it was too quick for me to understand. Now I have my device with me and used it more than 10 sessions, I finally start understanding about their panels and commands gradually. The two instructors have been using this device about 20 years. I have many more years to keep using this device and understand it more clearly. It is fun to learn new things.

I had a good dream this morning. I was with my family, and we were getting ready for climbing up a steep and high elevation mountain. We were well equipped and prepared for the challenge. There were some other people with us. They were about to go mountain climbing with us. When I sat down on one of the benches, one person sat next to me. She was one of my coworkers whom I got irritated and frustrated while working together. In my dream though, she was one of my good friends. She smiled at me and handed me some gifts. I could not see the gifts, but I understood the gifts meant the message that everything would go well. I smiled back at her and thanked her that she came to my life. Then I woke up feeling relaxed.

I’ve been enjoying studying through the biofeedback training videos. At their Q&A session, the instructor told us that the average of the stress level has been increased since Covid. He said he doesn’t know the reason why. Then the other instructor jumped in and shared his opinion. He thinks the stress level all over the world has increased from Covid is due to the current issues. We first were scared of the unknown virus that was artificially created, then we were forced to take vaccine that was still not enough tested to humans. We have been suffered from the inflation that was also artificially manipulated. Even though the pay rate stays the same, all of us are forced to pay more for everything. Those are the solid reasons why all of us have been under the extreme stress for these past four years. 

In the evening, I attended the online reiki gathering. I was happy to see my reiki teacher safely back in Japan. He mentioned he enjoyed his teaching trip in Sedona.